Is it safe to do a small dose of Rue seeds and Acacia powder by myself , without a sitter ???

[Thierr7]

Hi guys ,

I never had any experience of that kind before but i feel the calling ... I know it's not something to take lightly .
I've always been very cautious when taking a new drug , i know some compounds suit better some ppl than others !

I'm doing Psylo in heroic doses every two or three months + THC to potentialise the trip . I never had bad trips even though i've sometimes being "a bit" overwhelmed by the trips , eyes closed most of the time .

I'm now doing all this in a rather therapeutic and healing perspective on the contrary of my young years ...

I took strong acid blotters way back in the days . My first acid trip ( i was only 16 ! ) turned into a nightmare but it wasn't good stuff : i didn't feel much until i smoked a joint , i then saw my friend's face turning slowly into something so evil ! i fortunatly can't recall in details but i don't wish anybody to see what i saw ... BTW , something very weird happened years later concerning that vision .

It didn't stop me from doing acid again . Some were very STRONG but i mostly have great times although , goind down after six to ten hours trips has almost never been easy . It felt like some kind of a challenge that i finaly passed bravely but I don't feel like doing LSD again .

Any thoughts about my "project" will be really apprecieted .

 

[doubledog]

Nothing is absolutely safe but yes, taking ayahuasca or its analogs by yourself is totally ok, especially as you have some experience with mushrooms.
Btw. shrooms are great combined with harmalas.

 

[Thierr7]

Nothing is absolutely safe but yes, taking ayahuasca or its analogs by yourself is totally ok, especially as you have some experience with mushrooms.
Btw. shrooms are great combined with harmalas.

Thanks @doubledog , I think i'll do harmalas and Shrooms first and aya later on !

 

[LoveBlanket]

If you know the headspace of heavy mushroom trips and know what to avoid with Syrian Rue / Harmless, then juste listen to yourself .
Personally I've had very lovely and gentle euphoric experiences on low doses of pharmahausca most of the times, and I often take it alone

Do you know how to handle yourself on mushrooms, not to freak out and even when shit gets scary or bad , do you avoid doing anything too irrational or stupid ?

If you can handle yourself and don't mix anything hazardous with the Harmalas, especially with a low dose, I don't really see the need for a Trip Sitter .
Actually going init fully alone might help you go further within yourself and quickly reach a deep meditative state, because on a. low dose, if you have a trip sitter, it could very well actually be too distracting so you don't fully focus on the effects .
Of course this is no more an issue in traditional large doses cause ... no choice but to fully be immersed in the trip .
But low doses its more subtle you can manifest more the effects by focus or miss most of the deepness if you're too distracted .

If you feel like it, THC will intensely potentiate both with the Harmalas and the DMT

 

[blig-blug]

It's not particularly more unsafe than any other psychedelic, I have it completely alone often. That being said, I'd start with not too high of a dose so you can see how you react to it first.

 

[Transform]

Yeah, there's a bit of a mystique and mythos surrounding ayahuasca that we don't get so much with psilo shrooms - if you can handle them, a light dose of confusa + rue shouldn't be any more tricky to deal with psychologically if you go in gently dosagewise. One of the thing you do have to be wary of is the hit-and-miss nature of brews that sometimes occurs. This could be misleading, so take care to be as sure as you can about upping the dose, and by how much.

 

[northape]

Rue with acacia in lower doses could be easier to handle than mushrooms because of the lovable nature of the experience. However, not all barks are created equally, and I saw a number of darker batches that gave a tainted experience. I would just do a psilohuasca (rue and mushrooms) instead. You are already familiar with mushrooms; they are safer for the body and more organic than acacia. Just go low on the dose, because rue will potentiate it quite a lot. Harmalas give their own character to the whole experience. You can even go all the way later on and use the full dose of rue with a tiny bit of mushrooms. Ayahuasca or rue is all about harmalas, and it is the main force behind this medicine. You need some light just to make things a bit more visible.

 

[Thierr7]

Thanks to all !

I'm goind to do a small and safe dose first and see how it goes ... Since i'm taking big amount of psylo + weed once in a while , it shouldn't be a problem i guess !

Better safe than sorry

 

[Thierr7]

Rue with acacia in lower doses could be easier to handle than mushrooms because of the lovable nature of the experience. However, not all barks are created equally, and I saw a number of darker batches that gave a tainted experience. I would just do a psilohuasca (rue and mushrooms) instead. You are already familiar with mushrooms; they are safer for the body and more organic than acacia. Just go low on the dose, because rue will potentiate it quite a lot. Harmalas give their own character to the whole experience. You can even go all the way later on and use the full dose of rue with a tiny bit of mushrooms. Ayahuasca or rue is all about harmalas, and it is the main force behind this medicine. You need some light just to make things a bit more visible.

" Funny" ! back from lunch with my daughter today and wasn't expecting Rue seeds before a month or so ... there i go , rue seeds and truffles at my door !
I chewed a gram of Rue 10 minutes ago and was surprised that it didn't taste bad at all to me , the smell of the batch is rather good , a bit like weed i would say ...

I'm going to wait and see , i might have psylo and Rue tonight ... Too bad i can't get my hand on some Hash for a couple of months , i love the taste of it !
I can feel the rue coming gently and lovingly as i am writing down ! seems like a great medecine indeed ! i'm not going to take more right now , i'll keep you updated .

Peace , I feel grateful

 

[Transform]

Just a note to observe that Acacia confusa bark would likely lend itself reasonably well to what we're calling the TnT tincture tannin removal tek, although I can understand if you'd prefer to omit alcohol from the equation. Anyhow, more (coherent) details on that to be appearing fairly soon.

 

[Thierr7]

Thanks @Transform , I don't have Acacia yet but i will !

I had too much Rue today , about 3 more grams , it wasn't too bad but it didn't feel great either , heavy body load ... I will do only two grams tomorrow and might have Psylo.

 

[northape]

Thanks @Transform , I don't have Acacia yet but i will !

I had too much Rue today , about 3 more grams , it wasn't too bad but it didn't feel great either , heavy body load ... I will do only two grams tomorrow and might have Psylo.

Go slow with rue. Around 2g should be plenty in the beginning. The first time I used it many years ago, I knew nothing and went for 4g. It resulted in a whole night of purging and a rollercoaster of tracers. That experience put me on my path, but I would be much more gentle if I had more information. Better aim at a long-term relationship and slowly increase your dose.

 

[Transform]

Thanks @Transform , I don't have Acacia yet but i will !

I had too much Rue today , about 3 more grams , it wasn't too bad but it didn't feel great either , heavy body load ... I will do only two grams tomorrow and might have Psylo.

Yes, I found out the hard way too - doubly so, as I was at the mall when it kicked in. Mind you, I also bought my new cooker after a mini dose of anahuasca which was quite amusing by comparison. Having a few years of experience under one's belt really helps there, as well as going easy on the doses.

As I've undoubtedly mentioned before, finding ones personal rue sweet spot(s) is a matter of gentle persistence, my personal experience being one of slowly ramping up the dose over the course of three weeks to the point of nearly being too much to handle, and then easing back down again to make a total course of forty days. Making a numerological game out of the doses versus the date helped with defining an arbitrary framework of meaning but, while that could be seen as superfluous, it nonetheless helped in creating a mnemonic anchor for the experience for subsequent reflection and integration.

 

[Transform]

PS - consider this another upvote for psilohuasca minidose while we're at it!

 

[Thierr7]

Yes, I found out the hard way too - doubly so, as I was at the mall when it kicked in. Mind you, I also bought my new cooker after a mini dose of anahuasca which was quite amusing by comparison. Having a few years of experience under one's belt really helps there, as well as going easy on the doses.

As I've undoubtedly mentioned before, finding ones personal rue sweet spot(s) is a matter of gentle persistence, my personal experience being one of slowly ramping up the dose over the course of three weeks to the point of nearly being too much to handle, and then easing back down again to make a total course of forty days. Making a numerological game out of the doses versus the date helped with defining an arbitrary framework of meaning but, while that could be seen as superfluous, it nonetheless helped in creating a mnemonic anchor for the experience for subsequent reflection and integration.

I took about two grams this morning and it feels really good ... It's funny how it's performing better than yesterday .

I played guitar and improvised over Modal jazz backing tracks , i'm really focused and it really gives me new ideas and helps me aiming for the essential and not going for my usual , over used "plans"

I've read that it's going to be better everyday even with lower dosage , great medecine !
I will do Psylo tonight , i'll chew a gram of Rue beforehand but i won't take as much truffles as i'm used too , i have the feeling that it's the right road to go ...

Best guys ,

I feel like a new person already

 

[Thierr7]

Hi .

Last night i had the confirmation that something is unfortunatly blocking my psylo receptors ...

I'm doing psylo only every 2 or 3 months . i had harmala first then 20 grams of truffles and very little happened ! It felt like i only did a few grams of truffles and it took a very long time to come up ...

Last time i did 30 grams of potent truffles + hasch and it felt less potent than 15 grams of the same truffles in the past ...

I have the feeling that doing kratom everyday for a long time is the culprit , I wish i could quit but my feet hurt so bad in the morning that i can't go without it , i'm even taking 300 mg of Gabapentin with kratom and coffee to be able to function ... My doctor prescribes Duloxetine but i don't take it given the bad sides effects with other compounds .

I'll try Rue and Mimosa and hope that it's not going to end up the same ...

Rue is working fine though !

Great weekend to all .

PS : Getting old is a drag

 

[Transform]

Getting old is a drag

It certainly can be! Every morning greets me with intense spinal pain, but my nocturnally quidded rue seeds usually are still hiding in my cheek somewhere, ready to chew. With that and a bit of stretching and screaming I'm ready to contemplate crawling out of bed in search of a CBD capsule. I'm particularly grateful not to have resorted to any other forms of pain management thus far. Finding zero interest in opioids seems to have been something of a blessing - and besides ones own endorphins there's always cheese to fall back on. Hot and cold showers help a lot too.

It sounds like you've neuropathic pain in your feet (on account of the gabapentin) - or is it something like gout or arthritis?

 

[Thierr7]

It certainly can be! Every morning greets me with intense spinal pain, but my nocturnally quidded rue seeds usually are still hiding in my cheek somewhere, ready to chew. With that and a bit of stretching and screaming I'm ready to contemplate crawling out of bed in search of a CBD capsule. I'm particularly grateful not to have resorted to any other forms of pain management thus far. Finding zero interest in opioids seems to have been something of a blessing - and besides ones own endorphins there's always cheese to fall back on. Hot and cold showers help a lot too.

It sounds like you've neuropathic pain in your feet (on account of the gabapentin) - or is it something like gout or arthritis?

Yes , defenatly neurapatic due to alcohol over used in the past

 

[northape]

I'll try Rue and Mimosa and hope that it's not going to end up the same ...

Be aware that barks are not traditional medicine, and making an extraction from them is most likely a much healthier approach. Further, some batches are contaminated with strange energies and could bring more trouble than healing. Mimosa differs a lot depending on the region and harvest methods. Some varieties are simply a witchcraft light source with lots of dark visions and tricky spirits. Acacia is usually cleaner and lovelier, but even it could get polluted. I used Acacia from Taiwan for many years, and it seems clean. They have an abundance of fallen trees each year, and it is a very sustainable medicine. Still, barks are barks and should not be used for prolonged periods of time.

Use traditional light sources like mushrooms, chacruna, and chaliponga. I just wanted to warn you beforehand. A difficult session can easily come from the plant itself, and we need to use medicine we have full trust in.

 

[Thierr7]

Be aware that barks are not traditional medicine, and making an extraction from them is most likely a much healthier approach. Further, some batches are contaminated with strange energies and could bring more trouble than healing. Mimosa differs a lot depending on the region and harvest methods. Some varieties are simply a witchcraft light source with lots of dark visions and tricky spirits. Acacia is usually cleaner and lovelier, but even it could get polluted. I used Acacia from Taiwan for many years, and it seems clean. They have an abundance of fallen trees each year, and it is a very sustainable medicine. Still, barks are barks and should not be used for prolonged periods of time.

Use traditional light sources like mushrooms, chacruna, and chaliponga. I just wanted to warn you beforehand. A difficult session can easily come from the plant itself, and we need to use medicine we have full trust in.

Thanks for the wise advices !