I need help integrating THE breakthrough of breakthroughs

[cire113]

Basically to keep this short; I'm sure some of you have had this experience..

I realize i am the universe; we are all one..


We made us for us to experience here... I am eternal being underneath all this



Im having a lot of problems integrating this knowledge into my everyday life...

IM thinking maybe i need to revisit again? BUt i feel like there is no reason to ever breakthrough ever again..

I GOT exactly what i was looking for!

I know who i really am; and its magnificent ..

I just cant believe its possible;

We created ourselves to have this experience here for us! and its almost like we want to forget who we really are..

and when you smoke DMT you realize who you ARE all along..

The infinite

 

[space face]

Sounds like you got it man, now there's only one thing to do, and that's exactly what you said.. Experience, live.

 

[spinCycle]

I have had similar realizations, but when I come down I always have trouble reconciling all of the violence, pain and hatred in the world with this. Why would I, we, you, me, everyone, everything, The All do this to Ourself?

Really, this is one of the greatest stumbling blocks I have with all of this.

 

[cire113]

Sounds like you got it man, now there's only one thing to do, and that's exactly what you said.. Experience, live.

so you know what im talking about right? Im not crazy lol...

I know other people have to KNOW because I have been given a gift...

Its like I understand what Life is; but you know We dont know the details or specifics...

just WOW

 

[universecannon]

chop wood, fetch water

 

[Psychelectric]

I have had similar realizations, but when I come down I always have trouble reconciling all of the violence, pain and hatred in the world with this. Why would I, we, you, me, everyone, everything, The All do this to Ourself?

Really, this is one of the greatest stumbling blocks I have with all of this.

I think that all of this violence and turmoil in this world is part of the cleansing of our souls. In essence and metaphorically speaking its a sort of a transient Hell (or the Jungian shadow if that term fits better, ). I think we do this to ourselves to hopefully we can rise above it, like a self induced ritualistic flogging so to speak. If the goal is to get closer to the purist most harmonious aspect of the "Godhead" (see also Yaweh, Heaven, Enlightenment, Avalon, Paradise, Vishnu, Jah or whatever culturally mediated concept of "God" that you use). I think once we realize this its our goal to make the world a better place to help people help each other. To help them see the light. I think this happens as each generation advances too so eventually as the world comes together and dissolves the cultural boundaries that we create a heaven on earth so to speak. I think the reason we are here in this place is to do good so that future generations can live in a better world a world that keeps getting better and better each generation. I could go into more detail on this philosophy but hopefully this can suffice.

Alot of the problem is the notion of "cultural superiority" but as Terrence McKenna has stated, culture is not your friend, it seeks to divide you from each other. There is a reason cult is the root of culture. Once we dissolve the cultural chains that bind, then we can live in a free world. Until then our goal is to show others the light and pry them free from there ego trips and their cultural biases.

 

[a1pha]

chop wood, fetch water

 

[anrchy]

The hardest part for me was that I think it's easier to live sanely NOT knowing what you really are. Which could be why we don't remember that when we are born, also because that's part of the point. Experiencing something new. For me it made me realize why there is pain and suffering in this world. So that we know all aspects of emotion and experience and learn from it.

You can't truly appreciate the good without experiencing the bad.

We are gods experiencing life as mortals.

 

[cire113]

The hardest part for me was that I think it's easier to live sanely NOT knowing what you really are. Which could be why we don't remember that when we are born, also because that's part of the point. Experiencing something new. For me it made me realize why there is pain and suffering in this world. So that we know all aspects of emotion and experience and learn from it.

You can't truly appreciate the good without experiencing the bad.

We are gods experiencing life as mortals.

YES! The point of this to forget who and what we really are; to have this experience;;

its almost like a game to us; its unbelievable...

It makes sense that we broke ourselves down from our true state...


IT is unbelievable.... Life is just WoW! I know what your saying ; it is hard to realize the truth, ..

I believe we have the DMT experience for the mortals that want to experience the TRUE self...


It's made for us by us to experience the real reality

 

[Pup Tentacle]

The hardest part for me was that I think it's easier to live sanely NOT knowing what you really are.

Amen to that Brother!

 

[Psychelectric]

The hardest part for me was that I think it's easier to live sanely NOT knowing what you really are. Which could be why we don't remember that when we are born, also because that's part of the point. Experiencing something new.

We are gods experiencing life as mortals.

Beautifully put. I wish I could have made my rambling as concise. Well said.

 

[anrchy]

The hardest part for me was that I think it's easier to live sanely NOT knowing what you really are. Which could be why we don't remember that when we are born, also because that's part of the point. Experiencing something new. For me it made me realize why there is pain and suffering in this world. So that we know all aspects of emotion and experience and learn from it.

You can't truly appreciate the good without experiencing the bad.

We are gods experiencing life as mortals.

YES! The point of this to forget who and what we really are; to have this experience;;

its almost like a game to us; its unbelievable...

It makes sense that we broke ourselves down from our true state...


IT is unbelievable.... Life is just WoW! I know what your saying ; it is hard to realize the truth, ..

I believe we have the DMT experience for the mortals that want to experience the TRUE self...


It's made for us by us to experience the real reality

I have yet to create a solid theory on why DMT does what it does. Whatever that really is. It would make sense if it was implemented just in case we some how lost our way completely and it being in such abundance that would ensure that it doesn't go unnoticed. I'm not completely convinced on any if the theories I have heard. Sometimes things seem to contradict one another so it becomes difficult to really pin down solid theory.

The theory that IT is what projects our soul from our body upon death is a fun one. If it were to become known to be true that alone would change the worlds view on things in a single swipe.

I also enjoy the idea of it having something to do with out dreams. To me it makes sense. When we dream we are in a different state if mind completely so obviously the experience would create a different style.

My god experience was/is very hard to ignore or dismiss. Infact impossible. I try to keep an open mind about it and not come to any absolutes, but man I was there. I was connecting to the source and I wasn't going to come back.

Amazing stuff really.

 

[3rdI]

Never forget there's also a good chance you were just really,really, reeeeeeeaalllllllllyyyyy high

 

[anrchy]

Never forget there's also a good chance you were just really,really, reeeeeeeaalllllllllyyyyy high

This is def not out of the question. I would like to think it was real but what is real anyway. What isn't real.

 

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Tat Tvam Asi..

Breathtaking isn't it!? There will be people that look at this thread and doubt what you experienced to a degree. You will have the naysayers, or the people that haven't had THAT experience yet, as you have. I just want you to know that I also know, and it's truly a tear jerker when I think about it.

Im here to congratulate you, from one infinity incarnate to another. It took me hundreds of journeys, then one day, it hit me with the most inconceiveable intensity and knowing, that even after 9 months or so later, im still integrating. Take joy in this, for now you know. :thumb_up:

Now go live, go experience as much as possible while your here. Life is truly a gift.

Do any activity that makes you happy and brings you into the present moment, whether it be working out, reading, singing, art, hiking, meditating, etc. Do this as much as possible.

 

[No Knowing]

I think archy and Tat Tvam Asi put it well. If you can find Tat Tvam Asi's report on his Godhead trip (or if he could link it) that was very helpful with integrating and ruminating on my own Godhead experience. He really describes it well and you can sense the intensity of the experience through his writing.

I know what you mean saying that you are not sure if you need to breakthrough again....

My FIRST breakthrough(and time smoking DMT) gave me this experience. Becoming everything FOREVER. Realizing the source, etc, etc. I was foolhardy and took a big dose and got lucky, but not without repercussions.

I didn't smoke DMT again for more than a year. (Had to get my life ATLEAST on a comfortable baseline [no addictions] before diving back in, also, the intensity of that trip scared me away from even thinking about it for a long while) But, when I did I was glad and Hyperspace welcomed me back and gave me kudos on changing my life for the positive.

I believe I will be integrating that experience until I die and maybe, if I feel like I can, I will take a huge dose and see if I can see it again. (if it's even possible to repeat a ++++ experience like this) For right now, I am enjoying living life in the light of revelation and responsible occasional use of DMT is helping me integrate further.

You will know if/when you are called to smoalk again, and when you do, the experience will have a new light upon it. 8)

But for now,

chop wood,
carry water:thumb_up:

 

[voyaj]

I think archy and Tat Tvam Asi put it well. If you can find Tat Tvam Asi's report on his Godhead trip (or if he could link it) that was very helpful with integrating and ruminating on my own Godhead experience. He really describes it well and you can sense the intensity of the experience through his writing.

I know what you mean saying that you are not sure if you need to breakthrough again....

My FIRST breakthrough(and time smoking DMT) gave me this experience. Becoming everything FOREVER. Realizing the source, etc, etc. I was foolhardy and took a big dose and got lucky, but not without repercussions.

I didn't smoke DMT again for more than a year. (Had to get my life ATLEAST on a comfortable baseline [no addictions] before diving back in, also, the intensity of that trip scared me away from even thinking about it for a long while) But, when I did I was glad and Hyperspace welcomed me back and gave me kudos on changing my life for the positive.

I believe I will be integrating that experience until I die and maybe, if I feel like I can, I will take a huge dose and see if I can see it again. (if it's even possible to repeat a ++++ experience like this) For right now, I am enjoying living life in the light of revelation and responsible occasional use of DMT is helping me integrate further.

You will know if/when you are called to smoalk again, and when you do, the experience will have a new light upon it. 8)

But for now,

chop wood,
carry water:thumb_up:

If you do not mind me asking, what were your repercussions? Of having that knowledge and trying to integrate it into positivity in your life?

I seem to have had a problem integrating my first breakthrough because it changed my perceptions on many subjects but also I feel that physically and mentally even after a month it has sort of stuck around when I go to sleep. My breakthrough, again over a month ago, has changed how I sleep. Sometimes it is the sound of two electrical drones when I close my eyes, sometimes it is waking up to electrical pulsating sensations in my back = which feels really amazing BTW some times these feelings coincide with a dream of which sometimes I wake up from and consciously become aware of a dream. The dream will fade into distorted darkness but I am aware of the warmth and feelings of complete contentment being conscious in that dream state. All side effects I never anticipated, sometimes struggle with but ultimately have been enjoying this last month.

The most difficult thing integrating was just blasting out of the universe, like trying to gauge a jump and then far surpassing it and breaking ones legs, in this case ones mind. Needless, to say I have stayed away from spice, for now, but have been in constant contemplation of it.

 

[No Knowing]

Just the fact that I had to drop EVERYTHING i thought about life AT ONCE. And i wasn't ready to do this and resisted.

Going into what some call, The Dark Night of the Soul or Chapel Perilous. Diving into self-destructive behaviors and relationships, depression, and losing contact with my soul.(Which I construe as) Having an inability to live in the present until it was integrated...

I eventually came to accept my new universe-centric rather than ego-centric views through much self-work, contemplation, mediation, and time. And can really say MOST of the time I live this positivity. I'm not perfect and I don't try to be but I am happy with my progress.

The truth will set you free, but first, it will make you miserable.

You will know when the time is right to smoalk again just keep integrating and be patient.

 

[۩]

This thread resonates my heart strings. There is nothing else I would rather be writing or focusing on. This is it. If you can remember you will never need to go in again.

I rarely do it anymore, but every day it is there. Every conversation, every facial expression, and every situation. Ayahuasca on the weekend. Cheers. We are this. It's amazing. Everyone has no idea but is starting to. Integration is every day. It's a lifetime. The torrent of consciousness beckons curiosity and life force until contentment. Ask and you will recieve.

The energy to mycoremediate the cocreated simulation released by the valve and glowing.

It leaks into everyone around us. Learn the politics of soul resonation by experimentation and eye indication. Maximize saturation capacity. It reflects back and multiplies.

OMG DMT

 

[cire113]

I Just want to say thank you all of you guys for talking with me about my experience;

I have nobody in my real world who i can even come close to discussing things of this magnitude..


Its funny but to me DMT isnt a Drug and I understand what the poster was saying about just being "really high"


But it was totally different; it was with absolute certainty I know i was experiencing my true self; It infuses a sense of noetic vibe to it; It is indescribable


I had telepathic messages as i was coming up; it was like telling me " I know you feel uncomfortable, dont worry; I am you; I know how to make this experience the most comfortable for you"; I was telepathically transmitted this message it was bizarre and once i received this i just LET GO and go to basically be "the cosmos the universe all that there is all that there ever will be "

This might be my only conscious recollection of what that may feel like; or maybe similar things happen after death


Its like deja vu felt like; It was my self guiding myself to meet the true self.....


Anyways wow


The one certain conclusion i can come up with is there more to our reality than meets our eye for sure; the sacred geometry and all the vibrations..


Thank you Universe for this experience