In The White Room and can't look around

[Damifinoe]

I just turned 50, so needless to say I have "been there, done that". LSD, Shrooms, ect.. But new to DMT. I have been studying The DMT Nexus for several weeks and I am so glad to be and learn and share with you guys

I'm in a very relaxed state when I start, no worries, and soft, very cool Cirque Du Soleil "Totem" music playing. Of course I did not hear it for long

The chanting I heard was a very contemporary melody with the repeating lyrics on the lines of " Ok, here we go now, come on, let's go, here we go, come on let's go now" . I'm in a white room, they are taking me to the right, fingers pointing at something that way, but i cant turn my damn "head", i turm my physical head and they wag there fingers "no",I can only look forward. This is my forth voyage, and I still can't look around via my third eye. They try to draw me out, but I stay grounded and they shake their head and I can feel their empathy for my ... I guess, fear to let go.

It was a 40mg dose in VG, but not sure I killed it. I've read that if you do a big enough dose, then you are going to leave your body whether u want to or not. Any suggestions or comments r welcome.

In the spirit of "full disclosure", Im on Hydrocodone for back pain, and I usually have a couple of drinks to calm my pre-flight jitters.

Anyhoo, to summarize, I would just like to say....WWWWWOOOOOOWWWWWW:d

 

[Damifinoe]

Ok, finally getting the hang of it. Saw the Egyptians. Did not feel that welcomed, but was eventually led to the place where it seemed like Home. To put it short and sweet, that little Inca man made me laugh my ass off! So awesome!

 

[parallelwhispers]

Hey damifinoe, I'm glad to hear you succeeded, I was just wondering... Did these "egyptians" come with cool "egyptian symbols"? have you seen anything like these eqyptians in real life or is that the closest word you can find to describe the entities in your hyperspace trip?

I'm still a newbie to the psychedelic world for the most part, the only other things I've tried are salvia and mushrooms, and they are so different than dmt. I was wondering also if maybe your couple of drinks to calm your jitters might hinder your ability to blast off. I tend to have more vivid experiences without marijuana than with it, for example.

 

[Global]

Physically rotating your head will never cause you to rotate your view in hyperspace from my experience. If the lighting in the room is different in the direction you look in from where you were previously looking, this can cause some minor shifting, but not really gonna be what you're looking to do, and seems to be more of an excitation (and confusion) of hyperspace or the entities than anything else IME. If anything, pivoting your head in the middle of an experience is just a good way to mess with the experience. It can throw it off track, or knock the whole thing out of whack if you're unlucky. If you're feeling grounded, it could be that you're simply not just sitting back motionless. DMT is a passive experience, so if they want you to see what's off to the right, they'll show you, but you aren't really expected to do terribly much during the main vision except to observe and pay attention.

40mg out of the VG is a rather large dose, that I'm not too surprised that you end up in the white room. I'm glad to hear you've seen the Egyptians. I've seen them on a number of occasions and it's always a treat.

Also, if you have to be on the hydrocodone for back pain, that's fine, but you could probably do without the drinks. If you've still got some pre-flight jitters that they hydro couldn't deal with in the first place, it's actually pretty healthy to have some pre-flight anxiety going into it anyway. It keeps you on your feet, and I've found that the tension can make for a kind of "sling-shot" effect. I also feel once I have my hit settled in my lungs, my body immediately relaxes, and all the tension and anxiety evaporate. So if you can manage to get yourself through that first hit, you should be fine.

 

[Damifinoe]

I do not remember any symbols, the brief Egyptian visual was like passing through on a slow elevator, just observing and seem like they paid me no attention just going about their daily lives. The room was white with gold trim, high ceilings and tall columns. The entities seemed to have sphinx like head and wearing white flowing ...togas. it was only a glimps.

I have done quite a bit of shrooms in the last couple of years, they are great for music, concerts, being with your responsible shrooming friends and for contemplating this physical experience. DMT on the other hand... Well, that's what we are here to find out.

I can tell you this, I have had an abundance of energy to share with all the people I've encountered lately.

The following is a journal that I am keeping in my notepad. The first scribblings of a DMT Virgin. I've started to try and document my experiences as soon as I can focus. .


Visits

8/14/12
1-White room,
2- purple wire girl trying to pull me, cannot look around. No break through IMO. Ended up under hallway with white green diamond wallpaper? Words do fail. . But ) wtf, love it! Def a gateway to other dimension.
Holy shit, look at me, they got me doing math, chemistry, and documentation shit!! Used volcano, filled four bags with first batch. think it might have been a little wasteful. Went to 911 and got a vapor genie, think using this might help me break Through.



8/15/12
Still using the volcano from the first batch, so that was a little wasteful and why I went to 911 and got a vapor Genie, hope this change in technique will allow a breakthrough.
Felt like radio was in their control
Feel like music forms the experience
The pineal gland is the key to the gateway to the other dimension, I fear that my use of pain medication might hinder the experience of the travel.

8/20/12
First trip fading, decided to retoke again shortly after, went to what seemed like very clean futuristic neighborhood, kinda felt like I was intruding. Then went to Egyptian style place and didn't seemed very welcome, ended in a place that felt like home with a great send off, and that little Inca man with the beautiful golden pastel peacock plum behind him, made me laugh my ass off. Want to go back right away, but sense I should reflect on the experience first. In the afterglow, when i was slowly traveling back, but still in the other realm, I could, or my soul could feel and breath the cool fresh air, and I just sighed and breathed, and smiled, for several minutes. This life is magical if you allow yourself , for lack of a greater vocabulary, to go with the flow.

Not long ago I was hating life, now.....look forward to everyday. I feel like a kid again, exploring the world anew. Now I am able to give energy to the ppl close to me that need it.

Not sure how the death of my daughter Tyler fits into things...yet, but other than that, I have gotten everything I have wished for in this existence. Especially this!! WOW

I am happier, I think more clear, and for the first time in a long time....can take a calm, relaxed, easy breath. To whom it may concern....Thank You )

Went back again, was a pleasent experience but I do not remember a thing at this moment... Time now is 5:30am. I feel so at peace

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I took the road less traveled...and now I don't know where the fuck I am

 

[wearepeople]

Not long ago I was hating life, now.....look forward to everyday. I feel like a kid again, exploring the world anew. Now I am able to give energy to the ppl close to me that need it.

Not sure how the death of my daughter Tyler fits into things...yet, but other than that, I have gotten everything I have wished for in this existence. Especially this!! WOW

I am happier, I think more clear, and for the first time in a long time....can take a calm, relaxed, easy breath. To whom it may concern....Thank You )

Went back again, was a pleasent experience but I do not remember a thing at this moment... Time now is 5:30am. I feel so at peace

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I took the road less traveled...and now I don't know where the fuck I am

Sounds like you had a beautiful experience! Wonderful!