humanbeing
Rising Star
I would call myself an experienced psychonaut who is deeply aware of his mind state. In the course of time I tried almost every substance and never had any real bad journey. But this time I had to learn a lesson about set and setting. This is what happened to me:
After having had one blissful experience from digesting this molecule a few months ago I decided to go deeper into the experience. After researching the internet I IM'd 30mg of 4-AcO-DMT. Set and setting were adverse and the journey turned into a nightmare. I laid down in a small chamber with sensory deprivation and injected the light brown fluid. It was slight painful and felt like a bee sting for some time. 15 minutes after injecting the chamber was full of entities who vibrated through the air furiously. There was an immense noise of incomprehensible voice clutter. I didn't know what they wanted from me. A woman loomed out of nothing and I recognized her from my first DMT trip – my guardian spirit. She approached me and tried to hand me a bowl with a fluid in it. I wasn't able to move and couldn't pick the bowl. I spoke in tongues to her desperately but she couldn't understand me and disappeared. That's when it got really bad. The entities invaded every cell of my body and raped me. While they penetrated me I still felt a pleasant body high but my mind was torn apart almost instantly. I was completely detached from reality.
After five minutes it was over and I wanted to leave the chamber desperately. I lurched from one corner to the other but the door wasn't there anymore. My surrounding was completely white. I couldn't see any objects that were in there before. It was like I was trapped in a goldfish bowl. I sensed the wall but the texture felt all the same. That's were I got horribly desperate and started to panic. All I could think of was that I got blind and was trapped in there forever.
I began to scream and was lucky that my girlfriend was at home and released me. For the next 10 minutes I still couldn't see a thing but white noise. My condition got worser and my thoughts drove me mad. I couldn't get rid of the idea that I had gone completely insane now. So I decided to take some valium and within a short time I relaxed and my whole surrounding started to sparkle with delight. Later I had transcendental sex and was laughing about what just happened to me. My eyes were flickering until the next morning.
A few days later I tried it again as I wanted to explore this DMT-like realm under better conditions. I started with insufflating 20mg. 30 minutes later I still couldn't feel anything and decided to inject another 30mg. That was obviously a horrible mistake. I woke up on the floor and was extremely nauseous. My throat was full of mucus and I had to gag really hard. Never had vomited that hard in my life. Breathing was getting almost impossible and I felt like I would choke on the mucus. I struggled to the death and tried to vomit again but there was only blood coming out of my throat. I was getting weaker and was convinced that I was too weak this time and had to die. The whole flat reeked of death. I crawled on the floor into the living room. My girlfriend was sleeping at that time. I reached the bed and woke her as I thought I would just have a few minutes left to live. Again she helped me out of my misery. I don't know what would have happened if I had been alone that night. Thanks for saving me from my recklessness my love.
Altogether it was a valuable experience. I have taken high doses of substances I had few experiences with frivolous on many occasions and it always turned out well. This time I learned a lesson. Now I'm approaching these substances with their desired respect again.
I'll to give this magic substance another try in the future as it can take you really deep into hyperspace. But the next time I'll start low and prepare myself better. This one has a lot of potential.
Please be cautious with this substance, it can be extremely powerful. Despite of its close structure to psilocybin/psilocin it's safety hadn't been tested much yet. Start with low doses and do your research. This is just for experienced ones. It can bring you to extremely scary places and unlike DMT it can keep you there for a long time. Don't take any substance carelessly that you haven't experienced before.
After having had one blissful experience from digesting this molecule a few months ago I decided to go deeper into the experience. After researching the internet I IM'd 30mg of 4-AcO-DMT. Set and setting were adverse and the journey turned into a nightmare. I laid down in a small chamber with sensory deprivation and injected the light brown fluid. It was slight painful and felt like a bee sting for some time. 15 minutes after injecting the chamber was full of entities who vibrated through the air furiously. There was an immense noise of incomprehensible voice clutter. I didn't know what they wanted from me. A woman loomed out of nothing and I recognized her from my first DMT trip – my guardian spirit. She approached me and tried to hand me a bowl with a fluid in it. I wasn't able to move and couldn't pick the bowl. I spoke in tongues to her desperately but she couldn't understand me and disappeared. That's when it got really bad. The entities invaded every cell of my body and raped me. While they penetrated me I still felt a pleasant body high but my mind was torn apart almost instantly. I was completely detached from reality.
After five minutes it was over and I wanted to leave the chamber desperately. I lurched from one corner to the other but the door wasn't there anymore. My surrounding was completely white. I couldn't see any objects that were in there before. It was like I was trapped in a goldfish bowl. I sensed the wall but the texture felt all the same. That's were I got horribly desperate and started to panic. All I could think of was that I got blind and was trapped in there forever.
I began to scream and was lucky that my girlfriend was at home and released me. For the next 10 minutes I still couldn't see a thing but white noise. My condition got worser and my thoughts drove me mad. I couldn't get rid of the idea that I had gone completely insane now. So I decided to take some valium and within a short time I relaxed and my whole surrounding started to sparkle with delight. Later I had transcendental sex and was laughing about what just happened to me. My eyes were flickering until the next morning.
A few days later I tried it again as I wanted to explore this DMT-like realm under better conditions. I started with insufflating 20mg. 30 minutes later I still couldn't feel anything and decided to inject another 30mg. That was obviously a horrible mistake. I woke up on the floor and was extremely nauseous. My throat was full of mucus and I had to gag really hard. Never had vomited that hard in my life. Breathing was getting almost impossible and I felt like I would choke on the mucus. I struggled to the death and tried to vomit again but there was only blood coming out of my throat. I was getting weaker and was convinced that I was too weak this time and had to die. The whole flat reeked of death. I crawled on the floor into the living room. My girlfriend was sleeping at that time. I reached the bed and woke her as I thought I would just have a few minutes left to live. Again she helped me out of my misery. I don't know what would have happened if I had been alone that night. Thanks for saving me from my recklessness my love.
Altogether it was a valuable experience. I have taken high doses of substances I had few experiences with frivolous on many occasions and it always turned out well. This time I learned a lesson. Now I'm approaching these substances with their desired respect again.
I'll to give this magic substance another try in the future as it can take you really deep into hyperspace. But the next time I'll start low and prepare myself better. This one has a lot of potential.
Please be cautious with this substance, it can be extremely powerful. Despite of its close structure to psilocybin/psilocin it's safety hadn't been tested much yet. Start with low doses and do your research. This is just for experienced ones. It can bring you to extremely scary places and unlike DMT it can keep you there for a long time. Don't take any substance carelessly that you haven't experienced before.
