i dont think...anyone of you...

[giver of will]

just went through what i have gone through....

i dont know where to begin...


i didnt want to buy a VG or GVG

i snorted (PROBABLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT FOR SURE THAT I DID A WHOLE .2 BUT IT WAS A SMALL BUMP) .2 of dmt


i started to feel the physical pain immedialy

im sorry if i am ttypeing wrong but it is just wht i have experinex


its bad

its
not

godol

omfg

its nog good

i know im ty[ting the wrong as i speak

its badI

i seriously just went to a place thaat i went to last year, i went ther agan, its bad

 

[giver of will]

omfg that was bad....

i saw myself already in the world where i didnt belong, i seriously wish i could explain this experience to you DMTmeembers but all i can simply leave is a scatch of my fear that i left beind...this experienced has left me shook to the fullest core, i need more time....

 

[giver of will]

i am seriously ponderin this experience wanting to do more, because i have just experienced beyond what i can comprehennd. its like i just felt what i have KNOWN this entire time.. i hate it i hate it i hate it i seriously woke up to myself looking out my apartment finding headlights starting straight into them, on the verge of FLUSHING MY DMT DOWN THE TOLLIET with FUCKING RAGEEEEEEEEE LIKE RAGE I HAVE NEVER FELT MY ENTIRE LIFE....i hate this substance, i have scene too much, i only wish i could discover the pain and misery i felt from snorting dmt....omfg...god give me strength to explain this

 

[Skeemer]

doing better yet? You can always go to the chat rooms for some help. I've heard snorting can catch you off guard. Start small and build til you find your sweet spot

 

[astralspice]

If its really that bad, Id suggest to keep it to yourself. What you saw was ment for only you. I feel that spreading negativity and fear toward this stuff can cause a real 'inception' effect and can spread. Really no offence to you as i have had some pretty bad ones too, which usually end up giving a greater message than the good ones give me afterward.

Try not to think too hard about it and you'll be fine in about 3 months

 

[giver of will]

i saw everything.... so advanced and beyond my comprehension... it showed me that i have been there before, it showed me that i was in that SAME state a year ago when i first started experimenting with dmt....it showed me how bad it was....i seriously cannot pull anything out of this experience other than thread space and i am truely sorry for that...this is just a hard experience for me to come by.... i wish i could explain more...maybe after some sleep

 

[giver of will]

If its really that bad, Id suggest to keep it to yourself. What you saw was ment for only you. I feel that spreading negativity and fear toward this stuff can cause a real 'inception' effect and can spread.

to me that is pure ignorance. sorry. i feel like everyone should at least see the "BAD" part to this experience even if it isn't their's.

 

[Ice House]

Many others have been there.

Speaking from experience.

You'll get through it.

Its not for everyone.

 

[jamie]

If its really that bad, Id suggest to keep it to yourself. What you saw was ment for only you. I feel that spreading negativity and fear toward this stuff can cause a real 'inception' effect and can spread.

to me that is pure ignorance. sorry. i feel like everyone should at least see the "BAD" part to this experience even if it isn't their's.

How are we gunna see it? I cant see any of your trip so how would I see the bad part?

yeah...it goes with the territory. Why do you think you are the only one who has been there?

 

[giver of will]

even though i have only felt a fraction of its presensse after i have already broken through to the point of not wanting to break through again....

i feel it is neccassary to warn my fellow humans of this substance....i have been a member of the nexus for a very time and i have read many trips of people "going to hell" but i literally have felt this and am SO RELIVED that i have ridden myself of this horrible, horrible substance, and i have kept others from feeling how it LURES you in and NEVER LETS GO GO..

it was so beautiful that i never ever ever wanted to let go of it..

...then they slowly told me to back away from it....

then i began to to see it for what it truely was..

and then i began to get rid of any rememberance of EVER being associated with it...

im sure many have read this report from another member of the nexus.... but it is ALL i am SCREAMING inside my head to keep HUMANTIY away from this drug...

i wish i could more into this...


maybe this was not the trip for me... but im starting to realize the more responsibility i have over myself in the first place... i hope you guys dont see this as ingorance.... i just want to be able to explain to you fully the fear i have felt from this substance even if its not for you...

i will def talk more tomorrow

 

[giver of will]

If its really that bad, Id suggest to keep it to yourself. What you saw was ment for only you. I feel that spreading negativity and fear toward this stuff can cause a real 'inception' effect and can spread.

to me that is pure ignorance. sorry. i feel like everyone should at least see the "BAD" part to this experience even if it isn't their's.

How are we gunna see it? I cant see any of your trip so how would I see the bad part?

yeah...it goes with the territory. Why do you think you are the only one who has been there?

i really dont mean to seem as if i dont seem as if i am seeing the "territory" better than anyone else, i truely am,

i just want to get across the feeling of WARNING that i NEEDED to get across more than anything...

i am truely sorry for sounding any what arrogant with this post.

 

[jamie]

oh please cry me a river..:roll:

Why the hell did you just go snort 200mg? You did that to yourself. Anything and everything has a useful dose and and an overdose..I dont get why you would go snort 200mg then come here whining about how this "horrible" substance lures you and "never lets go"...

yeah, go figure when you take that much.

Take responsibility for your actions..YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF. DMT is neither horrible, luring or has any desire to not let you go.

Get ahold of yourself or dont do this stuff. You are not the only person who has been there. Hundreds of people on this forum have many many times.

 

[jamie]

and I am not really trying to bitch at you here or anything so dont take it that way. Just that you dont really need to warn people here we all know well enough..and calling DMT horrible, talkng about it luring you in etc just makes you sound sort of unstable and not balanced enough to deal with doing this sort of stuff. You must realize that DMT is just DMT. YOU are the one that took so much of the stuff and so that is not really a great example I would use personally to judge weather DMT is horrible or not etc. 200mg is way too much to snuff IMO.

Go chill out, eat some food and ground so you can reflect clearly on all of this.

 

[giver of will]

haha...

sorry jamie your highness...

i thought this was just a place to share experiences...

it's really members like you that make me dislike posting here

i understand that the members here have already experienced more than enough of my experience, i just like to be able to COMMUNICATE with people about it, which is mainly the reason i am posting this..

 

[jamie]

"but i literally have felt this and am SO RELIVED that i have ridden myself of this horrible, horrible substance, and i have kept others from feeling how it LURES you in and NEVER LETS GO GO.. "

Yes well thanks for sharing.

 

[giver of will]

"but i literally have felt this and am SO RELIVED that i have ridden myself of this horrible, horrible substance, and i have kept others from feeling how it LURES you in and NEVER LETS GO GO.. "

Yes well thanks for sharing.

your fucking welcome :twisted: , sorry for being curious about it...

i honestly think its funny that i came out of such an incredibly intense experience only to be negatively looked down on by a nexus member for sharing the experience...

 

[Sky Motion]

:roll:

Just...

:roll:

 

[DeMenTed]

If you started off your thread by saying you snorted 200mg of dmt like an idiot you may have got some sympathy.

 

[giver of will]

If you started off your thread by saying you snorted 200mg of dmt like an idiot you may have got some sympathy.

sorry, didn't realize that was way too much, advice though,

ill make sure i take it next time i decide to snort some

because you know all i want out of this thread is sympathy

:roll:


like i said... ill post more about it tomorrow when i can integrate it better

 

[DeMenTed]

I don't mean to sound cruel but 200mg up the nose!! come on, did you do ANY research?