I felt that the doses I was taking weren't large enough because what would happen is, I would be left in 'the tunnel'. In between reality and hyperspace, still self-aware and trying to cling on to my sense of self. I've been told it's better to just take that last hit to push you away from that self-awareness. Instead, I'm left in between full of anxiety and fear.

Do you think I should instead just keep taking low doses and become more comfortable with the effects and build it up?