Morrison1976
Rising Star
Hello everyone.
I have been browsing this forum for a little while now. I have wanted to do dmt for a while now, and I describe it as a pull, a need.
Anyway, I done dmt for the first time today, and it scared and shook the hell out of me. I is going to be hard to describe, but I will do my best.
I got dmt from a friend, enough for two people. I already planned to go to my brothers to do this. I was really excited and could not wait.
My brother put the DMT into a glass pipe. I took the first pull, and my body started to go dumb, I took the second pull and my body went limp. I laid down and closed my eyes. It was dark, with some colours, and then I started to go upward. There were spiral evil like faces as i was moving up, but as i was still aware, I thought it was pretty cool. As I moved upwards , I was getting closer and closer to a dim light as the top. I started saying to myself "you are not scaring me" when i got to the top, I could feel a presence, a couple of beings, but I could not really see them, but I felt they were playing with me. I felt nothing bad from them, only that they were jokers.
I started to come back, and opened my eyes. I thought it was pretty cool, but I knew I did not break though. Through the whole experience, I knew all this was because of the dmt .
Anyway, about five mins later, I decided to do it again. My brother heated it up, and I took a huge hit, and held it in for as long as I could. The last thing I remember was my brother saying "do you want another pull"
Straight away , I was inside my mind, and ripping apart my brain, and then after that, ripping up another part of my body. It was not gory or bloody, but there were alot of colours.
I completely forget who I was, my real reality. I instantly thought I was dead, then I thought this was my real reality. I was going through my body into my mind and tearing it apart over and over again, what seemed like forever. It was hell , and the fear i felt, I have never felt fear like that ever. My life was gone, I had no idea who I was, just a strong sense that this madness was real.
After what seemed like a lifetime, I managed to open my eyes. The room I did not recognise, my brother I did not recognise, even though I could see his face, I did not know who he was.
I closed my eyes again, and the trip continued. I did not know what the hell was going on. I did not know what reality was real, who I was, nothing!
I started to open my eyes more, and slowly, everything started coming back. I started to remember where I was, and who my brother was. I slowly sat up, and looked around. Everything was still pretty distorted. My brother said I was out for about 10 mins, but to me, it felt longer.
He said I called out a few times saying "I need to get back"
When I was back in this reality, I was so happy to be back. I really thought I had died, or this was my real reality.
I do not know if this is classed as a break through, but it is not the kind of experience I want to repeat.
That place seemed so real, and the fear i felt there was real.
I am feeling a bit better now, but right after the experience, I was shaking all over. It felt me real than reality itself.
I have been browsing this forum for a little while now. I have wanted to do dmt for a while now, and I describe it as a pull, a need.
Anyway, I done dmt for the first time today, and it scared and shook the hell out of me. I is going to be hard to describe, but I will do my best.
I got dmt from a friend, enough for two people. I already planned to go to my brothers to do this. I was really excited and could not wait.
My brother put the DMT into a glass pipe. I took the first pull, and my body started to go dumb, I took the second pull and my body went limp. I laid down and closed my eyes. It was dark, with some colours, and then I started to go upward. There were spiral evil like faces as i was moving up, but as i was still aware, I thought it was pretty cool. As I moved upwards , I was getting closer and closer to a dim light as the top. I started saying to myself "you are not scaring me" when i got to the top, I could feel a presence, a couple of beings, but I could not really see them, but I felt they were playing with me. I felt nothing bad from them, only that they were jokers.
I started to come back, and opened my eyes. I thought it was pretty cool, but I knew I did not break though. Through the whole experience, I knew all this was because of the dmt .
Anyway, about five mins later, I decided to do it again. My brother heated it up, and I took a huge hit, and held it in for as long as I could. The last thing I remember was my brother saying "do you want another pull"
Straight away , I was inside my mind, and ripping apart my brain, and then after that, ripping up another part of my body. It was not gory or bloody, but there were alot of colours.
I completely forget who I was, my real reality. I instantly thought I was dead, then I thought this was my real reality. I was going through my body into my mind and tearing it apart over and over again, what seemed like forever. It was hell , and the fear i felt, I have never felt fear like that ever. My life was gone, I had no idea who I was, just a strong sense that this madness was real.
After what seemed like a lifetime, I managed to open my eyes. The room I did not recognise, my brother I did not recognise, even though I could see his face, I did not know who he was.
I closed my eyes again, and the trip continued. I did not know what the hell was going on. I did not know what reality was real, who I was, nothing!
I started to open my eyes more, and slowly, everything started coming back. I started to remember where I was, and who my brother was. I slowly sat up, and looked around. Everything was still pretty distorted. My brother said I was out for about 10 mins, but to me, it felt longer.
He said I called out a few times saying "I need to get back"
When I was back in this reality, I was so happy to be back. I really thought I had died, or this was my real reality.
I do not know if this is classed as a break through, but it is not the kind of experience I want to repeat.
That place seemed so real, and the fear i felt there was real.
I am feeling a bit better now, but right after the experience, I was shaking all over. It felt me real than reality itself.