OK, so I've been trying to figure out how to write about this one.. It's going to be a tuff one to put in linear terms.
For this session, I went to a friends house, where myself, my friend and his wife all indulged in 2 hits of LSD. Our plan was to enter Hyperspace at the end of the trip. The LSD was spectacular, and I noticed that it was very different than all my previous experiences. This was the first time I've done LSD since beginning my current DMT explorations. Hallucinations wound not happen randomly. i had to create them using the same technique I do to enter hyperspace.. A kind of building of intention and attention on one specific place to the point of breaking through. My friends and I spent the 8 hour LSD trip, uncovering programs and habits within ourselves and attempting to rewrite or at least shed light on the reasons for their existence.. A very uplifting and enlightening experience. The whole time I was able to notice my friends emotional changes, before they would express them, through temperature variations in the room. Baffling.
Finally the LSD seemed to plateau and we felt like we were ready for launch. I took my time preparing the blue lotus herb as a bed in the volcano and adding 80 mg of spice to be split between just my friend and I. His wife was feeling a bit too anxious.. This time, for me, there was no anxiety at all, but instead a kind of overwhelming respect flooded me.
* - side note - I had noticed, throughout the LSD trip, that my throat was a bit tense and my voice was more soft spoken than normal. I also had a slight pain in the back of my neck. It occurred to me that maybe something was up with my throat chakra several times through the night. *
We fired up the Volcano vaporizer, and took 3 hits each. It took a bit longer for anything to happen this time.. I sat back and closed my eyes, as very slowly, the feeling came over me.
Suddenly, everything went orange. Next the shape of a room began to saturate through the orange. The room's walls then took on clear detail. All of this happened so fast that I found my self franticly chanting (in my inner voice) "calm down, slow down" - The walls had a grid of black squares across them. Each square had a symbol, and for the first time for me, the symbols were all ones I recognize. the letters d w and L the numbers 5 and 2 and 7 and dots and stars. One per square.
The squares started to pulse with light as i receded from chanting. Suddenly the squares began to fold over one another, exposing new symbols. Some still recognizable, some not. At the same time, other parts of the room turned into books, whose pages would turn, exposing a variety of entities. There were more than I could count. I've seen these types before, geometric beings. They have been very helpful to me. At once they began to chant themselves. All in perfect harmony. This was something I had never experienced before either, as they were chanting in a mix of their alien language, and french! They would read from the inside spine of one of the books at the centre of the room.
It was then that I realized that they were reprogramming me. A form of hypnosis. i noticed a glitch in the ceiling of the room that seemed to be a triangle flapping loosely. My attention gathered there as I looked at it. i could see it gathering.. A bluish purple mass of energy. It opened into a circle and I could see 4 or 5 alien looking beings standing over me, looking down. It was clear to me that they were doing surgery on my throat. They were communicating with each other, somehow, and I could catch very small parts of what they were saying. One asking for a tool or device of some kind. Another hands it to him and asks if he should wait till I am out again.. He turns his head to look somewhere I can not see, and says something in a language made of syllable fractals.. It completely screws my head up, and I end up back in the first room.
This time my perspective of the room is different. I am looking at the wall that was behind me the last time. it does not have the square designs and instead has a series of crazy moving parts that link together in the most peculiar ways. The parts are Orange and Yellow. Some of the connecting knobs in the wall are red. The entities begin to move parts of the wall together to make shapes and designs. I feel very confused at this point but remain silent and watch.
They fiddle with the moving wall until they create a design that seems so absurd to me that I begin to laugh (internally) - I hear them speak to each other.. They are saying, "oh he likes that. Do it more!" - I had the feeling that they were doing their best to keep me from the scary surgical procedure that was being done. Even though I knew this, it didn't bother me. I trusted the alien surgeons to do their work.
The geometric beings continued with this environmental shapeshifting for some time, making me laugh so hard inside that I even began to physically giggle. When I did this, I could feel my throat chakra loosen up and unravel a bit. They repeated this for a very long time, to the point where I was hysterically laughing out loud.
It filled me with child like happiness. I was in connection with my infant self. No doubt about it. They would move parts of the wall to make the shape of a monkey face and I would be filled with joy. A giggle would brew in me from so deep down that i felt as though I may explode If I don't get ahold of myself quick.. . I felt like this was a feeling i did not have or rarely had as an infant.
Next came the most awe inspiring thing I've ever witnessed.
My eyes opened as the scene began to fade. I looked up at the ceiling which had a glass decorative ball hanging from it. Suddenly I could see that same bluish purple energy. It was coming from me. The way I was gazing. As my attention/intention (as I call it) was placed to that corner of the room, it filled with this very tangible looking substance.. The more still I was and the more concentrated, the more gathered. Eventually it began to crystallize. small crystals formed on the ball and the contours of the ceiling. It spread like water freezing at a stunning rate. Flowing down the wall and everywhere.. The ball, where my attention was mostly set, was almost completely covered and glimmering in a way I have never seen anything glimmer before. Absolutely stunning.
I had the feeling like as long as i didn't move or look away, I could continue on for as long as I wished.
Then someone said something and it all faded away at heartbreaking speeds. haha. -
Most incredible afterglow I've ever experienced.. i felt like it was a gift from the entities, but could have just been the combination of LSD and DMT. In either case, it made me feel complete and powerful.
Including the Crystalline afterglow, the DMT experience was almost 25mins.
i feel like I should mention that I recently quit smoking cigarettes. I believe this trip had a lot to do with that.. There will be a lot of integration work for me with this one. There were a few other things that happened that are just too personal and not quite clear enough to write about quite yet.
As always, Thanks for reading! Any input or feedback would be greatly appreciated and welcomed.
Bless it up -
For this session, I went to a friends house, where myself, my friend and his wife all indulged in 2 hits of LSD. Our plan was to enter Hyperspace at the end of the trip. The LSD was spectacular, and I noticed that it was very different than all my previous experiences. This was the first time I've done LSD since beginning my current DMT explorations. Hallucinations wound not happen randomly. i had to create them using the same technique I do to enter hyperspace.. A kind of building of intention and attention on one specific place to the point of breaking through. My friends and I spent the 8 hour LSD trip, uncovering programs and habits within ourselves and attempting to rewrite or at least shed light on the reasons for their existence.. A very uplifting and enlightening experience. The whole time I was able to notice my friends emotional changes, before they would express them, through temperature variations in the room. Baffling.
Finally the LSD seemed to plateau and we felt like we were ready for launch. I took my time preparing the blue lotus herb as a bed in the volcano and adding 80 mg of spice to be split between just my friend and I. His wife was feeling a bit too anxious.. This time, for me, there was no anxiety at all, but instead a kind of overwhelming respect flooded me.
* - side note - I had noticed, throughout the LSD trip, that my throat was a bit tense and my voice was more soft spoken than normal. I also had a slight pain in the back of my neck. It occurred to me that maybe something was up with my throat chakra several times through the night. *
We fired up the Volcano vaporizer, and took 3 hits each. It took a bit longer for anything to happen this time.. I sat back and closed my eyes, as very slowly, the feeling came over me.
Suddenly, everything went orange. Next the shape of a room began to saturate through the orange. The room's walls then took on clear detail. All of this happened so fast that I found my self franticly chanting (in my inner voice) "calm down, slow down" - The walls had a grid of black squares across them. Each square had a symbol, and for the first time for me, the symbols were all ones I recognize. the letters d w and L the numbers 5 and 2 and 7 and dots and stars. One per square.
The squares started to pulse with light as i receded from chanting. Suddenly the squares began to fold over one another, exposing new symbols. Some still recognizable, some not. At the same time, other parts of the room turned into books, whose pages would turn, exposing a variety of entities. There were more than I could count. I've seen these types before, geometric beings. They have been very helpful to me. At once they began to chant themselves. All in perfect harmony. This was something I had never experienced before either, as they were chanting in a mix of their alien language, and french! They would read from the inside spine of one of the books at the centre of the room.
It was then that I realized that they were reprogramming me. A form of hypnosis. i noticed a glitch in the ceiling of the room that seemed to be a triangle flapping loosely. My attention gathered there as I looked at it. i could see it gathering.. A bluish purple mass of energy. It opened into a circle and I could see 4 or 5 alien looking beings standing over me, looking down. It was clear to me that they were doing surgery on my throat. They were communicating with each other, somehow, and I could catch very small parts of what they were saying. One asking for a tool or device of some kind. Another hands it to him and asks if he should wait till I am out again.. He turns his head to look somewhere I can not see, and says something in a language made of syllable fractals.. It completely screws my head up, and I end up back in the first room.
This time my perspective of the room is different. I am looking at the wall that was behind me the last time. it does not have the square designs and instead has a series of crazy moving parts that link together in the most peculiar ways. The parts are Orange and Yellow. Some of the connecting knobs in the wall are red. The entities begin to move parts of the wall together to make shapes and designs. I feel very confused at this point but remain silent and watch.
They fiddle with the moving wall until they create a design that seems so absurd to me that I begin to laugh (internally) - I hear them speak to each other.. They are saying, "oh he likes that. Do it more!" - I had the feeling that they were doing their best to keep me from the scary surgical procedure that was being done. Even though I knew this, it didn't bother me. I trusted the alien surgeons to do their work.
The geometric beings continued with this environmental shapeshifting for some time, making me laugh so hard inside that I even began to physically giggle. When I did this, I could feel my throat chakra loosen up and unravel a bit. They repeated this for a very long time, to the point where I was hysterically laughing out loud.
It filled me with child like happiness. I was in connection with my infant self. No doubt about it. They would move parts of the wall to make the shape of a monkey face and I would be filled with joy. A giggle would brew in me from so deep down that i felt as though I may explode If I don't get ahold of myself quick.. . I felt like this was a feeling i did not have or rarely had as an infant.
Next came the most awe inspiring thing I've ever witnessed.
My eyes opened as the scene began to fade. I looked up at the ceiling which had a glass decorative ball hanging from it. Suddenly I could see that same bluish purple energy. It was coming from me. The way I was gazing. As my attention/intention (as I call it) was placed to that corner of the room, it filled with this very tangible looking substance.. The more still I was and the more concentrated, the more gathered. Eventually it began to crystallize. small crystals formed on the ball and the contours of the ceiling. It spread like water freezing at a stunning rate. Flowing down the wall and everywhere.. The ball, where my attention was mostly set, was almost completely covered and glimmering in a way I have never seen anything glimmer before. Absolutely stunning.
I had the feeling like as long as i didn't move or look away, I could continue on for as long as I wished.
Then someone said something and it all faded away at heartbreaking speeds. haha. -
Most incredible afterglow I've ever experienced.. i felt like it was a gift from the entities, but could have just been the combination of LSD and DMT. In either case, it made me feel complete and powerful.
Including the Crystalline afterglow, the DMT experience was almost 25mins.
i feel like I should mention that I recently quit smoking cigarettes. I believe this trip had a lot to do with that.. There will be a lot of integration work for me with this one. There were a few other things that happened that are just too personal and not quite clear enough to write about quite yet.
As always, Thanks for reading! Any input or feedback would be greatly appreciated and welcomed.
Bless it up -
