Kagutsuchi
Rising Star
Recently we decided to smoalk with my friend. It was my fifth time, his fourth. I could mostly describe it as an empty experience. First of all, his PC was left turned on, which was a mistake. I realized halfway through the trip that the humming of its fan was the thing keeping me from concentrating but luckily I could switch its power off. Before the computer getting turned off, I heard a 'voice' (the way you communicate with the entities, not really by a voice but with kinda feelings) telling me whatever happens now, it's gonna be alright. But all in all: I was kinda unable to concentrate on a single thought and when I was, I only thought "alright, what should I think about now?" And nothing really came into my mind. There was a quite monstrous entity that I saw but he was kinda uninterested in me. Then he was replaced by another, slightly unfriendly entity right when it started to become a positive experience. I gave him a hug and a kiss on the forehead and he relented and embraced me. And then I realized he had the same 'voice' that ai heard at the beginning of the experience. I know it was hard but this whole trip taught me a lot about the nature of spice and these experiences so I am kinda grateful about that and remember it as a positive experience. After that entity was gone, I was able to think a bit and feel good again. The question is: is this empty-disoriented kind of trip common among people?
