talking monkey
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
A friend sent me this I merely cut and pasted. I hope he doesnt mind
I did my extraction two weeks ago. I experimented gradually increasing my dosage. The past four days Ive been putting between 30-45mg in my utensil. I have difficulty holding the smoke due to coughing. It may be my utensil (corn cob pipe with DMT sandwiched between two layers of copper mesh). I wish I had a VG but alas my monetary restrictions prevent that right now. I now take 3 hits and cough while semi-tripping.
I love stucco on this stuff. Watching it bubble congeal and on one experience break into sacred geometry where it seemed my entire wall was covered in a lime green and blue pulsating doily. Last night holding my eyes open was difficult due to vibratory visual effects. I noticed shapes (beings ???) moving on my periphery and my door was opening and i was sure I shut it (i checked after it indeed was shut) I will delve deeper in this.
I am not sure what to make of my journey I play with lucid dreaming and practice religion much like Buddhism. It seemed last night i was napping but when i "woke" only 30 minutes had passed. people from my past were in my dreams. In the beginning of hallucinatory phase (it was hard to get there i kept saying to myself "let go" ) I saw what i thought in the beginning was a car door viewed from interior. I heard communication but could not understand and something was happening in the car door. As I told myself over and over to let go and the visions came it seemed distant like there was a chasm between me and "it". My coughing from the spice kept pulling me out.
The physical effects were interesting my body was heavy and unsteady. I kept having numbness that bounced all over my body. from moving patches of crawling numbness on my face to legs, to torso and back. I was emotionally numb it was a lot like i being tired I yawned a few times and felt the lethargy. Was my body craving O2?
On a side note my sleep is more in tune. I hit snooze this morning and I was dreaming something I remembered when i woke but quickly forgot. I do know i was doing a task that was completed I opened my eyes and sat up just then my alarm came on. I have experienced many beings while lucid dreaming who simply wanted to know what I was all about by talking. I have also experienced them examining me with setting and my reactions nothing frightening but a curiousity in regards to sexuality and interaction with other humans in day to day life. I sometimes see through the machinations and then I am transported face to face. My mind makes them human but they are very old wise beings youthful in appearance but non-linear. I have also been led and conversed with impossible "extinct" animals who are also non-linear he was like a platypus but different. He is my favorite btw.
I know im fucking crazy but oh well its a good time. I will keep trying and get a VG when i am able.