Multi-subject (FYI): DMT Makes SWIM 'cry', Pain & DMT, Legality (WTF!!!)

[tropane]

SWIM recently came down from a big DMT dose..
He really felt the need to call me and ask me to post this for him before he forgets.
"Why?" I'm not sure... I suppose the DMT "told" him to.
I'm sure some of ya folks can understand where he's coming from.

There's more to this but, SWIM insists only the first half get's posted now until a response is seen.
Again, "Why?" ... Who knows. Dimitri told him so and, SWIM likes to listen to him out of faith.







SWIM has noticed that [only] with higher doses (like, out of this world), his eyes get so moist that he actually gets tears running down his face sometimes.

He tells me this never happens when he vaporizes doses that keep him in this world though.

He recently introduced a close, trusted, and DMT-respectful friend to an out of this world experience and noticed that
while his friend was in this other world, he also developed a few tears running down his face.

On another note, SWIM noticed that any scratches or cuts he had on his body seemed to BURN before "leaving this world" but, this gave way quickly, leaving these scratches and such even less painful than before partaking in this odd substance.

Are these things you guys have also noticed?




SWIM has been watching many DMT videos... Some of which mention healing/diagnosing with this substance..
During SWIM's last experience, he asked the "DMT energy" if there was anything wrong with his body.
The energy soon formed a spear in SWIM's left side like, from the front-left of his lower stomach, towards
his spine in the back ...
SWIM was so freaked out that he had to ground himself and ride the rest of the trip out.

Once it wore off, SWIM started feeling around that area ... Nothing in the front or side seemed to hurt..
He questioned whether he was "just tripping" or whether it was something internally wrong.
SWIM decided to feel his back in the same general area, where the "spear tip" would have been, and WOW,
what pain but, only when he pushed on it ... This could be SWIM's spine or just a pulled muscle or alike.
Due to SWIM's job, he could easily further damage whatever it is unless he's careful. He's glad that "something"
happened causing him to feel around... The last thing he needs in to wind up with a jacked back like so many others
in his trade do. This could have been his sub-concious warning him or, purely the DMT "knowing" ...
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Interpret that as you will, Though I'd just point it out.




SWIM wishes DMT was legal...
SWIM has NEVER seen his friend feeling/looking so happy and peaceful, even after smoking massive blunts and banging his quite sexy girlfriend then yada yada yada.
SWIM says his friend left feeling enlightened, repeatedly thanking him for his "shamanic" (as he called it) introduction to this substance... AKA, SWIM wasn't like "here bud, try this!!! you'll get stoned like a mother fucker!!!!"... Instead he told his friend that if he didn't treat DMT with respect, he'd have a hellish trip, he also created his ideal DMT "set and setting" to aid his friend in a mystical experience, etc... This was intentional so that his friend would view this substance with respect instead of thinking of it as a recreational drug.

SWIM has always been a skeptic.. A year ago, to tell SWIM a 'drug' could be so spiritually opening would make him laugh in your face...
Now SWIM has the mentality of a hippie vs his previously quite violent ways.
SWIM hasn't been in jail ONCE since he started using DMT.
It's not like SWIM likes to call himself bad-ass but, he's had many run ins with the law that his newly found
beliefs and views prevent him from repeating.
...For reasons like that SWIM wonders why countries ban DMT...

I'd personally sum it up to SCARED, IGNORANT children running our governments...
Seriously, how many of these guys even know what DMT is...
I mean, if these mindless fucks saw a commercial that said "DMT makes you kill rabbits and shove them up your mother's ass", they'd believe it. I'm sickened by our world anymore ..

Meanwhile, SWIM's accomplished things with DMT that jail, anti-depressants, anti-psychotics, therapy, etc. have never even come close to resolving. Whether this is caused by a truly strong "drug" or, if DMT is truly spiritual ... The results are none the less the same.

It's not like people run around shooting eachother to get a 'fix' and they also don't (to my knowledge) drive around 'drunk' running fuckers over... SWIM's also never heard of any ill DMT side effects like cancer like tobacco causes..

I'll stop here to prevent spending all night typing SWIM's rantings ... Hopefully his point has been portrayed.


I'm sure he'll ask me to post the rest at another point which according to him, includes some deeper information him and his friend received during their journey.

 

[psychosisdoses]

be careful and cover your ass DONT SELL! and cherish this wonderful gift from the gods

 

[Jorkest]

sometimes when SWIM has come out of some crazy deepspace..when he got ripped away from his best friends in the WHOLE world..to come back to nobody..was some of the saddest experiences of his life...never has he cried so hard in grief..and loss...this will happen to most people if they venture far enough..

hes never cried so hard as those times..it felt like finally meeting the one person you loved the most in the world..and have been separated from them for so long that you forgot about them..just to meet them again..and realize who they are...and then have them ripped from your fingers...

 

[tropane]

As I mentioned, SWIM doesn't think of DMT as a drug but instead, something for spiritual insight.
With that said, he doesn't like to sell it.

The only time he lets anyone try it is if the person is like the one he shared with in this post.
This person is mature enough to handle the substance and not to be wreckless with it.
SWIM also didn't give any away, he mearly shared while the friend visited.

Even if DMT was 100% legal everywhere, SWIM still wouldn't sell it.
Something like that doesn't seem like it should be so disrespected like weed is.

As for the response to the (something like) "missing a close friend" well, I can see where you're coming from.
SWIM thinks it's more of a chemical reaction but, he's had more than a few instances where he felt
sad while leaving the "other world."
Hell, SWIM's had experiences where the energies/entities in DMT land were sad to see him leave.
He felt like he was leaving his family to go to war & that he may never see them again.

Even his friend, though quite happy with his experience, was sad he couldn't remain there.
He made this quite clear..

SWIM would seriously consider moving to peru for a solid 5-10 years or so to learn the true way of the shaman but,
so many naive reporters and evil fucking oil companies (GRRRRRRRRR) I think have turned the natives away from the white man, not 100% by any means but, SWIM doesn't think they would take him seriously because of all the ignorant people that have visited before him.

Speaking of white people & conflict with natives, what do you guys think about missionaries ??
Personally, I've nothing against christians in general but ... The missionaries going and
convincing these people to drop their way of life, their history ... who they are .. I find this evil, more so
than the destruction caused by the oil companies.
....
Then they walk around like they're doing good.
Who can say whether the christians or shamans (or hindus, taoists, etc) are any more right than eachother but,
how can anyone have the right to strip a culture of their religious beliefs. Man..

 

[endlessness]

SWIM relates to a lot of what you said

SWIM also gets the teary eyes, (he also gets them on higher doses of ayahuasca and mushrooms).

SWIM never had some pain or cut before launching off but once when using earplugs because of possible street noise it was quite weird, the feeling of the earplugs became a big part of the trip, and he also heard a very very strong high pitched sound that he noticed during the whole trip..

As for dmt showing a physical problem, I think its very possible, and have heard more than once of some quite amazing things of the sort happening, like people finding out about diseases they had through an ayahuasca trip or something.. Dont know how to explain, if its hyperspace doctors, or if its just us being more sensitive about our own body or a mixture of things, dont know, but it happens.

and yes, missionary work is quite nasty... Sure sometimes they can help in minor things like dental hygiene of the indigenous people or whatever, but overall I would say its pretty clear their work is devastating.

 

[soulfood]

I call these "Blissful tears". The first time a friend of mine had this he'd had a brew of 200g mexican shrooms sat on the side that he managed to go through in 12 hours. The tears felt like a result of him being so relaxed that his body didn't see the need in holding them in. His nose was running also and around this point he was asking god for a sign. But that's another story.

SWIM gets these on pharma aswell. Never on smoked freebase though, but he hasn't gone as deep into that as he'd like (yet).