Hi everyone. As the title says, I'm not interested in trying DMT (too scared to even meditate because of childhood supernatural experiences).
But for the past 5 months, I have been doing inner/spiritual work. Last night was the second time I had this flash of a tall blue thing with horns, I immediately opened my eyes obviously because it scared me
It happened as soon as I closed my eyes. The first time it happened, when I closed my eyes I saw crystal clear pictures/visions of people I did not know, like they were just in their homes. This was interesting so I kept my eyes closed, but then I got the flash of the blue horned thing and opened my eyes.
I have a history of sleep paralysis, it's been happening since childhood, but I have better control of it. The trick is actually to make sounds lol I say "no" or some sort of grunt noise. My grandmother always told us "just tell the spirit not tonight, it's a loved one." She believed it's my grandfather who's "on her" when she has this. During sleep paralysis I have never seen anything but I have been able to see the room around me but I was aware that my eyes weren't open.
So I googled what I saw last night, and found this site. Also watched youtube videos from Terrence McKenna which were amazing.
Do any of you have any thoughts on this? What is the blue horned being for you?
But for the past 5 months, I have been doing inner/spiritual work. Last night was the second time I had this flash of a tall blue thing with horns, I immediately opened my eyes obviously because it scared me
It happened as soon as I closed my eyes. The first time it happened, when I closed my eyes I saw crystal clear pictures/visions of people I did not know, like they were just in their homes. This was interesting so I kept my eyes closed, but then I got the flash of the blue horned thing and opened my eyes.
I have a history of sleep paralysis, it's been happening since childhood, but I have better control of it. The trick is actually to make sounds lol I say "no" or some sort of grunt noise. My grandmother always told us "just tell the spirit not tonight, it's a loved one." She believed it's my grandfather who's "on her" when she has this. During sleep paralysis I have never seen anything but I have been able to see the room around me but I was aware that my eyes weren't open.
So I googled what I saw last night, and found this site. Also watched youtube videos from Terrence McKenna which were amazing.
Do any of you have any thoughts on this? What is the blue horned being for you?