hello! i discovered this forum recently and have really enjoyed reading thru posts.
i'm a trans girl, electrologist, anarchist, vegan. i have tried a few different mind altering substances and only a fraction of them have been enjoyable to me. weed and alcohol just make me nauseous before they give me any enjoyable effect. dmt is one of the few things where, despite the negative effects, i find the visuals and trips to be worth it.
i first tried dmt as a vape with added maois that swim (am i using that correctly..) bought on the internet, and the biggest negative effect was feeling this massive pressure in my lungs. then i got some hcl, which i snorted and enjoyed the trip but couldn't get over how bad it burned. i tried mixing the hcl in room temp water to boof, but it didn't really dissolve, and didn't have any noticeable effect. that was roughly 10mg i think? finally gave up on not smoking it, bought a crack pipe, and then proceeded to burn the shit out of a lot more hcl. i still have a bit of that left but i don't really know how i'm gonna use it without burning it. id rather not buy any gadgets, like a torch or whatever. open to any ideas.
now i just bought a couple of the vapes that i had first tried it with. interestingly, i don't have any lung pressure, just the head pressure and ear ringing that i experienced on all my successful(ie not booted) hcl trips. i managed to get to the waiting room, but still haven't ever broke thru. i feel i'm not "clean" enough, is that a thing?? its like they want to operate on me, like i'm on the surgery table, but ive done something wrong, and they can't do it. idk who "they" are, because the only living things i've seen in other trips are dragonflies and demons, lol.
anyway, feel free to chat or respond, thanks for reading
i'm a trans girl, electrologist, anarchist, vegan. i have tried a few different mind altering substances and only a fraction of them have been enjoyable to me. weed and alcohol just make me nauseous before they give me any enjoyable effect. dmt is one of the few things where, despite the negative effects, i find the visuals and trips to be worth it.
i first tried dmt as a vape with added maois that swim (am i using that correctly..) bought on the internet, and the biggest negative effect was feeling this massive pressure in my lungs. then i got some hcl, which i snorted and enjoyed the trip but couldn't get over how bad it burned. i tried mixing the hcl in room temp water to boof, but it didn't really dissolve, and didn't have any noticeable effect. that was roughly 10mg i think? finally gave up on not smoking it, bought a crack pipe, and then proceeded to burn the shit out of a lot more hcl. i still have a bit of that left but i don't really know how i'm gonna use it without burning it. id rather not buy any gadgets, like a torch or whatever. open to any ideas.
now i just bought a couple of the vapes that i had first tried it with. interestingly, i don't have any lung pressure, just the head pressure and ear ringing that i experienced on all my successful(ie not booted) hcl trips. i managed to get to the waiting room, but still haven't ever broke thru. i feel i'm not "clean" enough, is that a thing?? its like they want to operate on me, like i'm on the surgery table, but ive done something wrong, and they can't do it. idk who "they" are, because the only living things i've seen in other trips are dragonflies and demons, lol.
anyway, feel free to chat or respond, thanks for reading
