Met my first enemy today while tripping

[Fondoo]

So I am real new to this stuff but have had 10+ amazing trips over several months. I go to dmt with the intent of healing my self to better serve the world. I met a being today who was obviously not human, looked like a cross between a grasshopper and a rose. So I intend to this being my goals pray/mantra at it ect...after a while I realize this beings only wish is to feed.....
wow I new this day would come. Like the first scratch on a new car. Now I know for sure i am not immune to the baddies.Feel a little drained instead of the usual euphoria but wiser for the encounter. I want to get me one of those ritual daggers, see if I could wield it. Probably a foolish thought but an honest fool anyway. he he now I am going to go run my business in the material world I feel like a true jack of all trades now

 

[Uno]

You will meet all kinds of entities out there, as you are probably now aware. Not unlike people, they have different personalities and agendas. From benevolent to malevolent and anywhere in-between. Some are just downright insane. I met one last night that was laughing hysterically the whole time, at what I don't know. Probably nothing.

 

[Fondoo]

I have been thinking about the enemy label I pinned on the grasshopper rose being...Wondering if it could be a miss understanding. See I went on the alert because I closed my eyes and it was right there and seemed to not like being observed. I concluded that since it was in my personal space yet did not want to be observed it was up to no good.
This being unlike others I met did not seem particularly intelligent, and the whole personal space thing.. maybe when I crossed over I invaded it's space...
I would like any input from you guys, don't need answers just some help processing if can.
Namaste

 

[Fondoo]

oh my, just realized before the grasshopper I had a slightly heavy trip as if I was witnessing/feeling the mind of a plant. The heaviness came more from weirdness than threatning, also there was really no other display. Think I may have pulled off the Vulcan mind meld with my first hyperspace bug plant lol

 

[Felnik]

I think your pretty close to the mark when you say all it wants is to feed.

I've had alot of encounters with similar things. they seem to have no intent on sharing any information. They just are doing what they do wich seems to be connecting to our brain energy and "feeding" on it.

I will say don't be afraid to tell them to get lost next time you encounter them.

Personally I don't like them and have actually limited my journeying because of too many encounters with these type of things.

I would think it could be some kind of paranoid delusion except for the fact that many people continue to describe similar types of experiences.

 

[Fondoo]

Thank you Seeker, sounds like I need to study/practice some psychic kung fu if I want to travel

 

[Ellis D'Empty]

I remember my first pharma... I laid on my bed and when I first closed my eyes I awoken in a room of bright marble green trim and glass as every wall... it was, for lesser words to describe it, a beholder looking being. As soon as it noticed me it seemed pretty angry (I actually didn't see one whole side of the room, actually I only saw one corner) and it proceeded to 'push' me out... and the more I tried to 'get in' the faster and faster I actually 'got out'.

Mayhaps as a new found user, you played around with it a little to much, got a little ahead of yourself, and as you know yourself better than anyone gave yourself a message that you might be able to eventually understand?


I know not, but I hope you enjoy your next one

 

[Fondoo]

thank you Ellis. I hope for a nice next one too. The goal is evolution/healing so I know it will not be all sunshine and buttercups.
I was thinking of looking into other plant teachers as well. One that deals more with my being and not so much dealing with other minds. Or maybe the tea would serve better
So much new stuff to explore. Glad you all are here

Namaste

 

[olympus mon]

Met my first enemy today while tripping...

O good for you. So you met a part of YOU did ya? Lucky fella. Did you embrace it? Did you love it as much as you love the light? If you did then you worked through it if you didnt don't worry you'll get another shot. :thumb_up:

Im happy for you.

 

[Fondoo]

The picture for my avatar are tantra relics available in Nepal through a friend of mine.
I intend to arm myself because I am a warrior seeking knowledge and no punk bug is going to stop me. Grrrrrr!
Three hundred bucks for the dagger I want but it is the real deal and at the very least It feels so romantic to arm myself for battle in the spirit realm.

 

[olympus mon]

The picture for my avatar are tantra relics available in Nepal through a friend of mine.
I intend to arm myself because I am a warrior seeking knowledge and no punk bug is going to stop me. Grrrrrr!
Three hundred bucks for the dagger I want but it is the real deal and at the very least It feels so romantic to arm myself for battle in the spirit realm.

And who do you think you will be "fighting"?

 

[Fondoo]

Ok the bug felt like "other" to me, to the heart I can not deny.. But I am willing to accept that as delusion if I can find the evidence.
If you have any advice on how I can see the bug as me I would be grateful.
this is very fun stuff thank you mon

 

[olympus mon]

Ok the bug felt like "other" to me, to the heart I can not deny.. But I am willing to accept that as delusion if I can find the evidence.
If you have any advice on how I can see the bug as me I would be grateful.
this is very fun stuff thank you mon

Its a bit tricky with vaping vs. oral but let me try.

The bug felt like another but what Im pointing to is that it is still your mind that constructed it with the open door's of altered states. Nothing can come to you that isnt from YOU. Dmt opens pathways to YOUR mind but it doesn't put anything into it. So even if you cant look at the bug, talk with the bug and learn about you its helpful to acknowledge that the darkness inside of you, and us all btw, is where this thing was constructed. When you embrace that part of you and own it they often go away or you feel not scared but at peace with it.

Like I said its harder to do with vaping but if you have any part of you that knows your you... then try to not resists it and certainly not FIGHT it! Trust me that will make things way worse.

Does this make any sense?

 

[Fondoo]

hey mon I missed your first post, In answer I did try to embrace it. I tied several ways actually. If you think there is a way to navigate the dmt world seeing that being as self I am all ears. Would feel much safer, problem would be it would fly in the face of so many other folks trip reports.
Believe it or not I crossed over 5 times alone with little idea what to expect. Living in the Hawaiian jungle off grid no internet. A friend of a friend gave it to me on his way to Alaska because he found out I was a spiritual seeker and he was going away for work awhile.
I had high visions of beings offering teachings I later confirmed it by many others.The words and the Art! What a miracle.
My point is it would take a lot to deny my heart the feeling of "other" as truth
Being new I value your input mon thank you

 

[jamie]

I think that DMT opens up the right side of the brain and that when we have this mode of consciousness activated we can experience contact with other beings out there apart from what is in our individual minds. I really do feel this is how it is at the higher levels when we go beyond the subconscious and unconscious mind system.. and I think that there are many other races out there that are far more advanced than we are that operate in these modes of higher brain functioning all the time. IMO the human body is not well understood and is basically a starship. Best to keep your wits up and hold your own in those states. Thats my personal take on all of this based on my experience.

We dont really know much about this stuff scientifically other than that when someone takes DMT certain receptors are activated etc..same thing happens every day when I talk to people on the street.

 

[Fondoo]

Thank you jamie/all. Good to commune with noble minds on the net again

 

[olympus mon]

hey mon I missed your first post, In answer I did try to embrace it. I tied several ways actually. If you think there is a way to navigate the dmt world seeing that being as self I am all ears.

haha! None that Ive found, not with vaped dmt. Your just along for the ride. Thats what I like about oral, you can sit up and take part in the experience rather than just lay back and have it all come to you and at you. With oral you can move through the experience so its different with dmt inhaled or injected.

You may be new but your ideas as as valid as mine. Nobody know what the fook is going on in hyper space and thats about the only real fact spoken by anyone including me in this thread. We just dont know.

This is all just from my work and progress with vaping dmt. I see there are 2 or at least 2 types of beings that Ive encountered. Ive encountered the intelligence's and the trickster or nasty S.O.B.'s. They seem different to me like one is a construct of my mind and emotions and one is a higher intelligence. Some feel they are all real some feel they are just nuerons firing and chemical reactions in our animal brains. Just depends what you feel.

 

[Fondoo]

hey mon, maybe the tea is for me. I like the blast off and the adventure but it is a little advanced for me in some ways.
My goal is to purify my being so I may wield power safely for the healing of myself and others.
DMT plugs me into the pounding all of everything, but I need to work on my karma at this stage not wield power in the great all.
I would like any advice on other plants/methods you gentleman may propose that would help me with my evolution.
I'm 46 but have never explored this area for healing just LSD/shrooms a bit as a kid.
Namaste

 

[Fondoo]

also when that bug was there, no pretty light!!! me thinks a leech. ok I will not believe anything right? self other no diff in ultimate reality. Think not know. Just witness and intend. thx bro's

 

[Fondoo]

"The bug felt like another but what Im pointing to is that it is still your mind that constructed it with the open door's of altered states. "
Oh holy smoke mon I just got that! thank you fellow traveler. you rock