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Rising Star
This past weekend I had some of the most profound experiences of my life on this combination of substances. These trips involved entity contact, nondual enlightenment experiences, and shared hallucinations. Surrendering was a prominent theme in these trips. I’m experienced with many psychedelics, but these were by far the most incredible experiences of my life. They progressively became more deep and also challenging.
After a night of dancing with friends at a music festival, my group decided to settle at our campsite and do ketamine and balloons. I decided to smoke dmt in addition. I tripped 5 times over the course of a couple hours. Each time I would have a balloon ready, and a dmt pen in my other hand. I’d inhale the full balloon then repeatedly hit the dmt until I couldn’t anymore.
The first trip involved entity contact, something that frequently happens for me with dmt. The initial rush of the dmt was significantly slowed down. I assume this is from the nitrous and ketamine. It also felt much bigger in a way, would wash over my whole body in a dramatic wave. The kaleidoscopic visuals completely overtook my minds eye. They were very electric. Next thing I know there were serpent like jesters dancing to the ambient music we were listening to. I felt Deja vu, like I had been here before or maybe even only seemingly leave this space upon sobriety. I felt the entities were interacting with me and coaxing me to dance the way they danced. I surrendered and felt I was no longer in control. I’m not sure if my actual body moved at all.
After some time had passed I decided to give this combination a go again. This time was very different. Immediately I felt I was seeing something very big, completely beyond me. It resembled a torus, with fast moving numbers, letters and symbols flowing through one end to the other, with a black hole through the center. It was very overwhelming, I felt I was seeing everything that is, endlessly. The only choice I felt I had was again to surrender. It then felt as if I became one with this flow of information, and eventually collapsed into being one with everything, the eternal now. This collapsed into nothingness. My memory of how I returned from this is gone, but it truly felt like eternity.
The last few trips are where things became very heavy. They all shared the same topic and continued on each other, having to do with who I am, what is real, and a shared experience with a friend that was candyflipping. I began to notice that my candyflipping friend was having a real hard time. Each time he’d take a balloon he would appear very stressed, jaw dropped and speaking of things none of us understood. I proceeded to smoke dmt again and realized everything he was saying was what was happening in my trip. It was like we were tapping into the same frequency. I began to believe I needed to figure out why this was happening in order to free him from his distress. I then had the feeling of remembering something essential that was forgotten, or rather that reality itself was remembering something it had forgotten. Then everything would merge into an experience of universal oneness. It was like reality was returning to a state of unity, rather than separation via a human experience. Eventually it would fall back apart and we’d each be our separate selves again, and my friend would again be distressed.
This pattern repeated over the course of two more trips. I felt it essential to save him by smoking dmt and remembering that we’re all one experientially. It was as if everyone around me was in on this cosmic joke, cosmic mystery.
After the third experience of this it was all really beginning to scare me. I think partially because I had sobered up from the mdma and ketamine and lost that openness and confidence. I decided to stop tripping and try to console my friend. I left the cosmic joke to be solved another day.
After a night of dancing with friends at a music festival, my group decided to settle at our campsite and do ketamine and balloons. I decided to smoke dmt in addition. I tripped 5 times over the course of a couple hours. Each time I would have a balloon ready, and a dmt pen in my other hand. I’d inhale the full balloon then repeatedly hit the dmt until I couldn’t anymore.
The first trip involved entity contact, something that frequently happens for me with dmt. The initial rush of the dmt was significantly slowed down. I assume this is from the nitrous and ketamine. It also felt much bigger in a way, would wash over my whole body in a dramatic wave. The kaleidoscopic visuals completely overtook my minds eye. They were very electric. Next thing I know there were serpent like jesters dancing to the ambient music we were listening to. I felt Deja vu, like I had been here before or maybe even only seemingly leave this space upon sobriety. I felt the entities were interacting with me and coaxing me to dance the way they danced. I surrendered and felt I was no longer in control. I’m not sure if my actual body moved at all.
After some time had passed I decided to give this combination a go again. This time was very different. Immediately I felt I was seeing something very big, completely beyond me. It resembled a torus, with fast moving numbers, letters and symbols flowing through one end to the other, with a black hole through the center. It was very overwhelming, I felt I was seeing everything that is, endlessly. The only choice I felt I had was again to surrender. It then felt as if I became one with this flow of information, and eventually collapsed into being one with everything, the eternal now. This collapsed into nothingness. My memory of how I returned from this is gone, but it truly felt like eternity.
The last few trips are where things became very heavy. They all shared the same topic and continued on each other, having to do with who I am, what is real, and a shared experience with a friend that was candyflipping. I began to notice that my candyflipping friend was having a real hard time. Each time he’d take a balloon he would appear very stressed, jaw dropped and speaking of things none of us understood. I proceeded to smoke dmt again and realized everything he was saying was what was happening in my trip. It was like we were tapping into the same frequency. I began to believe I needed to figure out why this was happening in order to free him from his distress. I then had the feeling of remembering something essential that was forgotten, or rather that reality itself was remembering something it had forgotten. Then everything would merge into an experience of universal oneness. It was like reality was returning to a state of unity, rather than separation via a human experience. Eventually it would fall back apart and we’d each be our separate selves again, and my friend would again be distressed.
This pattern repeated over the course of two more trips. I felt it essential to save him by smoking dmt and remembering that we’re all one experientially. It was as if everyone around me was in on this cosmic joke, cosmic mystery.
After the third experience of this it was all really beginning to scare me. I think partially because I had sobered up from the mdma and ketamine and lost that openness and confidence. I decided to stop tripping and try to console my friend. I left the cosmic joke to be solved another day.
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. Thanks for the report that's very intriguing that he was speaking of your trip.