Hector
Rising Star
Hello I am a new member! I am excited to be here! 
I prepared a brew with acacia confuse and Syrian rue with a relative ratio of 10 to 1. During the brewing process the bubbling tea looked alive as if transferring her magic power into my potion. My experience with the medicine has been extremely profound. *This is not fun or at all recreational. Use with Caution.
All of my experiences have been very consistent, as opposed to what others have said about how the experience can be unpredictable and that no two experiences with the medicine are the same. After ingesting the potion, I experience a strong sedative effect which is typical of the tryptamines and feel incapacitated and stoned instantly.
After 2 hours have passed the effects seem to almost completely wear off. So far the experience felt underwhelming and I later would attribute this facet of the brew to the chemicals. The later part I would attribute to spirit. I proceeded to rise out of my bed and consumed a small amount of food. All of a sudden I feel compelling vibrations welling through my entire body with a lucid feeling and then it hits me like a train.
I stumbled down the stairs and back into my bed. I could not even have gone to the bathroom because of how quickly I became seized by this unspeakable something. An organic presence consumed me. I feel the presence of another being slivering her rootlets through my retina and harvesting my brain waves with a vigorous callousness. My breast becomes the home of this omnipotent essence.
She has always manifested the same for me with Pinkish-reddish hyper-dimensional tentacles whirly and sustaining my life force with an evanescent suckling sensation quelling my tiny ego with cosmic vibratory reverberations whispering quantum secrets in the silent crevices of my shivering consciousness.
I must say that I had become rapidly seized by an incessant fearfulness and terror from having such intimate contact with an “Ancient One”. I remember wondering “How could I have been so foolish to have believed myself worthy to partake of the foul magic brew” “I’m not shaman, I’m an imposter” and "Don't resist the experience or hurt yourself". Her face looked like that of an arachnid with sharp teeth and I originally believed this to be a grotesque and hideous form. A cosmic symphony of alien resonances plays in the background and I lay in abject terror at the mercy of this celestial being. I extended my arms in reverence to her holy form. I can understand the origin of the phrase "divine madness".
However, after several minutes I became appeased after my entire body was bathed in an almighty glow of healing light traversing though all of my inter most organs with every cell in my body vibrating on a divine frequency. I immediately believed her to be beautiful. All of my visions were really only her cosmic pinkish tentacles morphing into multiple fractal forms and configurations reminiscent of a hyper intelligent tentacle being. I often heard strange mechanical alien noises sounding eerily evocative of how UFO’s sound.
The sound was utterly extraordinary and I felt very apprehensive. She dominated the experience. This lasted approximately 40 minutes. After careful consideration I have become convinced that I have entered a relationship with the spirit of Acacia Confusa. I believe the tentacles are really just a symbolic manifestation of the trees roots. I have encountered her practically every time I have partaken of this brew as she leaves behind peculiarity which is obvious. The experience was definitely real. There was something alive in my body that wasn't me within my heart and my brain.
Am I blessed or cursed? I believe that it doesn’t matter how much of the brew you drink. The brew will take your wherever it wants you to go. I am hoping that others with more experience than me with the sacred brew can illuminate me with their superior knowledge of this spirit? I am wondering if others have had similar experiences. I will admit that I do not consider this to be a breakthrough dose.
I prepared a brew with acacia confuse and Syrian rue with a relative ratio of 10 to 1. During the brewing process the bubbling tea looked alive as if transferring her magic power into my potion. My experience with the medicine has been extremely profound. *This is not fun or at all recreational. Use with Caution.All of my experiences have been very consistent, as opposed to what others have said about how the experience can be unpredictable and that no two experiences with the medicine are the same. After ingesting the potion, I experience a strong sedative effect which is typical of the tryptamines and feel incapacitated and stoned instantly.
After 2 hours have passed the effects seem to almost completely wear off. So far the experience felt underwhelming and I later would attribute this facet of the brew to the chemicals. The later part I would attribute to spirit. I proceeded to rise out of my bed and consumed a small amount of food. All of a sudden I feel compelling vibrations welling through my entire body with a lucid feeling and then it hits me like a train.
I stumbled down the stairs and back into my bed. I could not even have gone to the bathroom because of how quickly I became seized by this unspeakable something. An organic presence consumed me. I feel the presence of another being slivering her rootlets through my retina and harvesting my brain waves with a vigorous callousness. My breast becomes the home of this omnipotent essence.
She has always manifested the same for me with Pinkish-reddish hyper-dimensional tentacles whirly and sustaining my life force with an evanescent suckling sensation quelling my tiny ego with cosmic vibratory reverberations whispering quantum secrets in the silent crevices of my shivering consciousness.
I must say that I had become rapidly seized by an incessant fearfulness and terror from having such intimate contact with an “Ancient One”. I remember wondering “How could I have been so foolish to have believed myself worthy to partake of the foul magic brew” “I’m not shaman, I’m an imposter” and "Don't resist the experience or hurt yourself". Her face looked like that of an arachnid with sharp teeth and I originally believed this to be a grotesque and hideous form. A cosmic symphony of alien resonances plays in the background and I lay in abject terror at the mercy of this celestial being. I extended my arms in reverence to her holy form. I can understand the origin of the phrase "divine madness".
However, after several minutes I became appeased after my entire body was bathed in an almighty glow of healing light traversing though all of my inter most organs with every cell in my body vibrating on a divine frequency. I immediately believed her to be beautiful. All of my visions were really only her cosmic pinkish tentacles morphing into multiple fractal forms and configurations reminiscent of a hyper intelligent tentacle being. I often heard strange mechanical alien noises sounding eerily evocative of how UFO’s sound.
The sound was utterly extraordinary and I felt very apprehensive. She dominated the experience. This lasted approximately 40 minutes. After careful consideration I have become convinced that I have entered a relationship with the spirit of Acacia Confusa. I believe the tentacles are really just a symbolic manifestation of the trees roots. I have encountered her practically every time I have partaken of this brew as she leaves behind peculiarity which is obvious. The experience was definitely real. There was something alive in my body that wasn't me within my heart and my brain.
Am I blessed or cursed? I believe that it doesn’t matter how much of the brew you drink. The brew will take your wherever it wants you to go. I am hoping that others with more experience than me with the sacred brew can illuminate me with their superior knowledge of this spirit? I am wondering if others have had similar experiences. I will admit that I do not consider this to be a breakthrough dose.
