kyrolima
Rising Star
I took together with a friend pharmahuasca.
Nearly about 150 mg for me and 75 mg for my friend.
We drank it down and as the first effects began i was surprised!
Not as usual, because i was used to capsules, which did not work that good.
3 stages:
1. feeling of aliens supervision.
2. geometric patterns
3. teachings
1. At the beginning i had the feeling, that some other species is watching how humankind is doing. Like watching little bacteria under a microscope! They check, how society forms, how our behavior works, how we reproduce and die!
2. I saw the fractual geometric patterns, moving and turning inwards, morphing and totally multicoloured beauty! I'd wish I could get a poster or a wallpaper from such images soon. Perhaps I try to paint my own picture.
I wonder where this patterns come from. Anybody an idea?
3. Every time i take DMT it is like feeling to get connected to a teacher! This time it tought me, that I can get all i want. There is infinite love, infinite wealth, infinite bliss!
T+4 h. effects clear away.
It was about 2 a.m.
I had the feeling that I want to go back!
So I took my scale and weighted 220 mg DMT + 170 mg rue extract.
Put it in a small jar and poured some coke over it!
I got back into my bed and as the effects started to emerge, i was immediately reminded of my first experience with DMT!
I shook my entire body, left to right and really wild and odd.
I enjoyed it so much. This warm and wild feeling. Strange thing is, I had NO visuals or any other effects than that.
Unfortunately i pissed in my bed . Damn, that was a mess. As i tried to stand up, i realized that I was a total mess too. I had been bumping my head a few times against the wall, when i was still lying in my bed. I found myself lying on the floor.
Now I was so dizzy and fucked, that i just coulndn't gain orientation and switch the light back on.
I felt totally helpless trying to find the switch in the dark!
Thinking was not really possible. I felt like totally stupid. Every action i tried to plan needed a large amount of time! Decision making was VERY hard.
I cleaned up the mess. Threw the pissed sheets outside the house and made my bed.
I stood there like a total imbecile. I was afraid that i damaged my brain somehow (wall-bumping) and be imprisoned in a imbeciles body for the rest of my life.
I also thought that the DMT is able to make some permanent damage. I was glad that I soon "woke up".
I gained concentration again, and could relax!
As i tried to sleep, i had some interesting effects:
It was like everything, time, ego, thought processes got silent and really slow!
Like that it all faded. Like muting the stereo.
I disappeared.
Today I woke up, good feeling and still nicely meditative and relaxed.
Nearly about 150 mg for me and 75 mg for my friend.
We drank it down and as the first effects began i was surprised!
Not as usual, because i was used to capsules, which did not work that good.
3 stages:
1. feeling of aliens supervision.
2. geometric patterns
3. teachings
1. At the beginning i had the feeling, that some other species is watching how humankind is doing. Like watching little bacteria under a microscope! They check, how society forms, how our behavior works, how we reproduce and die!
2. I saw the fractual geometric patterns, moving and turning inwards, morphing and totally multicoloured beauty! I'd wish I could get a poster or a wallpaper from such images soon. Perhaps I try to paint my own picture.
I wonder where this patterns come from. Anybody an idea?
3. Every time i take DMT it is like feeling to get connected to a teacher! This time it tought me, that I can get all i want. There is infinite love, infinite wealth, infinite bliss!
T+4 h. effects clear away.
It was about 2 a.m.
I had the feeling that I want to go back!
So I took my scale and weighted 220 mg DMT + 170 mg rue extract.
Put it in a small jar and poured some coke over it!
I got back into my bed and as the effects started to emerge, i was immediately reminded of my first experience with DMT!
I shook my entire body, left to right and really wild and odd.
I enjoyed it so much. This warm and wild feeling. Strange thing is, I had NO visuals or any other effects than that.
Unfortunately i pissed in my bed . Damn, that was a mess. As i tried to stand up, i realized that I was a total mess too. I had been bumping my head a few times against the wall, when i was still lying in my bed. I found myself lying on the floor.
Now I was so dizzy and fucked, that i just coulndn't gain orientation and switch the light back on.
I felt totally helpless trying to find the switch in the dark!
Thinking was not really possible. I felt like totally stupid. Every action i tried to plan needed a large amount of time! Decision making was VERY hard.
I cleaned up the mess. Threw the pissed sheets outside the house and made my bed.
I stood there like a total imbecile. I was afraid that i damaged my brain somehow (wall-bumping) and be imprisoned in a imbeciles body for the rest of my life.
I also thought that the DMT is able to make some permanent damage. I was glad that I soon "woke up".
I gained concentration again, and could relax!
As i tried to sleep, i had some interesting effects:
It was like everything, time, ego, thought processes got silent and really slow!
Like that it all faded. Like muting the stereo.
I disappeared.
Today I woke up, good feeling and still nicely meditative and relaxed.