I need everyones assistance and help. Please help me explain this

[motogp]

First let me explain something personal. I am divorced and have children living with thier mother. My kids and I have a great relationship and love eachother very much.

I took a big hit of DMT and this man appeared and took my children and had me trapped as a prisoner and forced me to watch as he tried to show my kids what I was doing. This man had me trapped in a spell and no matter what I tried to do, I couldn't break free. He was turning my children against me. When I was able to speak I said, "F&%k you!" over and over.

Has anyone had experiences like this?

Please assist me in dealing with this unpleasant issue.
Thank you.

 

[EuphoricHavoc]

Hello,

This sounds like a tough trip. I'm a divorced Mom with a son. Your trip sounds like fears-fears of losing your kids and having your kids find out what you were doing. I know Id do anything not to lose my child. I know I'd feel guilty if my kid saw me smoking DMT. This isn't going to get better as he gets older.

I know the fears you described. DMT makes me shake with fear. It hasnt happened yet but I could see this trip happening to me.

The F you! over and over to the thing trapping you and controlling you with your kids. If that was me I'd know that was my ex.

 

[motogp]

Thanks Euphoric Habbit

 

[Sky Motion]

Hey man. Like you probably already know, smoking spice is a gamble. The good or bad can easily come out.

The best thing to do after such a trip is to think about it as a lesson. Do you think DMT was trying to tell you something? I'm not saying it WAS, but it could be to be more involved with family..fulfill obligations and things of that nature.

Of course it was scary and of course you said fuck you, you're a caring parent that doesn't want something bad to happen to your kids. Completely normal!

All the best and safe travels~

 

[kyrolima]

Let's face it: The only possible and mature idea of conquering this situation is to LET GO!
Focuse on the positive and forget about the prison.

 

[polytrip]

The way i´d interpret this is: 1-The situation with your kids is of great concern for you...probably the number one issue in your life right now.

You envisioned your kids, seeing what you where doing and turning against you because of this.

So 2-You are afraid that you will lose your kids because of your own actions, because of the way you lead your life....you are afraid that you are turning your kids against you.

I don´t know why you would fear this. Maybe you have said some mean things about their mother or something, and that caused feelings of guilt? But this man you saw was a reflection of you.

 

[RebornInSmoke]

my interpretation is the same as those above me.

this trip was simply an external fabrication of your internal fears and worries.

 

[Felnik]

This stuff can open all kinds of weird doors in your mind.
I,ve had all kinds of strange sometimes disturbing thought
Patterns. Spice can be an amplifier at times. It can lead you
Down very odd avenues of thought.
There is a common
Thread for some that doing this stuff is somehow wrong and bad.
This feeling can be amplified and negative stuff can result.

I say try to take all of it with a grain if salt and try to
Roll with it . Don't get too Hung up no matter how crazy it gets .
A lot of the teaching that goes on is archetypal and metophoric .
It can also be deeply personal . Don't let it get you.

 

[VisualAnemia]

The first thing that captured my interest was the fact that you cursed in front of your hallucinated-children, that's setting some bad example man

Other than that it seems like this was something you could had expected considering how emotionally and personally affected you where by the experience, may I advice some meditation beforehand administering the substance so your SET will be better adjusted for a strong medicine such as DMT?

I strongly doubt that I'd use any psychedelic substance what so ever if I experienced any discomfort or aggravation in my current personal and emotional situation

Because what does psychedelic drugs usually do?
They cause an altered state of mind. For some time ago while I still used a substance called metocin, the dosing went quite overboard and the experience was horrible BECAUSE I had been given bad grade in some subject at school (University). Something as insignificant as a bad grade completely wrecked my set and I was pestered by it for 6 hours in a psychedelic-mayhem.

Was my set good when I received the grade? No, was it somehow magically improved when I ingested a powerful psychedelic? No.

Set and Setting my friend