I have read replys to your post and found a few jokes, maybe because of your comment about cheating on your wife. But what I want to say is that if you truly have serious mental problems (you wrote psychosis), I don't think large doses of a strong drug like dmt is a wise thing to be doing.

    And I  don't understand the bit about not closing your eyes when dmt is famous for closed eye visuals. It seems like your missing a really beautiful aspect of the whole thing. There is nothing wrong with just taking 25 mg and seeing the most beautiful moving visuals anyone will ever see. I was all set to take 50 mg once and then I read about one guy out of a whole group (it may have been Rick Strassman's group) who was weeping afterwards by himself apart from all the others who told him of their amazing experiences. And he told the doctor how he had been held down by large ugly reptilian beings and sexually assaulted. Who the hell recovers from that overnight ????

Be safe.