So after having wasted 80-100mg's of DMT on nothing, I was left rather disappointed with everything.
I also realized that my intention to smoke DMT today was by no means pure. I was doing it just to try out the vaporizer, not because I was feeling the call.
I was texting with a girl friend of mine and she told me to go for another try.
So this time I only filled the middle trench full while leaving the others empty, as well as holding in the battery for much longer.
It was a pretty harsh hit on my throat, but I assure you, it smacked me like a sledgehammer.
I was instantly sitting in front of the prettiest fractal membrane I've ever seen. It was very wobbly and alive. The entire room had been filled with some type of sensitive jello fluid. I was soaking wet.
Suddenly the membrane popped like a bubble and I was sitting face to face with my dead mother. I could not even grasp it. Emotions were pouring off of me like droplets of water after stepping out of a pool. I was soaked in an emotional bath. I can't possible describe what arised within me at this point. I've never felt like that ever before (Shpongle reference). No thoughts were occupying my mind. Just completely content serenity, nothing else. It was unfathomable. No words were exchanged. We just looked at each other, and that was more than words could ever touch upon.
This was so emotionally intense that my focused started slipping and stuttering after a while, and I ended up just bringing my hands to my eyes and letting the tears fill my already wet eyes. The rest of the experience was naturally also notable, but meeting my mother.... I still can't, and never will, grasp that moment.
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Although I ended up paying 258 USD for this device, I feel like every single dollar has already been paid back. My pockets have never felt more full than they do today.
What I do want to know is, how is it possible that I can hold the battery in for 2 seconds and 3 full trenches of DMT will liquify and turn to nothing whatsoever? I was inhaling throughout the entire hit, and even up to 10 seconds after I had released battery pressure.
Although this was the case, none of the first experiments with the device seemed to yield any experience at all.
I just don't think it makes sense that the DMT can simply vanish like that and have no effect whatsoever?
But after the experience with 1 full trench, I am somewhat happy that all 3 didn't manage to hit me. I think it would've blown my mind beyond comprehension.