red_lego_spaceman
Rising Star
I have tried the spice 4 times now. After reading some of these posts, I gather my dose has been unreasonably high, but my vaping technique seems to be terrible, so despite loading 55mg in my GVG, I still feel that I am just scratching the surface of the experience, and my ingested dose was probably much lower than what I loaded.
My strongest trip was the second to last. I saged my apartment, listened to binaural beats for awhile then got ready to launch. 55mg loaded next to my bed. I sat up, vaped it in two breaths (the second being much denser than the first) then immediately lay down, closed my eyes. Headphones were playing binaural beats because that relaxes me.
So far, consistent conditions have yielded almost identical results. I see a complex, green, hexagonal pattern which feels distinctly 'alien' for lack of any other appropriate word. The shapes take on depth and I am taken into them as they fold and change. There has never been an 'entity' per se, but I have the distinct feeling that the shapes themselves are sentient, or are being 'shown' to me. In my strongest trip, seemed to go a little deeper than this, and saw what seemed to me an alien computer. Glowing green tubes with symbols flowing through them. Looking closely at the symbols, they were all recognizable, human, Western symbols- I remember dollar signs, hearts, and skulls among others. The tubes had symmetrical bends in them, and this seemed to be an important feature to them. "What happens on one side happens on the other side" or "What happens inside also happens outside". Something like that. (This wasn't conveyed in words or even telepathically, but I sensed that this was relevant.) The tubes flowed in and out of an iridescent purple dome of some kind. Also, the hemi sync meditation that I was listening to seemed to contain some kind of pattern of its own which I perceived was affecting these tubes in some way. Their effect was weak and subtle- a small simple pattern superimposed on the whole.
After the trip, I reflected on this a lot, and came to the conclusion that what I saw was my own mind. The tubes were like the wrinkles of the brain, and the symbols flowing through them showed that my mind is basically a manipulator of symbols. The purple glowing dome was my skull and crown chakra. The symmetrical bends are still a mystery, but I suspect it has to do with the creative power of thought. Of course, this is just a guess. It made sense to me, though, because when I lie down with my eyes closed like that, I am basically just directing my attention to my own mind. So it kind of made sense to me that on DMT I would still see whatever I was focusing my attention on, but through the lens of that different consciousness.
This brings up a big question for me, though. Do you feel that the visuals we have on DMT are things that we "see" or things that are presented to us? Is the spirit molecule like a telescope where we get a different view of what we're focusing on, or do you think it's more like TV, where all we can do is turn it on, and someone else is controlling the program?
My strongest trip was the second to last. I saged my apartment, listened to binaural beats for awhile then got ready to launch. 55mg loaded next to my bed. I sat up, vaped it in two breaths (the second being much denser than the first) then immediately lay down, closed my eyes. Headphones were playing binaural beats because that relaxes me.
So far, consistent conditions have yielded almost identical results. I see a complex, green, hexagonal pattern which feels distinctly 'alien' for lack of any other appropriate word. The shapes take on depth and I am taken into them as they fold and change. There has never been an 'entity' per se, but I have the distinct feeling that the shapes themselves are sentient, or are being 'shown' to me. In my strongest trip, seemed to go a little deeper than this, and saw what seemed to me an alien computer. Glowing green tubes with symbols flowing through them. Looking closely at the symbols, they were all recognizable, human, Western symbols- I remember dollar signs, hearts, and skulls among others. The tubes had symmetrical bends in them, and this seemed to be an important feature to them. "What happens on one side happens on the other side" or "What happens inside also happens outside". Something like that. (This wasn't conveyed in words or even telepathically, but I sensed that this was relevant.) The tubes flowed in and out of an iridescent purple dome of some kind. Also, the hemi sync meditation that I was listening to seemed to contain some kind of pattern of its own which I perceived was affecting these tubes in some way. Their effect was weak and subtle- a small simple pattern superimposed on the whole.
After the trip, I reflected on this a lot, and came to the conclusion that what I saw was my own mind. The tubes were like the wrinkles of the brain, and the symbols flowing through them showed that my mind is basically a manipulator of symbols. The purple glowing dome was my skull and crown chakra. The symmetrical bends are still a mystery, but I suspect it has to do with the creative power of thought. Of course, this is just a guess. It made sense to me, though, because when I lie down with my eyes closed like that, I am basically just directing my attention to my own mind. So it kind of made sense to me that on DMT I would still see whatever I was focusing my attention on, but through the lens of that different consciousness.
This brings up a big question for me, though. Do you feel that the visuals we have on DMT are things that we "see" or things that are presented to us? Is the spirit molecule like a telescope where we get a different view of what we're focusing on, or do you think it's more like TV, where all we can do is turn it on, and someone else is controlling the program?
