fractal enchantment said:
I had a salvia trip once where I was shown a wall, and on one side of it was laughter, complete release and collapse in joy and happiness, and on the other side was sort of a melancholic, dark and fearful fealing..I could feel the laughter bubbling, and I let it rise and I popped over onto the other side of this memrane wall and began laughing like a freakin madman for what must have been 10 or 15 minutes..so hard I was practilly crying, and it felt so damn good. Nothing at all wrong with shamanic laughter..I have this theory that a person is most happy and alive while laughing..I am talking about real laughter that fills you up, from inside.. not some stupid kids laughing AT someone else out of they're own insecurities..and yes..I do see this as a big part of the salvia experience..doesnt always happen, but often it does.
Fractal enchantment, I agree with you 100%. I've experienced this same deep, Salvia laughter that brings tears of shamanic joy. Laughter is excellent medicine supported by science that shows laughter lowers stress, lowers blood pressure, releases endorphins, strengthens the immune system, improves cardiovascular health etc. People don't laugh enough, and Salvia knows when you are in need of a good laugh. I've talked to a couple people who said they don't like Salvia because they laugh so hard, and I wonder...are these people sick in the head?! Who the F!ck doesn't like laughing?! Don't fight it lonewolf123, you need it on a personal level.