BIOASSAY:
I Get It Now: Beyond The Breakthrough (Level 2)
Smoked 70 mg of DMT with pink lotus stamens using the sandwich method. For this trip, I was completely naked, and sitting in my bed at noon. I was blasting the didge out of my speakers, full volume.
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The universe unfolded around me. I saw the inner machinery of all material things. It was like clockwork. Things were disintegrating in front of me. I knew I was being unplugged. It felt like all of existence was all one consciousness. It was the Matrix. Imagine if every single thing we know about the known universe, from knowledge to the memories of every human being that has ever existed, are all in one human being, in pods like these.
It felt like that, and the human being, is me. It's you. We are all one human. And that human being was being unplugged. I thought to myself, "This is IT. This is a REAL breakthrough. It is final, absolute and permanent."
This trip changed my definition of a breakthrough. I now think there are multiple levels to the breakthrough. Most of the trip reports I've read, all of the trips I've had, were just Level 1 breakthroughs.
But the thing is, I didn't unplug myself, I didn't have a Level 2 breakthrough. There was a singular moment that I could see approaching me. I knew it was the end. I was hurtling towards it, but stopped right before it. I had a good look at it and said "I'm not ready." I walked back. I was scared to go through. I didn't want to leave this world just yet.
The entities were beckoning me away from Level 2. They were trying to reassure me that I made the right choice. I think the entities were people who unplugged themselves successfully. They wanted me to do it, but knew I should when I'm ready. Perhaps I will, someday.
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My next hit was approx. the same dose. Except the visuals got really intense, really fast. Everything morphed within a second, and I was not human. I got out of my bed and stood up, just staring at everything. I can't remember the visuals much, but then I was suddenly transported to a red and barren desert.
The Great Sandy Desert. I turned around and saw a few Indigenous Australians running towards me. They were saying "He's here! He's finally here!". The elder stood in front of me and smiled.
Then, like a really fast photo reel, he changed into a another human, and then another human. He transformed at a rate of about 5 people per second. I realised I was seeing his descendents. The final descendent was a cop, in uniform. He stood there like that for a moment. Then his uniform was replaced by a traditional Aboriginal loincloth. He stepped forward and gave me the biggest hug I've ever had. Tears were streaming down both of our faces. The Territory Man let me go. He was back to the original ancestor. He started walking away. For a moment, he changed into the final descendent in cop uniform, but changed back. It was a flicker. It was like he was telling me to look for this cop. When he was about 100 metres out, he looked back and waved.
I know the answer now. To the question we've all been looking for. What is IT? IT IS LOVE.
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Calm
(physical condition) Set: Healthy
Setting (location): In my room.
time of day: 1200
recent drug use: None
last meal: Cereal
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 68
known sensitivities: None
history of use: Experienced
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): DMT, pink lotus stamens.
Dose(s): 70mg
Method of administration: Sandwich method in an old school pipe.
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:10
Duration: 1/3 hour
First effects: Everything morphed all at once.
Peak: No clue.
Come down: No clue.
Baseline: No clue.
Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 4
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 2, slight headache afterwards
Afterglow: 4
(mind)Set: Calm
(physical condition) Set: Healthy
Setting (location): In my room.
time of day: 1200
recent drug use: None
last meal: Cereal
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 68
known sensitivities: None
history of use: Experienced
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): DMT, pink lotus stamens.
Dose(s): 70mg
Method of administration: Sandwich method in an old school pipe.
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:10
Duration: 1/3 hour
First effects: Everything morphed all at once.
Peak: No clue.
Come down: No clue.
Baseline: No clue.
Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 4
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 2, slight headache afterwards
Afterglow: 4
I Get It Now: Beyond The Breakthrough (Level 2)
Smoked 70 mg of DMT with pink lotus stamens using the sandwich method. For this trip, I was completely naked, and sitting in my bed at noon. I was blasting the didge out of my speakers, full volume.
[youtube]
The universe unfolded around me. I saw the inner machinery of all material things. It was like clockwork. Things were disintegrating in front of me. I knew I was being unplugged. It felt like all of existence was all one consciousness. It was the Matrix. Imagine if every single thing we know about the known universe, from knowledge to the memories of every human being that has ever existed, are all in one human being, in pods like these.

It felt like that, and the human being, is me. It's you. We are all one human. And that human being was being unplugged. I thought to myself, "This is IT. This is a REAL breakthrough. It is final, absolute and permanent."
This trip changed my definition of a breakthrough. I now think there are multiple levels to the breakthrough. Most of the trip reports I've read, all of the trips I've had, were just Level 1 breakthroughs.
But the thing is, I didn't unplug myself, I didn't have a Level 2 breakthrough. There was a singular moment that I could see approaching me. I knew it was the end. I was hurtling towards it, but stopped right before it. I had a good look at it and said "I'm not ready." I walked back. I was scared to go through. I didn't want to leave this world just yet.
The entities were beckoning me away from Level 2. They were trying to reassure me that I made the right choice. I think the entities were people who unplugged themselves successfully. They wanted me to do it, but knew I should when I'm ready. Perhaps I will, someday.
-----
My next hit was approx. the same dose. Except the visuals got really intense, really fast. Everything morphed within a second, and I was not human. I got out of my bed and stood up, just staring at everything. I can't remember the visuals much, but then I was suddenly transported to a red and barren desert.

The Great Sandy Desert. I turned around and saw a few Indigenous Australians running towards me. They were saying "He's here! He's finally here!". The elder stood in front of me and smiled.

Then, like a really fast photo reel, he changed into a another human, and then another human. He transformed at a rate of about 5 people per second. I realised I was seeing his descendents. The final descendent was a cop, in uniform. He stood there like that for a moment. Then his uniform was replaced by a traditional Aboriginal loincloth. He stepped forward and gave me the biggest hug I've ever had. Tears were streaming down both of our faces. The Territory Man let me go. He was back to the original ancestor. He started walking away. For a moment, he changed into the final descendent in cop uniform, but changed back. It was a flicker. It was like he was telling me to look for this cop. When he was about 100 metres out, he looked back and waved.
I know the answer now. To the question we've all been looking for. What is IT? IT IS LOVE.