Hey Zikzak,

thank you for the reply. I have known for a long time (due to previous research online) that 5-MeO-DMT is allot more likely to give ego-death. So by that reasoning I could have known that DMT will more likely not do that. Also to think that I would come back fully enlightened is probably absurd :roll: .

Thanks for the welcome Bigflip1991.

I know that the feelings for my wife would definitely not change, I just dont wanna change to much in a short amount of time. I noticed in my life that people who's ego reduced to fast by using psychedelics they became alienated from their friends. They just didn't wanna hang out with people who didn't undergo that change. And for the friends it just looked like this person became selfish.

My wife is already tired of me talking how amazing dmt is

It is possible that I am making excuses because I'm still afraid :want:

My psychosis started because I used to take ketamine on a daily basis and every weekend I took LSD. I was really abusing the substances and bragging about how much acid I could take and still being an ass to everybody when I took it. Then one day it just bit me in the ass sort of speak.