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I was banned to “take time and reflect on myself,” I did so, and here’s what I SAW . . .

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I came to the Nexus to share my sacred experiences with curanderos, elders, and daykeepers of Central and South America. While there are members here who value what I shared before my ban, other “senior” members are left-brained dilatants who take issue with anything that doesn’t fit within their narrow-minded and empty-hearted belief systems.

So what have I learned from my exiled punishment? I’m STAYING on this site to share with those who do want to learn the ways of the curanderos and keepers of plant medicines. And rather than trying to reason with half-witted dilatants, or confront them about their covert condescending attitudes, if they troll me again, I’ll just respond with a non-confrontive message of “DMTroller alert” and leave it at that.
Read all the comments and appreciate many of them. I'll retract the charged comments and retain the insight I have gained about the degree of openness by some on the forum. I feel it is wrong to judge people's contributions, grill them, invalidate them, then chastize, and puish members when they push back . . . but hey, that's the way we've made our society. I'll take the "ignore" advice I was given and skip the push-backs from now on.
 
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You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
It was a good learning experience for me. Psychedelics are no panacea, and they could be used to build a stronger ego.
We see it in psychedelic renaissance, ayahuasca tourism and an overall narcissism that they produce in people.
You need to be extra careful working with plants. It's up to you to check your intention and steer the process into a more holistic direction.
In the end, you decide why you're using them and for what purpose. It's not a given that you're going to become a better person.
Thank you, @Ajqij and all the best to you 🙏
 
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Fink, I was unaware of just how slanted the members are towards "science." I came with the "spirit" of the plant medicine, which isn't mental and certainly not empirical. Got the "ignore" command now, which I will use liberally.
Ok, that makes some sense. So armed with more accurate knowledge about the nature of this unique environment it should be fairly simple to adapt now?
 
Ok, that makes some sense. So armed with more accurate knowledge about the nature of this unique environment it should be fairly simple to adapt now?
As easy as asking "want to learn?" (which is the charter of this forum) and if the reply contains an authentic indicator of "yes," I'll engage in dialogue, if not, I will simply press "ignore."
 
As easy as asking "want to learn?" (which is the charter of this forum) and if the reply contains an authentic indicator of "yes," I'll engage in dialogue, if not, I will simply press "ignore."

When the student is ready, the teacher will appear 🙏
 
Why not flip that?
Write 'wants to teach' as your sig and then those appropriate members could contact you
Because "teaching" is a one-way venue in which the teacher is senior and student is subordinate. Whereas the invitation to "learn" is a two-way dialogue where both parties are equal and are engaging to discover.
 
Because "teaching" is a one-way venue in which the teacher is senior and student is subordinate. Whereas the invitation to "learn" is a two-way dialogue where both parties are equal and are engaging to discover.

When exiting your mind goes too far…
 
Can you please clarify what you mean by this Omni? What is it that "goes too far?"

Losing perspective/clear-seeing of one’s place in relation to others, within a community; falling/being out of sync with one’s (social) environment; displaying an inflated/grandiose view of oneself in relation to others.
 
As easy as asking "want to learn?" (which is the charter of this forum) and if the reply contains an authentic indicator of "yes," I'll engage in dialogue, if not, I will simply press "ignore."

Learn - share - expand

The way of learning here is more about sharing what you got and letting others pick what they want. The nexus encourages learning by searching the site and looking for answers and only then ask questions. The approach of claiming knowledge and expecting others to want to learn about it is not how it works here. The image of a monk on a high mountain and knowledge/wisdom seekers climbing to get it is just a meme. If you share your knowledge/wisdom it will only get through the people who are ready to hear it. Write and share about your experience and what you've learned through your journeys and many will learn from it. If you want credit or recognition from every person by asking for your knowledge, might as well put it behind a paywall. The nexus is not the place to make a following.

It sounds like you're done learning, you've expanded beyond the limits, and not willing to share unconditionally.
 
Learn - share - expand

The way of learning here is more about sharing what you got and letting others pick what they want. The nexus encourages learning by searching the site and looking for answers and only then ask questions. The approach of claiming knowledge and expecting others to want to learn about it is not how it works here. The image of a monk on a high mountain and knowledge/wisdom seekers climbing to get it is just a meme. If you share your knowledge/wisdom it will only get through the people who are ready to hear it. Write and share about your experience and what you've learned through your journeys and many will learn from it. If you want credit or recognition from every person by asking for your knowledge, might as well put it behind a paywall. The nexus is not the place to make a following.

It sounds like you're done learning, you've expanded beyond the limits, and not willing to share unconditionally.
With all due respect, I haven't "expected" people to learn anything from me. I've put fortn my personal experiences and encouraged people to engage in dialogue rather than debate. Sorry, but the fact of the matter is that there are members here who take it upon themselves to be the science advisors or senior word when it comes to what's credible and what's not. Really don't need advice on how to improve my communication either. Some people, no matter how you phrase what you got will poke at it . . . and that's where the issue has been. I'm done poking back, so in that spirit, thanks for your thoughts . . . some I will pick and some, like you said, I've leave.
 
Losing perspective/clear-seeing of one’s place in relation to others, within a community; falling/being out of sync with one’s (social) environment; displaying an inflated/grandiose view of oneself in relation to others.
I find no value in this conversation and feel talked down to rather than talked with. I'll ignore any more of your wisdom.
 
I think I'm getting the hang of this "ignore" option. Now, for those of you who truly would like to dialogue with me about why learning about the ways of the Curanderos is important and can enhance your DMT experiences I'm lookingn forward to sharing with you. Blessings fellow travelers.
 
With all due respect, I haven't "expected" people to learn anything from me. I've put fortn my personal experiences and encouraged people to engage in dialogue rather than debate. Sorry, but the fact of the matter is that there are members here who take it upon themselves to be the science advisors or senior word when it comes to what's credible and what's not. Really don't need advice on how to improve my communication either. Some people, no matter how you phrase what you got will poke at it . . . and that's where the issue has been. I'm done poking back, so in that spirit, thanks for your thoughts . . . some I will pick and some, like you said, I've leave.
There is a lot of truth to this.
Here's the main issue as I see it. A lot of people have fled orthodox religion and the associated authority structures, which led them to psychedelics. Ironically some still hold to a mainstream science view as the replacement authority structure though it is clearly inadequate and very lacking in understanding psychedelic experiences.

Now someone coming representing the curanderos, the native authority structure of DMT that we are aware of, disclosed not far from the native land of stolen territory that is North America no less, will trigger some sure fire 'shadow work' in a great many.
It is what it is.

Don't belabour the point. The higher dimensions that DMT reveals exposes how misguided the materialistic paradigm is fundamentally.
Your terrain is the world of the supernatural so traverse it and share when it is felt appropriate.
 
I feel like there is a recurring theme here where a lot of users are "accusing" you of having an inflated ego, doing the opposite of what you are preaching...
And maybe we are just projecting our crap onto you, but just for completeness sake, do you think there could be some validity to the feedback that you are getting?

On the flip side, maybe we are also not listening to the feedback you are giving back.
 
With all due respect, I haven't "expected" people to learn anything from me. I've put fortn my personal experiences and encouraged people to engage in dialogue rather than debate. Sorry, but the fact of the matter is that there are members here who take it upon themselves to be the science advisors or senior word when it comes to what's credible and what's not. Really don't need advice on how to improve my communication either. Some people, no matter how you phrase what you got will poke at it . . . and that's where the issue has been. I'm done poking back, so in that spirit, thanks for your thoughts . . . some I will pick and some, like you said, I've leave.
Man I wanna read more stories from you, please post.
 
I think I'm getting the hang of this "ignore" option. Now, for those of you who truly would like to dialogue with me about why learning about the ways of the Curanderos is important and can enhance your DMT experiences I'm lookingn forward to sharing with you. Blessings fellow travelers.
Tell more please, I want to learn. Thank you.
 
Then you misunderstand me.

YOUR attitude needs a change, not the people who give you a conflict in your beliefs.


The Traveler
Ok, Traveler, I'll give you the benefit of my doubt. If I DID misunderstand you let's take another pass at understanding between us? #Panpsychic, (above in the thread) has just, in my experience, nailed the issue with the turbulence I seem to be bringing to some of the "senior" Nexians here. I never intended it, but I see clearly what he's pointing to and I will do all I can to try and address people's preconceived "authoritarian" notions about my attitude, style, and approach. I will tell you this, many of those who've taken offense rather than leaned into what I'm trying to share aren't in the head or heart space to sit with a Curandero in humility and embrace the absolutely profound guidance they offer anyway, so it really doesn't matter.
 
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