kind words in turmoil

[psychosisdoses]

Psy ~ no comfort anywhere cant breakdown because then no one is keeping me together.. the layers pile on the hurt keeps me strong least i get to comfy something always there to take it from me.. burdened i surrender guess i didnt know then but doesnt much help knowing better.


Friend ~‎... my brother )

The same disturbing/disruption 'force' can be channeled into whatever you like. "What do i have to believe is true about XYZ, for it to be a good thing" ...

Life is the ultimate 'job interview', w-here 99.9999% of the popu...lation are clueless, and determined to keep the 0.00001% trapped in the sinking ship, with their sad sorry asses = b-ARK-in-G dogs.

Do yOUR best not to run over the doGs, but, don't slow down for them neither ... including the doGs b-ark-in-g in OUR minds = DOUBT.

Everything WE think and more importantly DO, creates waves that return to US carrying 'something' of the same frequency ... so be DETERMINED to create only LOVE.

The DiVine wants to see/FEEL OUR determination ... its time WE ALL, turned and faced the FEAR/shadow in OUR lives and said, FUCK OFF !! ... i will NEVER CARRY YOU AGAIN !!
= FEEL MY FULL BRILLIANT LIGHT !!
... HOW DO YOU LIKE IT D-ARK-NESS ??

Who is more po-WE-r-full, YOU/me/WE ... ?
or, the bullshit that drags you/me/US down ??

... my dreams, are off the hook lately ... and i'm itchy all over = another big earthquake soon. This note is for me and anyone reading it, as much as it is for you Smilez ... Its time for US to rise above 'ALL' challenges ... or WE will surely drown in OUR limitations.

i believe in YOU !!!
WE will get through this together, or WE will fail together !!
... and failing together IS SUCCESS !!

Either way WE will get T-HERE !!

PeaCe LOVE liGHt tRUtH
(- ;
; -)

ps ... WE knew expansion would be difficult,
so with every challenge ... increase resolve,
and ASK FOR MORE !!
Let the Universe k-now,
WE are HERE for the BIG PRIZE ONLY !!!

 

[psychosisdoses]

Psy ~ i cant breakdown or no one would hold me together which makes the weight that crushes tenfold... but.... its all good if only just for now.. i realize again i have some very special friends and likewise a very special understanding for things and indeed no one said this would be easy if i feel things are difficult i should change my view or expect more difficulty.. your words stopped the thought loops and restored me with clarity for that i am quite thankful i cant even express how special a person you are.. thanks for being my friend

Friend ~ .. anytime = EVERY TIME ))
i know, you'd do the same for me ... without a second thought !!
Y-OUR writing has touched/punched/lifted me, exactly when i needed it ... so i feel/understand the connection as well ))

YOU my friend, are AWAKE = a CHAMPION of the people.
YOU will not fall in this pending Global Disaster ...
YOU will only get STRONGER and MORE DETERMINED !!!
Y-OUR AWARENESS WILL GROW + EXPAND
... and WE will ALL BE BENEFICIARIES of this LOVE !!

Thank YOU PSY
... for BEING BRAVE ENOUGH TO BE YOU !! -))


WE ARE ... AND ALL-WAYS WILL BE MORE THAN FRIENDS
WE ARE BROTHERS !!

Now lets WAKE this PLANet UP ))

PeaCe LOVE liGHt tRUtH
(- ;
; -)

 

[psychosisdoses]

Not insane
i got my brain
firmly in my grasp
yet chaos lasts
oh tests oh trails
But no sir no denials
I am me yes I am psy
the same but the chaos it tempts my brain
has its way whenever it pleases
makes me question just what I believe in
test me test me I attest see its all good with me
but the burden it crushes!
So much I sometimes lose sight of... whats right
bright in the light of my lord and savior the flame waiver but does not extinguish my thoughts relinquish
devils in the details you see its hard to be
when all around me pressure moving in
wanting sin I say enough let me be
demons be rid of me!
let me ascend
the bullshit
time will mend me
trusting truly in the reason why
I am the only one that can be psy

 

[Orion]

God damn right you are.

 

[Pandora]

Tiiiimmmmeeeeee.

Meditation.

Abstince.

Intergration.

Loss of sanity = loss of ability to communicate effectively. Do what you can to hang on to that, at all costs.

Peace to you and all souls suffering on this Earth

 

[psychosisdoses]

abandoned in the palace of exile i wait for my time as it draws near fear comes and goes as long as i know its with reason the suffering and torment the damaged lament someday soon will be passing and my dreams will be everlasting in this or another world someday ill find peace to explore and unfurl the tension built in regression from the true way the light i say is fading today while all around its burning bright the devil tempts obscures my sight with scenes i wish not to see i will not bend down to chaos before me i cant breathe but i take my time to remind it soon shall pass have hope in that through thick and thin the angels bring in comfort now someway somehow the pain will fade away i pray i make it through one more god given day

 

[Xt]

Cultivating peace within my choices leads me to increased awareness, the noise of existence fills a dark hole with light within my quiet mind.

 

[psychosisdoses]

Nicely put xtech that is just it

heres another i just came up with

Ground control to distant satellite screaming reeling feelings out of control in the seeming safety of our home doors without locks until that same old danger keeps a knocking barrier the door then whisper through the crack for more may you have it can you grab it reach through the crack try to pull a little back but dont tear a hole in the space you can not mold it will keep pulling through fall all over you lay a bet you wont forget the day the door was opened yet you wont recall the day the door was no longer there at all

 

[psychosisdoses]

casted blame
absorbed pain
always the same
they love to land the finger on me
well i beg a lil relief
i am not all that bad
makes em mad
i have faith handle my own
envious of how i have grown
well iv been on my own as far as i can recall
besides after all the chaos it just figures
i find all the blame that they splinter
off insanity my faith may be the end of them and me
no one seems to get why i say fuck this bullshit
i admit it is harsh
but i have lived all this with open arms
all along i took the blame
like it were my name
no shame to me
i know i work to be the best i can be
even if they dont see it
i be it
not free yet
but workin on it
forces involved tell me only time will solve the riddle
have faith today soon enough i may just walk away


perpetuate the lies
confusion breeds the plights
let loose when fucked up people hold the power
dont look now till the hour
masks come off the rightous lose the power
faith bred envy in the wrongdoers
jealous of every faithful maneuver
equality is gone when faith is wronged
oh well i try an do my best
but they dont care i am not the rest
i am me sorry ill let sleeping dogs be
move along like the water not for long
the pain will falter the wicked in their ways
till the end of the days
we must endure the scorn
i hope for more light in the future
must make my moves
let time suture wounds of past heartache
escape lies
evaporate ties to jealous parties
lovers and women scattered and lost
i still keep paying the endless cost
of knowing them no end of my love to another
truth discovered it couldnt go on
no longer no wonder all as it should be
so why do i let such thoughts get to me
cause i cant see it is
for the best when i want their love over all the rest oh changes take time to absorb
but it seems with love ill only ever feel more
even for those so gone in my past
ill move on but my loves bound to last