Hello friend

I completley agree with zikzak even if you do achieve any sort of ego death or enlightend realizations i can only see that as a positive thing. Not only for you but the people around you.

The very fact that you are aware enough to contemplate potential pitfalls is a sign of healthy  state of enlightened thinking in its self. All i can say is trust yourself and if then you trust the process of going for a brekthrough you will be fully congruant and achieve good results.

Either way take care and good fortune.:thumb_up: