I really enjoyed my first small dose. When I took a bit more (like 20mg) I did enjoy it but there was a lot of anxiety of going through ego-death which I've never gone through. I also felt like I was being watched by the DMT God and judged and this made me feel really self-conscious like I was being looked at in my most naked form.

I feel like overall, the effects of enjoying it and not enjoying it evened out on my 2nd time but for some reason, the 4th and last time I did it, I only took one hit, and was even able to stand up to go and get my phone after (so it wasn't much). But I instantly felt really dreadful, like I poisoned myself. I kind of felt this presence and it wasn't evil but it was mad at me for trying it again.