Skinnyskeletonbone
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Hello all. I have known about this forum for many years. SWIM got fluffy fun fest and has had one complete breakthrough. This breakthrough was fairly traumatic as it was done alone after many failed attempts with friends. The breakthrough was done with a machine.
Since then I have had veiled visits- Pizz and with changa- which may sound strange but I have been in the same dimension,through veils. Once I refused to be brought up because I did not like the way I was being "beamed on".
The reason for the prefix is that I mean to assure you I understand when another being is present. I am completely sure of my abilities to judge when there is some other entity present- and not only because of my (however brief) freebase voyages.
Around two years ago SWIM was lucky enough to have legitimate LSD. This was a wonderful night; the entire night hallucinated vines would form out of the patterns the plants made around me. At a certain point I stepped into worlds where a large being at the center of these vines would emanate energy towards me.
This vine being creates a hexagonal dome that assembles and reassembles itself in the corner of your eye. This will always be at the corner of a self assembling vine structure which seems to emanate from the dome. The dome gets bigger or smaller at a whim- its size seems to change at the same rate a flickering light bulb would- bigger, smaller, bigger, smaller. The dome, as far as I have known, has never made itself consciously intrusive. It never has communicated or presented any intentions. It has always just been present.
Regardless of its presence it was the center of my LSD hallucinations two years ago.
SWIM has legitimate LSD again. It has been two years but SWIM was suckered into DH or whatever they are passing on the streets these days. This experience will essentialy serve as my control. Around 3 weeks later SWIM met an old friend from up north with LSD.
SWIM had a decent amount but after peaking was in the same exact trip as two years ago. The dome was present. The vines were present. Everything connects like an artery and the vines are red like blood vessels. The dome is comforting in a way that makes me terrified.
I am shocked by this. SWIM's Psychonaut partner has broken through(Dmt) 10+ times. SWIM and his partner share jars. SWIMS partner also partook in the LSD. SWIMS partner did not experience anything like this, but was tripping just as hard.
I may be out of line by saying this but I do not care for what I meet on DMT. Perhaps I am too cowardly to submit to those forces, am not ready, we don't like eachother, ect. Bottom line is I don't feel very welcome in Hyperspace. However SWIM have communicated and talked to hyperspace beings. The dome feels more terrestrial. SWIM have not communicated and do not know how to. SWIM feel like emanations from the dome comprise the majority of my hallucinations. SWIM know this is a being. SWIM don't understand what or what it represents. There is much more about the dome and my hallucinations and also the patterns, but for space SWIM will refrain.
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SWIM believe this being is somewhere between our dimension and the hypserspace. It seems mostly unconsious. SWIM feel like it is invested in the care of an ecosystem.
Has anyone ever experienced repeat contact with something like this? Even vine hallucinations which persist? I want to be able to discover if this is an anomaly or not. Also, the first time SWIM experienced the dome on LSD was before any DMT use. The momment SWIM used legitimate lsd again SWIM was in the same place, with the dome and vines and all.
Can someone please help me shed light on this?
Since then I have had veiled visits- Pizz and with changa- which may sound strange but I have been in the same dimension,through veils. Once I refused to be brought up because I did not like the way I was being "beamed on".
The reason for the prefix is that I mean to assure you I understand when another being is present. I am completely sure of my abilities to judge when there is some other entity present- and not only because of my (however brief) freebase voyages.
Around two years ago SWIM was lucky enough to have legitimate LSD. This was a wonderful night; the entire night hallucinated vines would form out of the patterns the plants made around me. At a certain point I stepped into worlds where a large being at the center of these vines would emanate energy towards me.
This vine being creates a hexagonal dome that assembles and reassembles itself in the corner of your eye. This will always be at the corner of a self assembling vine structure which seems to emanate from the dome. The dome gets bigger or smaller at a whim- its size seems to change at the same rate a flickering light bulb would- bigger, smaller, bigger, smaller. The dome, as far as I have known, has never made itself consciously intrusive. It never has communicated or presented any intentions. It has always just been present.
Regardless of its presence it was the center of my LSD hallucinations two years ago.
SWIM has legitimate LSD again. It has been two years but SWIM was suckered into DH or whatever they are passing on the streets these days. This experience will essentialy serve as my control. Around 3 weeks later SWIM met an old friend from up north with LSD.
SWIM had a decent amount but after peaking was in the same exact trip as two years ago. The dome was present. The vines were present. Everything connects like an artery and the vines are red like blood vessels. The dome is comforting in a way that makes me terrified.
I am shocked by this. SWIM's Psychonaut partner has broken through(Dmt) 10+ times. SWIM and his partner share jars. SWIMS partner also partook in the LSD. SWIMS partner did not experience anything like this, but was tripping just as hard.
I may be out of line by saying this but I do not care for what I meet on DMT. Perhaps I am too cowardly to submit to those forces, am not ready, we don't like eachother, ect. Bottom line is I don't feel very welcome in Hyperspace. However SWIM have communicated and talked to hyperspace beings. The dome feels more terrestrial. SWIM have not communicated and do not know how to. SWIM feel like emanations from the dome comprise the majority of my hallucinations. SWIM know this is a being. SWIM don't understand what or what it represents. There is much more about the dome and my hallucinations and also the patterns, but for space SWIM will refrain.
\
SWIM believe this being is somewhere between our dimension and the hypserspace. It seems mostly unconsious. SWIM feel like it is invested in the care of an ecosystem.
Has anyone ever experienced repeat contact with something like this? Even vine hallucinations which persist? I want to be able to discover if this is an anomaly or not. Also, the first time SWIM experienced the dome on LSD was before any DMT use. The momment SWIM used legitimate lsd again SWIM was in the same place, with the dome and vines and all.
Can someone please help me shed light on this?