I think I’m overdoing it 🤷‍♂️

[Peacheyking]

Hello, I’m new here and I’ve been trying dmt for about a month now. My first trips was amazing and I meet giant entities ect and really had me reflecting on my life. It was healing
I feel like there’s two ways todo it. Eyes open and just see trippy stuff and with your eyes closed for a lesson.

When I first got my hands on it I done it everyday for 4 days after work until I ran out. I felt like I was doing it to much even to the point off googling is it addictive

I left it for a week then got more and had more good trips

But the other day I done it in my car and it was the most terrifying I’ve ever experienced
(Ever) eyes was open the whole time. All a sudden I thought I was driving round a roundabout and felt like everyone was looking at me. I just wanted it to end. I was truly petrified. I haven’t done it since then

I will also add the previous couple trips wasn’t nice either. I felt suicidal during my trip. Like I could always just end my life
I know this sounds crazy and it’s pretty embarrassing but I need to talk to someone about it. Even after my trip I didn’t feel the same after. Like I wasn’t real in a way. I guess that’s what they call depersonalisation

This is my first time trying psychedelics
Is it my head space isn’t right ?
Am I doing it too much ?
Am I not respecting it

 

[Peacheyking]

Hello, I’m new here and I’ve been trying dmt for about a month now. My first trips was amazing and I meet giant entities ect and really had me reflecting on my life. It was healing
I feel like there’s two ways todo it. Eyes open and just see trippy stuff and with your eyes closed for a lesson.

When I first got my hands on it I done it everyday for 4 days after work until I ran out. I felt like I was doing it to much even to the point off googling is it addictive

I left it for a week then got more and had more good trips

But the other day I done it in my car and it was the most terrifying I’ve ever experienced
(Ever) eyes was open the whole time. All a sudden I thought I was driving round a roundabout and felt like everyone was looking at me. I just wanted it to end. I was truly petrified. I haven’t done it since then

I will also add the previous couple trips wasn’t nice either. I felt suicidal during my trip. Like I could always just end my life
I know this sounds crazy and it’s pretty embarrassing but I need to talk to someone about it. Even after my trip I didn’t feel the same after. Like I wasn’t real in a way. I guess that’s what they call depersonalisation

This is my first time trying psychedelics
Is it my head space isn’t right ?
Am I doing it too much ?
Am I not respecting it

I’ll also add my doses, I have a cart that has 0.5grams in. I’ve been doing about 4/5 blinkers and holding it all in. Are my doses to high? I have been going heavier and heavier

 

[Voidmatrix]

You're going through a normal phase that many go through. It's all fun and games until it gets real, with some speculating that it's the space letting you know to "come correct."

So, what is your intent behind journeying? If you’re doing it because it's a fun cool something to do, you're for a wild ride. If you're looking to learn, then are you potentially trying to learn too much too fast? Are we trying to heal too much too quickly?

One love

 

[Pandora]

Peacheyking,

Welcome to the Nexus.

DMT is such an interesting molecule. It's kind of like, come in, look around, look at this, oh and look at THIS, but the truth is it speaks loudly AND carries a big stick.

DMT is very powerful medicine. It can literally open your head up and allow you to see things you have not been facing. If you are feeling like you need to talk to someone, please seek out some counseling. There are online options also.

DMT is so powerful that if you take enough in rapidly enough it can propel you out of your body. I certainly hope you were NOT driving when you were in a car doing DMT as that would be astoundingly dangerous.

Because it can take us out of body, I feel it is important to ensure that the body is safe and comfortable before taking any hits. Usually I'm in my room, locked in my house, under a blanket, with a bucket and water handy. I prop myself up a bit at an angle to avoid mistakes of aspiration in the very unlikely event that I vomit (I have vomited once on a breakthrough dose and it was quite an experience).

DMT is not addictive physically. For some of us it might seem to be psychologically addictive but as you are learning, that big stick that DMT carries offers quite a beat down and can cause one to wait before doing it again.

It sounds like you have had a rapid honeymoon phase with DMT and it is now over. Actually I would like to suggest that the raw fun may be over but the fun of doing real work may just be beginning.

I would respectfully suggest that the next batch of DMT you procure, you extract yourself at home from plants using one of the tried and true TEK's in the wiki. That can then be made into a vape cart. I've done it myself. There is something about doing the work to produce the material that seems to help and certainly can make one very confident about consumption.

But what REALLY can help once you have some freebase crystal DMT is to procure a mg scale and start weighing out doses. Track your progress. Start low, like 10 mgs, then each time you come back to DMT you can titrate up a bit until you find a sweet spot. We cannot control much with DMT but we can control our starting doses. I feel this is important for a new user.

I would also respectfully suggest that you start working on a pre-launch ritual. Many of us like to sit quietly, meditate, speak our intentions out loud, etc. Nothing wrong with an intention to have a good time but I strongly suggest that DMT prefers something else like healing, learning, spirituality, getting to know the molecule, etc.

Maybe also start journalling. Journal your DMT experiences and journal your integration (the aftermath).

Your approach to the molecule so far appears to have been an adventure. But if the adventure is no longer the delight it was, perhaps it is time to change something you bring to the adventure.

I wish you nothing but success and great experiences in the future.

 

[Peacheyking]

I’ll also add my does, I have a cart that has 0.5grams in. I’ve been doing about 4/5 blinkers and holding it all in. Are my does to high? I have been going heavier and heavier

Peacheyking,

Welcome to the Nexus.

DMT is such an interesting molecule. It's kind of like, come in, look around, look at this, oh and look at THIS, but the truth is it speaks loudly AND carries a big stick.

DMT is very powerful medicine. It can literally open your head up and allow you to see things you have not been facing. If you are feeling like you need to talk to someone, please seek out some counseling. There are online options also.

DMT is so powerful that if you take enough in rapidly enough it can propel you out of your body. I certainly hope you were NOT driving when you were in a car doing DMT as that would be astoundingly dangerous.

Because it can take us out of body, I feel it is important to ensure that the body is safe and comfortable before taking any hits. Usually I'm in my room, locked in my house, under a blanket, with a bucket and water handy. I prop myself up a bit at an angle to avoid mistakes of aspiration in the very unlikely event that I vomit (I have vomited once on a breakthrough dose and it was quite an experience).

DMT is not addictive physically. For some of us it might seem to be psychologically addictive but as you are learning, that big stick that DMT carries offers quite a beat down and can cause one to wait before doing it again.

It sounds like you have had a rapid honeymoon phase with DMT and it is now over. Actually I would like to suggest that the raw fun may be over but the fun of doing real work may just be beginning.

I would respectfully suggest that the next batch of DMT you procure, you extract yourself at home from plants using one of the tried and true TEK's in the wiki. That can then be made into a vape cart. I've done it myself. There is something about doing the work to produce the material that seems to help and certainly can make one very confident about consumption.

But what REALLY can help once you have some freebase crystal DMT is to procure a mg scale and start weighing out doses. Track your progress. Start low, like 10 mgs, then each time you come back to DMT you can titrate up a bit until you find a sweet spot. We cannot control much with DMT but we can control our starting doses. I feel this is important for a new user.

I would also respectfully suggest that you start working on a pre-launch ritual. Many of us like to sit quietly, meditate, speak our intentions out loud, etc. Nothing wrong with an intention to have a good time but I strongly suggest that DMT prefers something else like healing, learning, spirituality, getting to know the molecule, etc.

Maybe also start journalling. Journal your DMT experiences and journal your integration (the aftermath).

Your approach to the molecule so far appears to have been an adventure. But if the adventure is no longer the delight it was, perhaps it is time to change something you bring to the adventure.

I wish you nothing but success and great experiences in the future.

Thank you very much, that’s very helpful
Just want to clarify I wasn’t driving. I was parked in a car park. My previous journeys was at home laying down in my bed. Hindsight doing it outside was a bad idea
I’m ok I’m not suicidal or anything like that now only when I’ve been under the dmt I’ve had that feeling. Wasn’t so strong to the point I wanted todo it but I had the feeling there.
I think I’m going to give it a little break and prepare myself for my next journey. I want it to teach me and show me things. I want to understand almost

I’ll take your advice and do a ritual before. I’ll state what I want to see and what I want to learn
Very thankful for your input and advice

 

[northape]

Be aware of possible schizophrenia development. FIRST you may have psychosis then permanentny illness. I had it this way. It strike so sudden. You just can’t sleep one day and later feel this spice taste. In the end there are attacks of panic and confusion. Your own body can lead you to suicide and it’s hard to control it. Never use DMT before you come off it. I mean after use you can experience psychedelic mania and after it’s finished and you no longer think obsessively about it then wait some more. After all it’s a substance that is not necessary for your survival. It can change brain structures and influence production of neurotransmitters in your brain that leads to different psychiatric disorders.

Now you're just scaring people. One thread with a warning is enough. You're not going to help anyone that way. Keeping away from psychedelics and related forums would be much more productive in your case. All the best!

 

[Transform]

Is that you, MT? Hm?

 

[Transform]

Hindsight doing it outside was a bad idea

Outdoor use of DMT can be wonderful, but it's far better to suited to something like a forest setting - i.e. more natural than a car park.

[Safety is still paramount in such a situation. Avoid high places, bodies of water, and be extremely careful with fire, for example. If you're not an outdoorsy person, it would be better to get experience of hiking out into nature beforehand. When planning an outdoor session, consider bringing a sitter whom you absolutely trust.]

Looking* at trees and other plants while under the influence can be quite the experience!

*Do not be surprised if they appear to 'talk' to you.