setting as usual.
dose: harmalas oral, unknown quantities. dmt: unknown quantities, medium-strong dose
wishes: mut geduld weisheit
pre-flight meditation: space oddity
music: "The Patient" "Lateralus" (2001)
experience:
15:18:32 me ›nais
15:18:37 me›affliction of sobriety
15:18:48 me ›my soul is my social worker lady
15:18:59 me›she joined INTO THE EXPERIENCE
15:19:03 me she blinked at me
she was more real then life. all her tatoos where there. i think maybe more tattoos then she had. she looked me into the eyes and with her expression and her blink she told me: IT FINALLY WORKED
15:19:06 me›(then) she danced
15:19:26 me›i was singing along to the patient after this
15:19:30 me›as loud as i could
15:19:41 me›my mp3 player can display lyrics
15:19:45 me›thats very nice
15:19:59 me›still i just sang oyaehayeahoe for a long time
15:20:01 me›realy loud
15:24:20 SWIMM›dude, in the past few days I've been having a *really* hard time following your thought
15:25:48 me›join the club
15:25:51 me›thanks for trying
15:25:55 me›im forced to
15:26:02 me›you are doing this to your self
15:33:14 me›i now know whom to ask to make me a trippy towel
15:33:25 me›there is a girllady at my work place
15:33:32 me›she is obsessed with Disney princess
15:33:36 me›but she makes other art too
15:33:42 me›she just has to do it
15:33:47 me›i must beg her
things i took away:
i need to ingest more maoi
i want to see an us-Indian tent from the inside while chanting. living inside one for one year might be the blindness i need.
my whishes where true and powerful. i want to see if i can use them again.
i need to make more dmt. i went to a realy good (i think) extract of 100g mhbr within 2 days
need to whish for plentyfulness and use more by som as music