Thanks for sharing the story but ... Life is hard and then you die ... ... reap just waht you sow .. 'garbage-in, garbage-out' ... etc etc ...
Tropane, I know how we all sound preachy but - Get some sense man - still a newbie two shoes..!? Be careful ! Wear a helmet ! or make damn sure it's all pillowy and soft around you when you launch... That seems obvious to me ... I'm horizontal with blankets and just 1 foot off the floor ... not walking, watching TV, sitting by a marble table top, or anywhere you'd NOT want to DIE !... Lucky someone was there to help !
Whenever I hear stories of doing dmt sloppily with the TV on, or all drunk, I expect shit to hit the fan ! I have seen it too - anger galore in someone who had no idea what was about to happen... boozed up and dulled is not a state to go and smoke dmt, imo ... do you drive an automobile yet - like smoking dmt, that act also does NOT mix well with booze ! ...? Remember - you are what you eat (and throw away). Stop drinking booze - you don't need it for a thing ! I too basically stopped consuming booze after my first dmt hit ... a beer or two once a year, but it is off my dietary menu 99.9% as a direct result of one hit of dmt..