Or isn't it ?
In the past, i've grown very fond of taking small amounts of cactus resin. It has proven to be a very great facilitator of social interactions. I only once or twice advanced into psychedelic territory with cactus and it was great and relatively easy to handle.
No i'm trying to up my mesacaline hcl dose and I don't know. After not feeling much from 50mg i decided to be a bit bolder and go with 120mg this time.
After an hour or so, it came on.
Felt like the typical anxiety ladden mushroom onset for me. Just that it never stopped.
I just had to cancel my plans for the day and stay in this pain ridden state for 3-4 hours.
Slight visuals appeared...but they kinda made things worse.
Sometimes, i don't know if im the only one who is feeling like this on bad, low dose experiences.
Feeling wobbly, queesy...desperatly trying to focus on something lese but the nasty feeling inside.
Like having a stomach bug, trying to distract yourself from the nausea.
After being in this weird state for 3 hours (felt like double that) i suddenly "popped out" of that time bubble and thought i could still venture outside....
So i went into town, got something to eat...and almost puked in the train.
So i was trying to calm myself down in a busy city. Impossible.
Fortunatly, i found a relatively quiet spot in a park to lay down.
I then entered another time bubble and felt horrible.
After another two hours, i started to feel better and decided to go home.
It's now T+11 hours and i'm starting to feel crappy yet again.
Reminds me of my LSD experiences gone wrong.
In the past, i've grown very fond of taking small amounts of cactus resin. It has proven to be a very great facilitator of social interactions. I only once or twice advanced into psychedelic territory with cactus and it was great and relatively easy to handle.
No i'm trying to up my mesacaline hcl dose and I don't know. After not feeling much from 50mg i decided to be a bit bolder and go with 120mg this time.
After an hour or so, it came on.
Felt like the typical anxiety ladden mushroom onset for me. Just that it never stopped.
I just had to cancel my plans for the day and stay in this pain ridden state for 3-4 hours.
Slight visuals appeared...but they kinda made things worse.
Sometimes, i don't know if im the only one who is feeling like this on bad, low dose experiences.
Feeling wobbly, queesy...desperatly trying to focus on something lese but the nasty feeling inside.
Like having a stomach bug, trying to distract yourself from the nausea.
After being in this weird state for 3 hours (felt like double that) i suddenly "popped out" of that time bubble and thought i could still venture outside....
So i went into town, got something to eat...and almost puked in the train.
So i was trying to calm myself down in a busy city. Impossible.
Fortunatly, i found a relatively quiet spot in a park to lay down.
I then entered another time bubble and felt horrible.
After another two hours, i started to feel better and decided to go home.
It's now T+11 hours and i'm starting to feel crappy yet again.
Reminds me of my LSD experiences gone wrong.