Limbol said:
Before you go, take a couple years to contemplate this idea. If you still want to kill yourself – let’s say 10 years down the road. Then, at least you tried make life work with great effort.
The best thing is, you have nothing to lose to postpone checking out.
I told myself the same thing, about 10 years ago... sadly, we are not able to anticipate the length of mood-swing intervals.
I agree with you, though, on that pro-choice dilemma.
This idea, that life is always worth living, seems to me, to be the precessor of our recent "#yolo" generation. It implies, that we need to make the best out of what we got because it is all, that we have;
which can seem like a silly idea to somebody who is skeptical about the existence of "the best" or "the worst".
In a sense, the OP already postponed his decision by posting here.
Nobody should feel bad for wanting to die, it is your natural right to experience death, but there is something that culture propably failed to tell you:
"The way" in which "you die" is, contrary to popular opinions, not just the overly romanticized sleeping pills, dramatized jumps, or simplified bullets;
but rather your whole life, from birth to grave, from start to finish.
Maybe we need to learn how to die, before we are able to?
I honestly believe, that humans, who live until they die of old age, are senseless suicidals.
Mir persönlich hat es niemals geholfen, anderen Menschen solche Gefühle mitzuteilen.
Aufhören mit nachdenken, kann man sehr gut, wenn man Sport macht... Aber spiel bloß kein Fussball, haha.
Alles gute
