My first dmt experience

[magic_kitten]

Recently I preformed an extraction on Acacia Confusa root bark, 50g. I evaporated the NPS and scraped up the orangish goo that was left. I loaded .1g into a bowl with a screen on the bottom, ash, the spice and some mint, and more ash to top. darkened room with relaxed music playing quietly. I was very cautious when attemting to get a hit, I started with the lighter (bic) about and inch from the bowl, each hit I took I'd move it down ever so slightly, until id done it about 10 times. I felt sedated but my heart was still racing and my head was kinna foggy...I probably got a micro dose I decide to take one more hit and I decided to hit the ash with the flame directly. I did and saw a slight cherry so I pulled slower and removed the lighter. A few seconds in I tasted dmt ever so slightly..it may have been a smell though. anyway, I remember thinking 'oh god, here we go, that was a hit!' and I finished up the toke and hold it for like 10-15 seconds and put the pipe down, deciding to gauge the effects at one hit. I felt a buzzing rise up, throughout my whole body, like I was vibrating at a really high frequency and I could hear a buzzing in my ears. I felt real sedated but my heart was going a mile a minute and I could feel my heart beat in my stomach it was so weird :shock: I started to worry, as I was alone, thinking maybe I extracted wrong and I just poisoned myself, that thought brought on a lot of anxiety and I was fighting to stay in my body. no cool fractals BTW im slightly disappointed :roll: anyway I kept my eyes open because when I closed them I saw knifes and mean people/creatures that looked like shmegle from LOTR xD well this dread feeling happened like the blood drained out of my face and my face was tingling..but the tingling felt cold, and i remember wishing it would end and then the whole world turned into a pastel painting that was melting. Stayed like that for around 20 seconds..I think I willed the experience to end a bit pre-mature. All that was left was the buzzing feeling/ringing in my ears but I smoked a giant bong load and calmed right down. I have much more respect for the spice..and much more fear and feelings of trepidation towards it as well. for example I know most people say they hit their smoking device at least 3 times to break through, and im afraid of having 3 hits and not breaking through and instead dealing with that crazyness again but x3. so yeah that was yesterday..any thoughts nexians?

Thanks for reading

Peace

 

[magic_kitten]

Has anyone had similar experiences?

 

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I can't relate with smoking...I'm into the brew. I've had frightening experiences, but most of that terror was getting accustomed to "ego death," which is something I now look forward to..because what comes next is soooo beautiful..

Sorry I couldn't be more helpful, but I've never smoked it

 

[magic_kitten]

I see, and its good that you mention that! I have some rue coming soon and im planning on doing pharma or brew. whats your experience with the general feel of it? I know I could go to an old thread and look at reports, and I have, I just wonder what your personal experiences are

Peace

 

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Everything I've read about smoking leads me to believe there's a quick, intense onset that lasts for a little while. The brew, at least for me, brings on the journey much slower, gentler...I can feel myself slowly going deeper and deeper into the journey. It also lasts much longer, judging by the reports I've read. There are some other effects, though, such as a purge at some point. for me, at least..I always purge, but I'm accustomed to that and almost welcome it, now

 

[magic_kitten]

Cool ive made 2 aya analogues with just ACRB boiled for 4-6 hours only purged the second time but didnt trip :thumb_dow and the onset was quite intense when vaporizing, almost to much so haha :d so i think ill save some bark for aya and try that maybe some pharma too, any experience with that?
thanks

peace

 

[HumbleTraveler]

Is that right, .1g, as in, 100mg?? Youre very fortunate that your smoking technique was a little off haha. If you say there was a cherry, you likely burned off a lot of your product.

Xtals are very delicate and can be burned, thus wasted. Very careful vaporization and temperature regulation needs to be practiced to properly heat the spice. If you had had 100mg in say a GVG (vapor genie) and vaporized it perfectly, you might still be stuck out in hyperspace a whole day later

With that said, don't focus on the breakthru's. They'll come with time and experience, experience being a must. This really is a baby steps type thing. I personally have not yet experienced Aya, but to my understanding, it is a gentler more navigable experience. Freebase, in SWIM's experience, is like being shot out of a cannon. You have to be a little more careful with dosage, starting out slow and small will help acclimate you big time. Even then, you will still go further than you imagined possible. It can be potentiated and lengthened by vaporizing it with an MAOI such as Rue or Caapi leaves (enhanced leaf, or changa). SWIM's first very good experience, which was the 2nd experience with spice ever (which followed the bad experience described below about a week after)was with probably about 10mg or so. 16ish mg was loaded up, but there was some I was able to still vaporize after returning from the trip to see if I had gotten the entire dosage, and I didnt, so I estimate it around 10-12. It was absolutely the most loving and beautiful experience of my life, even though it was only about 4-6 minutes.

Baby steps isnt even a good word, crawl. Crawling is way better than baby steps. You say you were scared youd poisoned yourself. Imagine heading into a full on balls to the wall breakthru experience under the mindframe that where youre heading might not be from the spice itself, but that you were actually poisoned. My first experience with spice was relatively similar, but I fortunately wasnt even headed for a breakthru. It was mostly goo that was attempted the first time, and it really badly irritated my throat because of how harsh the plant fats are. It was a very heavy hit too and while I was trying to concentrate with keeping myself from panicing about the feeling in my throat worrying Id done something wrong, I was hit with intense body load and OEV's which left me with an 'Oh shit Im dying' type feeling haha. it was one of those moments where I thought to myself, I cant believe Ive never touched any substance in my life, I go and do this for the first time, and Im dying!?

Don't do that to yourself. Tidy up the technique, use WAY WAY lower dosages (10-15 milligrams max for the first bunch of times, get yourself a good MG scale is something I recommend as it will help you a lot, theyre cheap, 20-30 bucks can get you a more than good enough one) and experience lovely sub-breakthru's hopefully with way more colors and geometry than scary aliens that you saw. I originally thought you saw that stuff eye open and was going to suggest closing your eyes because I feel with the eyes open it can get a little frightening to see things in your envirionment beginning to disappear and be replaced. Move on from there as you see fit. But dont rush it. This stuff isn't shrooms or acid that warps your world with you in it, it will take you and plop you somewhere else entirely.

 

[magic_kitten]

oh wow :surprised yeah i did quite a bit of research but when it came down to it I didnt even check how many mgs were in .1g lol so no wonder that stuff happened im feeling relieved and stupid haha thanks for the info :thumb_up: will definitely get a mg scale soon and thank you very much for the reply, ive been really nervous to pick up the spice again but now i feel alot better about cutting the dose down and trying again :thumb_up:

thanks,

Peace

 

[HumbleTraveler]

No problem youre very welcome! Haha yes specificity with math is very important, gotta get those decimal places in the right spot