my introduction

[Pandora]

Here is how I remember my DMT experiences. I sacrifice some of the pleasure of the comedown.

While I'm in the main space or breakthrough I just do my best to be like a scientific observer and try my hardest to remember. When I come back and can begin to control parts of my body I start to repeat out loud what I am trying to remember. It does NOT have to be super detailed. At least for me it does not. If I can summarize the main/salient points I find that as I begin to integrate the trip over the ensuing hours/days/weeks that parts come back to me very sharply.


It could be something like this that I mumble and repeat to myself: I shot through tunnels, opened up into a machine world. Not taking requests. Very push/curious. Shiny, silver box like. Could not take it. Told them. Demoted to hyperspace pastel kindergarten.

As soon as I can control my hands I start writing my report. At first it is short, vague, an outline, kind of like above. But now I have the triggers for the memories and as I think about it over time, it comes back. Right way I modify my trip report.

This goes on over a long time - as mentioned usually days.

More and more details come back because I have the triggers.

And here is what resulted:

First Breakthrough in 8 years - Slick Layered Geometry Machine Entity World

I had vaped DMT twice before on this day and this third go around came after a break of several hours. The first experience was 11 mgs with not much to bring back other than I was on a bizarre landscape with these beams of light coming down from the sky or ceiling. Anthropomorphic entities...

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Here is how I remember my DMT experiences. I sacrifice some of the pleasure of the comedown.

While I'm in the main space or breakthrough I just do my best to be like a scientific observer and try my hardest to remember. When I come back and can begin to control parts of my body I start to repeat out loud what I am trying to remember. It does NOT have to be super detailed. At least for me it does not. If I can summarize the main/salient points I find that as I begin to integrate the trip over the ensuing hours/days/weeks that parts come back to me very sharply.


It could be something like this that I mumble and repeat to myself: I shot through tunnels, opened up into a machine world. Not taking requests. Very push/curious. Shiny, silver box like. Could not take it. Told them. Demoted to hyperspace pastel kindergarten.

As soon as I can control my hands I start writing my report. At first it is short, vague, an outline, kind of like above. But now I have the triggers for the memories and as I think about it over time, it comes back. Right way I modify my trip report.

This goes on over a long time - as mentioned usually days.

More and more details come back because I have the triggers.

And here is what resulted:

First Breakthrough in 8 years - Slick Layered Geometry Machine Entity World

I had vaped DMT twice before on this day and this third go around came after a break of several hours. The first experience was 11 mgs with not much to bring back other than I was on a bizarre landscape with these beams of light coming down from the sky or ceiling. Anthropomorphic entities...

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Thanks for this Pandora, this is really helpful.

 

[Pandora]

By the way it is worth mentioning that 5 minutes on the consensual reality clock can feel like about 3 rounds of absolute eternity in hyperspace. It's easy to believe one is dead when one breaks through. I mean how could this be anything but supernatural or the afterlife?

Sometimes I've landed in a breakthrough and 100% completely remembered that I smoked DMT to get there. Yet, even after an obscene number of experiences my mind is like,, "Nope this could not be a DMT trip. Something went wrong. Oh crap! They are going to find my body next to a DMT pipe!" This is when I just try to surrender.

 

[iownme]

while i have understood this is a possibility in the dmt "realm" i am aware consciously right now but i have wondered how that will feel in that context. but consciously i am not afraid and i will cross that bridge if and when the time comes.
ive seen enough "bad trip" reports to consciously know that is a possibility/probability but i must find out for myself.
i imagine that when i enter that world, all that i think i know now will have disappeared and i may basically become a "baby" again
perhaps this is part of the appeal.
the only thing i know for sure at this point is.....i must go there
there is no alternative
this is where i must go.
i recently read a report where the reporter said his 10 minutes felt like a thousand years.
yes thats scary AF

BUT

i need to go there
i dont know why, i just know

 

[Tripolation]

Welcome to the Nexus iownme!

Good to have you here. I look forward to hearing about what you think about DMT once you get around to trying it out.

I understand that I must go feeling. That is very relatable, in fact your entire motivation and efforts is very relatable. It felt very much like something pulling me. I feel that pull from time to time over the years and I find it to be the most curious feeling. What is calling me?

If I had to answer that question, it is this insatiable appetite to experience something novel and profound. Something that shakes my core and makes me feel alive. If I am on a hike and I see a harder trail, I always take it, and in doing so I get to see something and someplace many others do not. That harder trail, that harder way called out to me... turn here... go this way. I think that if we are talking psychedelic trails, DMT is the harder trail in some ways. I just wanted to see where this trail goes, my curiousness has always outweighed my fears.

I am grateful that I chose to follow the weird and wonderous DMT trail and I hope you find it as appealing as I have.

 

[Pandora]

From everything I have read I think you are an ideal candidate and that you are going to be welcomed with an amazing celebration and party into the DMT realms.

I'm not comfortable stating my number of experiences very often but it's very large. I have had a handful of very rough DMT rides including one on an oral dose and they are really quite unique and can be thoroughly traumatizing.

But having said that even as somebody who used to actively abuse the molecule and tempt fate I'd say it happened in the 1 to 3 percent of the time range.

And oddly enough with all of that abuse and tempting of fate I never once experienced what's called a Lockout.

So clearly on some level the DMT realm and entities approve of my activities but every once in awhile give me a thorough beat down to remind me to be humble.

I don't know if I'm a fan of this fact but this is where heavy duty learning occurs. I learned a lot more in the long run from integrating rough rides than beautiful trips.

It just seems to be the way we humans are put together.You know how it is - a life of too much ease can make one very complacent. . .

 

[iownme]

my curiousness has always outweighed my fears

that sums me up in a sentence and i may borrow that from time to time

I see a harder trail, I always take it

same here

From everything I have read I think you are an ideal candidate and that you are going to be welcomed with an amazing celebration and party into the DMT realms.

thankyou for your vote of confidence, i have the strangest feeling that i have already been welcomed and they are also somewhat patiently waiting for my puffco to arrive

every once in awhile give me a thorough beat down to remind me to be humble.

luckily for me life has beaten me down enough in the past to make me humble, i view life very differently as a 55 yr old.

life of too much ease can make one very complacent

as someone who has been homeless and a millionaire (and lost it) i believe i have learned that life lesson too

 

[Pandora]

thankyou for your vote of confidence, i have the strangest feeling that i have already been welcomed and they are also somewhat patiently waiting for my puffco to arrive

Haha I LOVE this. Part of a breakthrough experience for me is one of the deepest and most profound senses of deja vu. It almost always feels like I have been there before even though it is as novel as ANYTHING can be. I am left reeling in the aftermath feeling like that is where "I" was before I was born and where "I" will rejoin after the death of the physical.

I bet the entities are waiting to welcome you into DMT hyperspace.

I did a lot of DMT trips before I met entities. They may not appear right away. Some folks meet them the first time.

One thing to note: For me personally, when I take the dose low the entities are like statues or frozen in thrones. When I take the dose medium the entities are moving around, living their very busy lives but uninterested in and unaware of my observations and presence.

But when I take the dose high everything changes. They KNOW I am here and I truly have broken through into their space. They are powerful, curious, friendly but also very very PUSHY. They rush towards me and compete with each other (push each other out of the way) to get right up in my hyperface. They want to know who I am, what I am doing there and what my intentions are. WHY am I there?!!?? For me this is why surrender is key. I cannot fight such powers. I don't want to. I surrender and basically tell them they can have their way with me..

Many times at this moment the entities have backed off. Several times one stayed and the "ground" we were on would break away and we would start to "fly" through the frenetic, inhabited breakthrough space.

Other times they move aside or point to something - showing me the path to the true breakthrough or something ridiculously astonishing. One time they moved aside but 4 of them grabbed my hyperbody and forced me into an anthropomorphic machine. I did not resist. They turned it on and it was only what I could call a Synaesthesia Machine.

Other times hyerspace has been utterly unexpected, such as when I landed in a hyperspatial basement apartment crack house with criminal entities looking out windows waiting for popo as the gigantic, insectoid QUEEN entity mounted on the wall controlled everything.

One time I materialized in a limo with my hands handcuffed. I was being driven down a street as a prisoner. Entities were everythere, on the car, on the walls of the buildings, in the skies, just TAUNTING me. Projected onto the sides of buildings was a Supreme Leader or Big Brother kind of figure. I was VERY grateful that that one ended before we reached the Ministry of Love.

One of my chat friends, another male in his 50's said on one trip he lived the life of a woman and gave birth.

I am mentioning these extraordinary and even a bit dark experiences to try to prepare you for the unpreparable. Whatever you think is possible in there, more is going to happen.

We cannot control it and should not try. Letting go, surrendering and just trying to remember are the best we can do.

Let's hope that Puffco arrives soon as I am excited to hear about your initial experience. It is nice to be at such an exciting time in life. Enjoy it.

 

[iownme]

Haha I LOVE this. Part of a breakthrough experience for me is one of the deepest and most profound senses of deja vu. It almost always feels like I have been there before even though it is as novel as ANYTHING can be. I am left reeling in the aftermath feeling like that is where "I" was before I was born and where "I" will rejoin after the death of the physical.

I bet the entities are waiting to welcome you into DMT hyperspace.

I did a lot of DMT trips before I met entities. They may not appear right away. Some folks meet them the first time.

One thing to note: For me personally, when I take the dose low the entities are like statues or frozen in thrones. When I take the dose medium the entities are moving around, living their very busy lives but uninterested in and unaware of my observations and presence.

But when I take the dose high everything changes. They KNOW I am here and I truly have broken through into their space. They are powerful, curious, friendly but also very very PUSHY. They rush towards me and compete with each other (push each other out of the way) to get right up in my hyperface. They want to know who I am, what I am doing there and what my intentions are. WHY am I there?!!?? For me this is why surrender is key. I cannot fight such powers. I don't want to. I surrender and basically tell them they can have their way with me..

Many times at this moment the entities have backed off. Several times one stayed and the "ground" we were on would break away and we would start to "fly" through the frenetic, inhabited breakthrough space.

Other times they move aside or point to something - showing me the path to the true breakthrough or something ridiculously astonishing. One time they moved aside but 4 of them grabbed my hyperbody and forced me into an anthropomorphic machine. I did not resist. They turned it on and it was only what I could call a Synaesthesia Machine.

Other times hyerspace has been utterly unexpected, such as when I landed in a hyperspatial basement apartment crack house with criminal entities looking out windows waiting for popo as the gigantic, insectoid QUEEN entity mounted on the wall controlled everything.

One time I materialized in a limo with my hands handcuffed. I was being driven down a street as a prisoner. Entities were everythere, on the car, on the walls of the buildings, in the skies, just TAUNTING me. Projected onto the sides of buildings was a Supreme Leader or Big Brother kind of figure. I was VERY grateful that that one ended before we reached the Ministry of Love.

One of my chat friends, another male in his 50's said on one trip he lived the life of a woman and gave birth.

I am mentioning these extraordinary and even a bit dark experiences to try to prepare you for the unpreparable. Whatever you think is possible in there, more is going to happen.

We cannot control it and should not try. Letting go, surrendering and just trying to remember are the best we can do.

Let's hope that Puffco arrives soon as I am excited to hear about your initial experience. It is nice to be at such an exciting time in life. Enjoy it.

thankyou for such possible insights!.

puffco arrives friday!

 

[Holoscillations]

do you mean i can mix it with green herb?...
if so im all ears about that!

Oh yes. You most definitely can. Easy-peasy too, my friend.
Throw your dimitri in a shot glass, add just enough everclear to melt the crystals. Soak your herb in the dimitri-clear solution for about 10 mins. The D will be instantly absorbed into the grass. Lay the herb on a sheet pan and let the everclear completely evaporated, trapping the d inside the g. You can use just about any herb your beautiful heart desires, and if you add some harmala extract you got changa. Enjoy buddy