FrancoisLeSquid
Rising Star
A bit of background. I have more than thirty years of experience with psychedelics of all kinds. I have only started to incorporate DMT over the last six months and I have been very gentle with it, taking it with mushrooms etc to improve the trip but not trying to leave the room, as it were.
I have a couple of vapes and I have found them not to be very strong. I can keep hitting the vape for a long time and I have found it most enjoyable, but it's been a long way from the advertised three puffs to breakthrough. I also have some powder, but the methods of smoking it seem to be quite a faff so I haven’t bothered yet. I have purchased a Micro NC for the purpose. If anyone can offer any advice on how to use it or direct me to a relevant thread, I would be grateful.
This time I decided to see how far I can push the vape on it’s own.
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I took a few hits holding them in for as long as possible. I saw Aztec type symbols all over my vision. Soon my eyes closed of their own accord and I saw beautiful geometric patterns.
After a few more puffs I arrived in what I knew to be a waiting room. It was completely smooth like a computer game render, and all surfaces were covered in Aztec like symbols. There was a column like female entity there who was slowly moving me backwards down a trench towards the mouth of a tunnel. There were a number of monkey-like entities on the edge of the trench laughing a placing bets on whether I would chicken out before going through the tunnel.
When I reached the tunnel mouth it was painfully slow going and I was puffing very heavily on my vape to try to get through. When I eventually entered everything was grey scale and quite dull. I recall puffing vigorously again.
I lost my ego for a short time and have no memory. The next thing I recall is being in front of a yellow or gold twinkling sharp fractal pattern, something like to gilt on a Klimt painting. I remember thinking that, while it was objectively beautiful, it wasn’t really to my liking and was not what I was hoping for. I puffed again vigorously to move on.
Again, no recollection for a time. Then I became aware that I was in a dark space, like the night sky. I was very content but not much was happening, until I became aware of a smooth green skinned, vaguely reptilian entity with red eyes that I knew was a demon of some kind. The demon was taking an interest in me from a distance and I was a bit concerned. I decided I needed protection and started chanting for Ganesh, who I have briefly met before while meditating, mostly because I could recall his name and felt comfortable that he might be able to help me.
Instead of Ganesh an astonishingly bright circle or horseshoe shape of light and twinkly patterns appeared who I know to be the God, rather than a god. She shined her light on the area I was in and the demon immediately lost interest. She positioned herself between the demon and me and I know that I was safe. Try as I might, I couldn’t look straight at her, because she was too beautiful or powerful or something. She didn’t speak.
I thought since I was there with God I would ask her if there was anything we could do to improve my life in physical matter reality in terms of spiritual growth, wealth or perhaps a steer on the book I’m writing. A flap opened in her side and I was plugged in, then she decided that I’d had enough for one day and it was time to stop hitting the vape and open my eyes.
I had a brief conversation with my wife then felt cold and tired and lay down under a blanket. I then entered a dream state which was, again, grey scale. This lasted about half an hour during which time I hit the vape again about four or five times. I mostly saw black and white geometric patterns that were pleasing but nothing special. Towards the end of this part of the experience I met a goddess who was my wife, who explained that she had incarnated into physical matter reality to be with me. This part was quite sexual.
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Throughout the trip I was mostly aware of everything that was going on in the room. My wife’s breathing, the dog making noises, my body convulsing from time to time and me continuing to hit the vape throughout. I did open my eyes a couple of times but it was uncomfortable. The experience lasted around an hour with approximately 30 minutes of full body experience and 30 minutes of the pleasant dream.
I feel like this was a nice easy way to start breaking through, and I’m keen to experience more. I assume that being able to consume a larger dose in a shorter amount of time by smoking the powder will enable me to have a more intense experience. Any thoughts?
I have a couple of vapes and I have found them not to be very strong. I can keep hitting the vape for a long time and I have found it most enjoyable, but it's been a long way from the advertised three puffs to breakthrough. I also have some powder, but the methods of smoking it seem to be quite a faff so I haven’t bothered yet. I have purchased a Micro NC for the purpose. If anyone can offer any advice on how to use it or direct me to a relevant thread, I would be grateful.
This time I decided to see how far I can push the vape on it’s own.
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I took a few hits holding them in for as long as possible. I saw Aztec type symbols all over my vision. Soon my eyes closed of their own accord and I saw beautiful geometric patterns.
After a few more puffs I arrived in what I knew to be a waiting room. It was completely smooth like a computer game render, and all surfaces were covered in Aztec like symbols. There was a column like female entity there who was slowly moving me backwards down a trench towards the mouth of a tunnel. There were a number of monkey-like entities on the edge of the trench laughing a placing bets on whether I would chicken out before going through the tunnel.
When I reached the tunnel mouth it was painfully slow going and I was puffing very heavily on my vape to try to get through. When I eventually entered everything was grey scale and quite dull. I recall puffing vigorously again.
I lost my ego for a short time and have no memory. The next thing I recall is being in front of a yellow or gold twinkling sharp fractal pattern, something like to gilt on a Klimt painting. I remember thinking that, while it was objectively beautiful, it wasn’t really to my liking and was not what I was hoping for. I puffed again vigorously to move on.
Again, no recollection for a time. Then I became aware that I was in a dark space, like the night sky. I was very content but not much was happening, until I became aware of a smooth green skinned, vaguely reptilian entity with red eyes that I knew was a demon of some kind. The demon was taking an interest in me from a distance and I was a bit concerned. I decided I needed protection and started chanting for Ganesh, who I have briefly met before while meditating, mostly because I could recall his name and felt comfortable that he might be able to help me.
Instead of Ganesh an astonishingly bright circle or horseshoe shape of light and twinkly patterns appeared who I know to be the God, rather than a god. She shined her light on the area I was in and the demon immediately lost interest. She positioned herself between the demon and me and I know that I was safe. Try as I might, I couldn’t look straight at her, because she was too beautiful or powerful or something. She didn’t speak.
I thought since I was there with God I would ask her if there was anything we could do to improve my life in physical matter reality in terms of spiritual growth, wealth or perhaps a steer on the book I’m writing. A flap opened in her side and I was plugged in, then she decided that I’d had enough for one day and it was time to stop hitting the vape and open my eyes.
I had a brief conversation with my wife then felt cold and tired and lay down under a blanket. I then entered a dream state which was, again, grey scale. This lasted about half an hour during which time I hit the vape again about four or five times. I mostly saw black and white geometric patterns that were pleasing but nothing special. Towards the end of this part of the experience I met a goddess who was my wife, who explained that she had incarnated into physical matter reality to be with me. This part was quite sexual.
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Throughout the trip I was mostly aware of everything that was going on in the room. My wife’s breathing, the dog making noises, my body convulsing from time to time and me continuing to hit the vape throughout. I did open my eyes a couple of times but it was uncomfortable. The experience lasted around an hour with approximately 30 minutes of full body experience and 30 minutes of the pleasant dream.
I feel like this was a nice easy way to start breaking through, and I’m keen to experience more. I assume that being able to consume a larger dose in a shorter amount of time by smoking the powder will enable me to have a more intense experience. Any thoughts?
