SoCal said:
your heart is in the right place big inhale, but in purchasing captive toads it creates demand for more captive toads to be sold. same story with buying pets from a pet store. That said, hopefully BBB takes better care of their toads than your every day run of the mill pet store does. I suspect BBB probably operates from a higher standard of ethics.
By the way, where can I learn more about the psychedelic usages and effects of these toads?
if you scope out the entheogenic evolution podcast, there are a couple of episodes one titles 5-meo-dmt and the mystic toad, and another called Temple Of Awakening Divinty. They both speak about the toad sacrament experience. I greatly enjoyed both, and Oroc and Hal's description, is right in line with my experiences.
Phlux~ said:
most ppl that own a toad only ever smoke the venom once.
Hmm, Ive seen that many times as well. I think maybe it has to do with how intense it is. And my second thought is, because they dont need to.
First time I smoked, was so profound, I was glowing until next milking season, at which point, I saw it not needed, but delved in anyways and was to my surprise, greatly rewarded. Odd how you can blow your mind time and time over.
Its not any sort of gradual ego death like with other methods that are more gradual and drawn out like with some ayahuasca reports. (reports vary so much for so many reasons its hard for me to say anything with definitive measure beyond my own experience) I think 5-meo might be better suggested to folks with some nn-DMT experience, or a general to broad spiritual understanding, otherwise, it seems, folks sometimes black out, or cannot remember the experience simply due to not having anything to assimilate it to. What may be considered an overdose for some, may be perfect for others, not in the sense of how much does it take to work, but in the sense of how much can you assimilate and bring back to your understanding. For the most part, everyone Ive journeyed with was able to integrate at some point or another.
As for physical maladies, I have never experienced anything negative with 5-meo-DMT. There is the underdose that is not always so pleasant, but its only as unpleasant as we so accept it to be, its tricky. Ive been right on the cusp and realized it was me that was holding it back, then with the let go in a point when I figured the trip should me completely over, it went full bore. It does seem to be a tricky entheogen, but one that if you figure it out, is truly priceless. Or maybe Im just full of myself. lol doubt it, but gotta stay rational...lmao
Why do you think that is Phlux~?