so ive been having a hard time for the past few months(10) and didnt even realize the toll it was taking on my health..mental physical and spiritual.
so yesterday i decided that i was gonna start drinking low doses of caapi tea a few times a day..with a pinch of peppermint in there for some extra flavor..it was rather nice..and i made some more this morning..
then out of nowhere..i decided to take 250mg of iboga...and a little bit of my caapi tea(the tea is weak..only 10g used..and i havent even finished it all yet)
anyway...about 1.5 hours after taking the iboga(i capped it)..i started to feel effects..
and now..almost two hours later..i feel fantastic...i have energy..i feel connected to everything around me..my vision is bright and energetic..and some mild OEV's if i look at the right stuff..such as the ground..
i feel great...i feel like ive been saving this iboga for just this reason...for healing and reconnecting to who i really am..i needed this medicine and i didnt even know it..until the few million molecules started bouncing off my receptors..
my plan from now on is that im going to reduce my dose to 200mg iboga(so i dont run out so fast) and take it with a mild caapi tea every day for a month...my plan is to drink very little alcohol..i personally dont feel like i want it at all..and just work on getting my feet back on the ground...and listening to my inner voice of guidance..
this is truly a remarkable plant..and i cant believe how gentle and warm it feels...ive fallen in love..with myself..all over again..and this time i feel like im going to go farther than i have ever imagined..
the quest continues...
edit: one thing i would like to mention is that it can be dangerous to mix harmala alkaloids with iboga alkaloids..but since this is such a low dose of both..i feel its relatively safe FOR ME...i cant really recommend this combo because it could be dangerous for YOU...but so far..the effects are mild and gentle..USE CAUTION as always
so yesterday i decided that i was gonna start drinking low doses of caapi tea a few times a day..with a pinch of peppermint in there for some extra flavor..it was rather nice..and i made some more this morning..
then out of nowhere..i decided to take 250mg of iboga...and a little bit of my caapi tea(the tea is weak..only 10g used..and i havent even finished it all yet)
anyway...about 1.5 hours after taking the iboga(i capped it)..i started to feel effects..
and now..almost two hours later..i feel fantastic...i have energy..i feel connected to everything around me..my vision is bright and energetic..and some mild OEV's if i look at the right stuff..such as the ground..
i feel great...i feel like ive been saving this iboga for just this reason...for healing and reconnecting to who i really am..i needed this medicine and i didnt even know it..until the few million molecules started bouncing off my receptors..
my plan from now on is that im going to reduce my dose to 200mg iboga(so i dont run out so fast) and take it with a mild caapi tea every day for a month...my plan is to drink very little alcohol..i personally dont feel like i want it at all..and just work on getting my feet back on the ground...and listening to my inner voice of guidance..
this is truly a remarkable plant..and i cant believe how gentle and warm it feels...ive fallen in love..with myself..all over again..and this time i feel like im going to go farther than i have ever imagined..
the quest continues...
edit: one thing i would like to mention is that it can be dangerous to mix harmala alkaloids with iboga alkaloids..but since this is such a low dose of both..i feel its relatively safe FOR ME...i cant really recommend this combo because it could be dangerous for YOU...but so far..the effects are mild and gentle..USE CAUTION as always