CatFractals
The White Haired Cat
In one of my glorious good ol load a ton dmt in the GVG moments I had something rather new happen to me. This is through two trips of eye balling my amounts and blasting off.
Note* Before continuing I don't recommend people to eye ball a bunch of DMT and blast off because you never know what your going to get. Weigh your doses. In my case eye balling is all I ever do, and with much experience I'm very open to whatever could happen. Yes its crazy.
For awhile now I've taken my DMT trips outside and have been doing so far a long time. Not too long ago in another post I'd said something along the lines of "there's no way I'd trip inside ever again because of the experiences outside made me feel more connection. I broke that based of my intuition. I felt a huge calling and decided to just do it on my bed.
I set up my blankets and pillows so I'd be comfortable to lay back. I cannot remember the amount of tokes for this one. It was definitely a lot. So for the amount I took I thought to myself "I gotta be leaving this place soon" but that's not what exactly happened. My wife opens the door to let a cat in and somewhere around the time of the cat entering the room I had felt I had become a completely different person. Looking down at my body as if it was the first time seeing it. Like I just entered a new body. Maybe a possible ego death for a few seconds? I was absolutely confused. I've had ego death before and this didn't feel familiar. My body was shaky as if I had left it and came back from a profound OBE trip. However I didn't go through that. I felt as though something I can't recall happened for a few seconds and made me get so confused. I remember saying "what the fuck just happened? Why I am so confused" and I kept going on like that for 5 minutes. I've never had an experience that made me feel as though my brain stopped recording for a few seconds and precedes with mass confusion. It was a great trip, very short but a mind twister. Mind twisters are what I want though so problem for me!
Next trip happens a week later. I'm set up about the same but my favorite little cat is laying right next to me. I'd say I hit maybe 4 tokes on this one? first 2 getting very little dmt with the next two filling my GVG up. So this experience was very new to me as well. My visual field as my eyes closed was a more darker. A lot of pure black background while this white orb thing that I could only describe as my consciousness was being twirled and flung around like a rollercoaster. This white orb thing had visuals out of charlie brown, maybe the orb thing reminded me of Snoopy I couldn't tell you. After it was getting tossed around for a bit my eyes opened and my room... MY ROOM felt like something out of a alien space ship! I could see blinking buttons and feel that my room was moving. I felt as though this room was going through space! My cat was looking up in awe from what I could see. I swear she was seeing what I was seeing. She seemed to be looking at all the anomalies that wouldn't be visible to the normal reality. The very odd part was when I had taken another hit around the time of opening my eyes my mouth opened and dmt push out on its own without me doing it. That was very odd. Through this whole trip I was extremely happy and was bursting with energy. So shaky and insane euphoria. I kept laughing about being in a space ship. Never got over that.
Note* Before continuing I don't recommend people to eye ball a bunch of DMT and blast off because you never know what your going to get. Weigh your doses. In my case eye balling is all I ever do, and with much experience I'm very open to whatever could happen. Yes its crazy.
For awhile now I've taken my DMT trips outside and have been doing so far a long time. Not too long ago in another post I'd said something along the lines of "there's no way I'd trip inside ever again because of the experiences outside made me feel more connection. I broke that based of my intuition. I felt a huge calling and decided to just do it on my bed.
I set up my blankets and pillows so I'd be comfortable to lay back. I cannot remember the amount of tokes for this one. It was definitely a lot. So for the amount I took I thought to myself "I gotta be leaving this place soon" but that's not what exactly happened. My wife opens the door to let a cat in and somewhere around the time of the cat entering the room I had felt I had become a completely different person. Looking down at my body as if it was the first time seeing it. Like I just entered a new body. Maybe a possible ego death for a few seconds? I was absolutely confused. I've had ego death before and this didn't feel familiar. My body was shaky as if I had left it and came back from a profound OBE trip. However I didn't go through that. I felt as though something I can't recall happened for a few seconds and made me get so confused. I remember saying "what the fuck just happened? Why I am so confused" and I kept going on like that for 5 minutes. I've never had an experience that made me feel as though my brain stopped recording for a few seconds and precedes with mass confusion. It was a great trip, very short but a mind twister. Mind twisters are what I want though so problem for me!
Next trip happens a week later. I'm set up about the same but my favorite little cat is laying right next to me. I'd say I hit maybe 4 tokes on this one? first 2 getting very little dmt with the next two filling my GVG up. So this experience was very new to me as well. My visual field as my eyes closed was a more darker. A lot of pure black background while this white orb thing that I could only describe as my consciousness was being twirled and flung around like a rollercoaster. This white orb thing had visuals out of charlie brown, maybe the orb thing reminded me of Snoopy I couldn't tell you. After it was getting tossed around for a bit my eyes opened and my room... MY ROOM felt like something out of a alien space ship! I could see blinking buttons and feel that my room was moving. I felt as though this room was going through space! My cat was looking up in awe from what I could see. I swear she was seeing what I was seeing. She seemed to be looking at all the anomalies that wouldn't be visible to the normal reality. The very odd part was when I had taken another hit around the time of opening my eyes my mouth opened and dmt push out on its own without me doing it. That was very odd. Through this whole trip I was extremely happy and was bursting with energy. So shaky and insane euphoria. I kept laughing about being in a space ship. Never got over that.
her name is Browning.
