A mini-report, for anyone who was wondering :
Yesterday was great. I worked my way up to 2g of shrooms, and for a while not much was happening except this feeling of some great looming potential and some psychedelic blips here and there. Then we went into the the dissociatives (ketamine and nitrous), and they felt disconnected from the shrooms, like things weren't "taking" for me, I was in a strange headspace, mostly removed, but then during one balloon in particular, it seemed like the mushrooms suddenly woke up and told me how superior they were to k and nitrous by manipulating their usual effects in a different way. I came out of the balloon feeling like the whole world had shifted. It was impressive, it felt like I broke through some kind of membrane, or found my way to the right place, finally tuning in, and from that point on everything was flowing with psychedelic beauty. I had some awesome hallucinations, even seeing-feeling a DMT presence sometimes, which made me think of jbark who was telling me about going to the same places in different trips. I definitely had that happen throughout the night, as usual, for better and worse, and "seeing" DMT felt like a fresh and new repeatable headspace. The coolest hallucinations were not inevitable though; I kind of had to fall into them as often happens with k. I've never felt the k-hole to be a trap, more like a mental destination. It has the advantage of being very maleable and safe in a way, but the disadvantage of feeling slightly incomplete, unlike DMT visuals which persist even if you try to get away. Anyway, in the end I had a great time, lots of travelling with those usual k "mental controls", but fueled by some extra shroom "richness". Lots of content, sometimes psychological, often aesthetic and abstract and so intricate and textured. And lots of fun with friends too. I love those people. It's hard to write actual trip reports for these trips because a lot goes on with inter-personal relationships.
Thanks!