Jarl Von Hoother
Underwater Pyrotechnition Underdog at Large
- Merits
- 42
Hello I 've just returned from a very strange encounter
don't expect to hear about any magical elves, because this is just a sub-breath through dose report for educational purposes only.
Enjoy 8)
at night I was sitting out in this gazebo, and looking straight ahead were distant lights reflecting off the water, trees and roof tops and these little decorated lights in the shape of dragon flies all seemed to clamor together around this ornate spectacle.
I began to vaporize about 20 to 25 milligrams of DMT. Uncarb, inhale, my personally honed recipe of off white pure DMT tastes surprizingly... good? I hold the vapor in, the pull is very gentle and quite lucid.
Suddenly I start to feel very good, as if Im slowly racing toward a finish line, feeling an excited bliss over come me, it makes me want to smile. and suddenly I realize that there is this OVERTLY compassionate being who is thinking nothing other than helping me slide into this utter bliss that I can only describe as pure enthusiasm.
I recognize it's presence and I 'am already there. Astonished by my ease to depart from ALL worldly cares. I exclaim to him in my realization like 'DMT Oh boy!' it I think realized it we're almost of equal mind. Suddenly I see this bright bluish neon light like a tractor beam one would see in Astral projection I assume but this light was being pulled into the night sky and I started following it. All the while that spirit left- sort of offended - I addressed concern (i dont know why) and suddenly other presences 'voices' came in too and seemed less spiritually regardful. They all seemed to enjoy eating my ego though :?:
but they had me at just letting go... but from what I presume they were still trying to make me feel rediculuous, I saw them literally eating flesh like peices of my personality, as if these green tenticular hands they would start to stretch them, all I think was hey give that back- they didn't understand, but they hurt my wittle feelings. So I stomped off... they called me names like odd, boring, walks around alot, they all started shouting haha what is he doing?, like a whole circus. I open my door and closed it back on them trying not to disturb my roomate. The voices followed me and so I had to drive away to escape the insanity of it all... until car broke down
-The only message I got out of it was that compassion, or addressing the novelty in EVERY moment feels great. But despite the odd voices having battles with the voices already inside my head?
I felt like everything had this super natruality to everything I saw like everything is infintely deep on SO many levels all the time. and at times it's as if all experience has this creeping colloiqul self narrative that writes your arbitrary being there.
Im going to read everything on meditation I possibly can!
Thank you, all
I hope this was interesting for you
It really was for me
Very interesting
don't expect to hear about any magical elves, because this is just a sub-breath through dose report for educational purposes only.
Enjoy 8)
at night I was sitting out in this gazebo, and looking straight ahead were distant lights reflecting off the water, trees and roof tops and these little decorated lights in the shape of dragon flies all seemed to clamor together around this ornate spectacle.
I began to vaporize about 20 to 25 milligrams of DMT. Uncarb, inhale, my personally honed recipe of off white pure DMT tastes surprizingly... good? I hold the vapor in, the pull is very gentle and quite lucid.
Suddenly I start to feel very good, as if Im slowly racing toward a finish line, feeling an excited bliss over come me, it makes me want to smile. and suddenly I realize that there is this OVERTLY compassionate being who is thinking nothing other than helping me slide into this utter bliss that I can only describe as pure enthusiasm.
I recognize it's presence and I 'am already there. Astonished by my ease to depart from ALL worldly cares. I exclaim to him in my realization like 'DMT Oh boy!' it I think realized it we're almost of equal mind. Suddenly I see this bright bluish neon light like a tractor beam one would see in Astral projection I assume but this light was being pulled into the night sky and I started following it. All the while that spirit left- sort of offended - I addressed concern (i dont know why) and suddenly other presences 'voices' came in too and seemed less spiritually regardful. They all seemed to enjoy eating my ego though :?:
but they had me at just letting go... but from what I presume they were still trying to make me feel rediculuous, I saw them literally eating flesh like peices of my personality, as if these green tenticular hands they would start to stretch them, all I think was hey give that back- they didn't understand, but they hurt my wittle feelings. So I stomped off... they called me names like odd, boring, walks around alot, they all started shouting haha what is he doing?, like a whole circus. I open my door and closed it back on them trying not to disturb my roomate. The voices followed me and so I had to drive away to escape the insanity of it all... until car broke down
-The only message I got out of it was that compassion, or addressing the novelty in EVERY moment feels great. But despite the odd voices having battles with the voices already inside my head?
I felt like everything had this super natruality to everything I saw like everything is infintely deep on SO many levels all the time. and at times it's as if all experience has this creeping colloiqul self narrative that writes your arbitrary being there.
Im going to read everything on meditation I possibly can!
Thank you, all
I hope this was interesting for you
It really was for me
Very interesting
