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Rising Star
Hello everyone,
During a period of about 3 years, I took large amounts of DMT drinks that I made from Acacia Confusa and Syrian Rue seeds. I was doing this for spiritual and personal exploration, and drank it every day, 5 or 6 days per week, making it myself. The amounts that I took are probably in general not considered safe, although it never had a negative affect on me physically that I know about. I am talking a whole cup of pure Acacia powder (for example) boiled for days with a teaspoon of vinegar and then concentrated after multiple filters into a single drink; basically powerful enough to send you into Hyperspace for 3 hours straight.
I have a lot of experience with this but have not really talked about it anywhere, so I just wanted to participate in discussions and if any of you are curious about it, I'm happy to share. After years of experimentation with this, I believe that DMT is a neurogenesis agent in the brain and produces significant amounts of neurogenesis. Essentially I have developed a model of consciousness that can theoretically work in the brain, that has to do with quantum mechanical computing in the micro-tubules. My main reasoning for this is that my usage of these plants helped repair my brain from a serious series of injuries and it massively improved my cognitive abilities in a way that has lasted. (I currently have not taken any DMT in about a year, although I currently have some Acacia brew boiling down. I put a cup of Acacia boiled with a cap of vinegar in a slow cooker for 3 days and am currently boiling it down to about 7-10 dosages. Not the strongest I have ever made this, but decent and probably about 5 or 10 times as strong as a shaman would make in a ceremony.)
The one thing I would say is be very careful with taking Syrian Rue too frequently. If you ever try to dose daily with this (which I do NOT recommend although I did it as you can get messed up pretty bad) you absolutely must rest your body from MAOI inhibitors a minimum of 1 day per week and preferably 2. Also, I have taken way more MAOI inhibitors than are recommended, in a way that I believe would put several grown people in the hospital (for some reason I have an extremely strong tolerance to these kinds of things that ais NOT normal). Be very careful to measure it and only use the recommended amount.
The other thing to be extremely careful with, is the brain can produce incredible delusions and if you are taking very strong DMT drinks, you can believe these delusions. Overall, while I believe in the spiritual universe, I believe that a vast majority of hallucinations people are experiencing are actually the byproduct of neurogenesis and also unconscious thoughts coming to the surface. I.E. the brain is growing and the growth is producing visual distortions as it is not used to it.
You might see something that is not there, and think that it's real in some manner. While it might be, for example the brain can be connecting into the quantum field (as consciousness must be quantum energy) and causing the overlap of perception into another dimension, you might also be seeing something that is just your brain reorganizing existing information in a useful and creative way. Because your perceptual systems are altered, instead of passing these off as daydreams the way you would if you were in a slumber, you instead believe that they are real visions. While some visions are definitely representations of what is real, it is useful to note that having a vision does not mean that vision is what is actually there.
Next bit, is to be careful on who you tell about the things you experience. While they might be radically life transformational, there are people who would definitely try to get you thrown into some sort of mental hospital just for describing a DMT trip as what you see might freak them out.
I have experienced other kinds of things that while I have a theoretical model that allows for explaining them, they really cannot be explained, and that is a real overlap on things that happen in the mind and having them physically affect reality around you in a way that is perceptible in some manner to other people. Overall, my personal experiments have confirmed that reality is essentially some form of decoherence from the dimensions of consciousness, and the more powerful of a consciousness field we are producing, the more powerfully reality can be affected in some way. While this is interesting, interesting energetic phenomenon does not prove that what you are doing is good or that you are divine, it is just interesting and that's it. Actually it can be very distracting, as any pursuit of understanding or controlling it leads to dead ends.
For example, I have had physical objects that were not in the house appear out of nothing and then when the trip wears off it is still there. There was a time when a solution of something cooking appeared out of nothing on the stove with a spoon spinning around in it (it was something made out of ingredients that weren't in the house and I did drink it). Later when the trip wore off, it was still there. Like a pan full of ingredients physically appeared out of thin air cooking while I was across the room and nobody was with me. Some of this phenomenon has witnesses, but most of it does not. When I say it is distracting, it is because I not only have no idea why that described incident happened, there is no way that I know about to reproduce it. I.E. why did the strange energetic phenomenon happen, and how can it happen again?
I don't know. Overall, did I get value from my experiment? It helped me in a time in my life when I had nothing whatsoever and somehow helped me heal from impossible things, so in that manner yes. Would I ever recommend what I did to someone else? I'm not sure about that. I think these things (DMT drinks, Ayahuasca, etc) are generally good to take once or three times perhaps, and leave it at that. What happened to me, is that I was suffering from brain damage from someone trying to take me out in 2017. It healed, and I stopped using the medicine all the time.
The one thing that I will say about DMT being in the bloodstream, is that when you look at the world, it feels like you have never seen anything before, and you are looking at reality for the first time. There is a youthful glow about it, that makes you more like a kid again. It grows the brain in some way (I would like to prove this with scans) but I'm not sure that is useful, as if all of the sudden you are 40% more smart than before, you have to get new friends as what you talk about stops relating to the same kinds of people. Also, opening the dimensions of spiritual perception is incredible, but you might not be ready for it. The people you love in your life may or may not react well if you have a spiritual awakening that transcends the self, and you start blabbering on about it to them.
So yes, I'm making some more at the moment as I feel I have a "little" healing in my heart to do, and this is sort of the lazy man's way, but generally I've been staying away from it. Let me know if you have questions. I really have probably made medicine that is 100 times as strong as some of the upper level dosages people talk about on this site, and I can walk around and communicate like that. Although, I am probably rather irritating to be around, so it is better to be in the woods.
Also, be careful if you barf that a dog doesn't lick it up. (they will trip pretty good).
Love,
Michael
During a period of about 3 years, I took large amounts of DMT drinks that I made from Acacia Confusa and Syrian Rue seeds. I was doing this for spiritual and personal exploration, and drank it every day, 5 or 6 days per week, making it myself. The amounts that I took are probably in general not considered safe, although it never had a negative affect on me physically that I know about. I am talking a whole cup of pure Acacia powder (for example) boiled for days with a teaspoon of vinegar and then concentrated after multiple filters into a single drink; basically powerful enough to send you into Hyperspace for 3 hours straight.
I have a lot of experience with this but have not really talked about it anywhere, so I just wanted to participate in discussions and if any of you are curious about it, I'm happy to share. After years of experimentation with this, I believe that DMT is a neurogenesis agent in the brain and produces significant amounts of neurogenesis. Essentially I have developed a model of consciousness that can theoretically work in the brain, that has to do with quantum mechanical computing in the micro-tubules. My main reasoning for this is that my usage of these plants helped repair my brain from a serious series of injuries and it massively improved my cognitive abilities in a way that has lasted. (I currently have not taken any DMT in about a year, although I currently have some Acacia brew boiling down. I put a cup of Acacia boiled with a cap of vinegar in a slow cooker for 3 days and am currently boiling it down to about 7-10 dosages. Not the strongest I have ever made this, but decent and probably about 5 or 10 times as strong as a shaman would make in a ceremony.)
The one thing I would say is be very careful with taking Syrian Rue too frequently. If you ever try to dose daily with this (which I do NOT recommend although I did it as you can get messed up pretty bad) you absolutely must rest your body from MAOI inhibitors a minimum of 1 day per week and preferably 2. Also, I have taken way more MAOI inhibitors than are recommended, in a way that I believe would put several grown people in the hospital (for some reason I have an extremely strong tolerance to these kinds of things that ais NOT normal). Be very careful to measure it and only use the recommended amount.
The other thing to be extremely careful with, is the brain can produce incredible delusions and if you are taking very strong DMT drinks, you can believe these delusions. Overall, while I believe in the spiritual universe, I believe that a vast majority of hallucinations people are experiencing are actually the byproduct of neurogenesis and also unconscious thoughts coming to the surface. I.E. the brain is growing and the growth is producing visual distortions as it is not used to it.
You might see something that is not there, and think that it's real in some manner. While it might be, for example the brain can be connecting into the quantum field (as consciousness must be quantum energy) and causing the overlap of perception into another dimension, you might also be seeing something that is just your brain reorganizing existing information in a useful and creative way. Because your perceptual systems are altered, instead of passing these off as daydreams the way you would if you were in a slumber, you instead believe that they are real visions. While some visions are definitely representations of what is real, it is useful to note that having a vision does not mean that vision is what is actually there.
Next bit, is to be careful on who you tell about the things you experience. While they might be radically life transformational, there are people who would definitely try to get you thrown into some sort of mental hospital just for describing a DMT trip as what you see might freak them out.
I have experienced other kinds of things that while I have a theoretical model that allows for explaining them, they really cannot be explained, and that is a real overlap on things that happen in the mind and having them physically affect reality around you in a way that is perceptible in some manner to other people. Overall, my personal experiments have confirmed that reality is essentially some form of decoherence from the dimensions of consciousness, and the more powerful of a consciousness field we are producing, the more powerfully reality can be affected in some way. While this is interesting, interesting energetic phenomenon does not prove that what you are doing is good or that you are divine, it is just interesting and that's it. Actually it can be very distracting, as any pursuit of understanding or controlling it leads to dead ends.
For example, I have had physical objects that were not in the house appear out of nothing and then when the trip wears off it is still there. There was a time when a solution of something cooking appeared out of nothing on the stove with a spoon spinning around in it (it was something made out of ingredients that weren't in the house and I did drink it). Later when the trip wore off, it was still there. Like a pan full of ingredients physically appeared out of thin air cooking while I was across the room and nobody was with me. Some of this phenomenon has witnesses, but most of it does not. When I say it is distracting, it is because I not only have no idea why that described incident happened, there is no way that I know about to reproduce it. I.E. why did the strange energetic phenomenon happen, and how can it happen again?
I don't know. Overall, did I get value from my experiment? It helped me in a time in my life when I had nothing whatsoever and somehow helped me heal from impossible things, so in that manner yes. Would I ever recommend what I did to someone else? I'm not sure about that. I think these things (DMT drinks, Ayahuasca, etc) are generally good to take once or three times perhaps, and leave it at that. What happened to me, is that I was suffering from brain damage from someone trying to take me out in 2017. It healed, and I stopped using the medicine all the time.
The one thing that I will say about DMT being in the bloodstream, is that when you look at the world, it feels like you have never seen anything before, and you are looking at reality for the first time. There is a youthful glow about it, that makes you more like a kid again. It grows the brain in some way (I would like to prove this with scans) but I'm not sure that is useful, as if all of the sudden you are 40% more smart than before, you have to get new friends as what you talk about stops relating to the same kinds of people. Also, opening the dimensions of spiritual perception is incredible, but you might not be ready for it. The people you love in your life may or may not react well if you have a spiritual awakening that transcends the self, and you start blabbering on about it to them.
So yes, I'm making some more at the moment as I feel I have a "little" healing in my heart to do, and this is sort of the lazy man's way, but generally I've been staying away from it. Let me know if you have questions. I really have probably made medicine that is 100 times as strong as some of the upper level dosages people talk about on this site, and I can walk around and communicate like that. Although, I am probably rather irritating to be around, so it is better to be in the woods.
Also, be careful if you barf that a dog doesn't lick it up. (they will trip pretty good).
Love,
Michael
