My First DMT experience

[gfoyz]

I would just like to start off this post by giving a little background on my life experiences prior to taking DMT

I am 28 years old - Aquarius
Nurse and Biology Major - Music Producer

When I was 2 years old a fever spiked...causing seizures and basically i stopped breathing for what I'm told was 4-5 minutes

When I was 13 years old...I was having a regular dream about who knows what when it was interrupted the same way that like...instant messenger would just pop up on your computer screen..it read: He is watching you...i woke up immediately swinging my arm screaming get off me.....flashes of light raced to the corners of my room...i was in what i know now is sleep paralysis ..i literally couldn't move ..i was scared..then the orbs of light began appearing on the wall directly in front of me...10-15...im terrified at this point ...as I focus on individual orbs..they appear to come closer..and vanish...i naturally did this until they were all gone...the fear subsided.. i tried to get comfortable..but for some reason my stomach hurt and was itchy it was weird...i looked under the sheets and all the orbs were on my stomach..i freaked out ran out of my room and stood in the kitchen for 4 hours until sunrise...

When i was 18 i was diagnosed with crohns disease...

ALL of these things seemed unrelated to me..util i smoked DMT - i won't go into detail on how these things relate as you will have to be well verses in scared geometry and ayahausca rituals to see the significance

Mushrooms

the only psychedelic experiences prior to DMT are with mushrooms...and I have tripped 3 to 4 days in a row..I have tripped by myself I have tripped with others..I never get bad trips.. I'm not in control but I navigate the chaos extremely well. With all my trips I tell people that I am floating between dimensions...none of them understand what I mean..I recently tripped with the same person 3 or 4 times - like clockwork I always ask the same question to her..."how did you take them this time"...because literally the only way for me to distinguish where I am is to recall that tonight I ate shrooms with ice cream, or pizza or whatever. I do not experience any visual distortion with shroom trips....i literally get lost in never never land or whatever you want to call it...sometimes these episodes of being lost last 10 minutes and i come back too like.."how did you eat your shrooms" and sometimes its hours. ...as the trips wear down...my mind is in overdrive. My mind moves so fast that i can't even talk..im trying to tell my friend about everything iv witnessed and i just end up smiling and stuttering .


DMT

a friend of mine told me about DMT a while back...did some research on it. watched Spirit Molecule. Was totally interesting but didn't seek it out. Well it found me.... a friend of mine and his girl got me comfy and told me to enjoy


0.35mg ....in bowl...i got comfy...put on some music - as I'm about to light her up my friends says sometimes if you keep your eyes open you cool visuals/ ...3...2..1....fuck it... as i take the first hit i realize that i just ripped this monster hit...and I'm holding it in as long as i can...as i exhale it as like rocket fuel to the unknown.. i felt this rush of like impending doom...i was pretty convinced i was ODing..i felt like i was going over a hill in a car ...super wavy and all of a sudden boom I'm overwhelmed with warmness and a feeling of comfort and familiarity ...so i have my eyes open the entire experience..im looking at the walls.. everything is the same but the texture is different....my friend (who has an enormous beard) ...he like...walked into the room and as odd as this sounds...it did not feel like an assumption or a guess...i had this understanding as he came closer that he was a gnome...he walked over to his girl friend and i looked at her and she was emitting this green ...again this understanding that she was an elf...they engaged in conversation with each other without moving their lips...it was something along the lines of..."can he handle this, are you sure, did we pick the right person" and the male gnome knodded to the elf as in like yes he can....for whatever reason at this point of my trip i look down and the bowl is still in my hand and ....well fuck it..i took another hit....i shit you now like dejavu to the fullest ...the gnome walks into the room again but this time he has a third eye...and before i can pay attention to if the same things are about to happen...a gear wheel begins manifesting on the wall...and as it spins it grows and connects to other gears...and as the gears interlock they are forming these extremely complex equations that are totally beyond me...and then in this air i start to see these like outlines of shadows forming ..but its not like shadowy its more like..static in thin air..the image didn't manifest all the way but it appears to be the outline of two bodies standing next to each other..waving at me...and then everything starts to fade...and all the writings disappear and I'm like half in half out blabbing about what I'm currently seeing to my friends..

i needed like 24 hours of reflection before I truly could recall like wtf i just witness....and it occurred to me


I'm about to bring in some very wild claims...im not saying it is the truth...im just saying it is my truth..

the hippie movement was this overwhelming feeling of love and connectedness...they just didn't understand why - well it was waves from the age of Aquarius beginning to wash ashore and replace the age of pisces. this is why it didn't take hold all the way....because of these transition periods atronomers argue about when the actual age of aquairous begins....however if you ask me ...ill trust the Mayans...2012 dec 21 - You can go into super details on this and all kinds of craziness that is beyond me. buuutttt its happening again...EDM music has created the modern day hippie..at its core...people feel connected to each other and promoting love and happiness... some people get it some people don't some people feel it and just go with it

Consciousness is evolving..it is its own entity...there is only one consciousness ....for instance ...consciousness is a tree - we are all leaves on that tree experiences our own realities..unaware of our connectedness to each other....The age of pisces has come to a close which ..comes the dawning of the age of Aquarius where enlightenment and the exploration of the conscious mind


DMT IS A HELLLLLLL OF A DRUG -

 

[didnof]

Hello and welcome, it was interesting reading your post for a few reasons:

DMT - Very interesting trip report, I've also had limited experience with DMT, just a handful of times as I have only had access to the spice recently, but I'm ramping up the dosage tonight so hopefully will have an experience of interest to report back on The sense of deja vu is very strange indeed with pschedlics, I had an intense breakthrough on salvia on although my memory of it is limited many times it felt like I was back somewhere I had been many times before.

Sleep Paralysis - I used to get this as a teenager and its very rare to come across someone who also has experienced it. For me it started off waking up with a strong weight pushing down on my chest, there was an incredible high pitched ringing noise and around me were very tall aliens/entities looking down on me in a surgical procedure type environment. The fear was unlike anything I had ever experienced and it was totally impossible to utter a word never mind shout and of course I was totally paralysed and couldnt move a muscle. This lasted a full 10 minutes or so and happened around 10 times, its easy to understand how these experiences are mistaken for alien abductions. My understanding is that the body is asleep, and the mind is still dreaming (hence the hallucinations) but obviously you're totally conscious.

Consciousness - agree totally with this, I'm convinced we are all one consciousness and its the whole one consciousness experiencing itself thing. And I believe consciousness exists in many forms and varying levels of self-awareness, from bacteria, to plants, to animals, to humans, and then I suspect on a greater level we have our planet, and then galaxies, to the universe, to the afterlife. I believe everything is a part of another thing, each one unaware of the level above. For example the billions of bacteria on our bodies are totally unaware of its host and it being far superior in intelligence. I suspect the same is true with us and our planet and we are effectively the equivalent of bacteria on our planet which of course is the whole Gaia hypothesis, and this cycle could continue onwards indefinitely. Likewise everything forms part of another structure in physical terms (planet orbits sun, sun orbits centre of galaxy and so on) i think it is the same in consciousness terms.

Mayans - I'm a strong believer in their theories and ideas. My understanding is that the date you mention 21/12/12 marks the ending of the final baktun. The press jumped all over this with the usual predictions of doom and gloom, but their teaching were quite the opposite as they believed this marked a new golden era in human consciousness and development. I think the whole spiritual movement is definitely gaining momentum and this marks the first signs. On a more quantifiable level we have witnessed a period of discovery and progression unlike any other in the history of life on this planet in the last couple of centuries, lets not forget only a few hundred years ago we didn't have electricity and the Wright brothers were trying to fly. Now we are about to populate Mars and predictions are that the discovery of Graphene will mark a new age of discovery with an array of life changing inventions to follow. As a race we're still incredibly young and naive and many theories point to the fact that our 'awakening' has just started.

Thanks for the intro and I look forward to more trip reports

 

[Global]

I enjoy your passion and descriptiveness. I feel I can relate to the static figures forming out of the air. You can see some really crystal clear figures if you concentrate on them. Just try and avoid the profanity from now on if you can