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My Shadow Entity Experiences [long]
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Intezam
Rising Star
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...as we said...we was sleeping near the open window in our weird position and without blankets as always. It was about 4am when our BS alerts went off and we became aware of something hovering near our 3rd floor open window threshold. Like you, we telepathically suggested: "Permission to enter at this late time is not granted".
Then we kept on sleeping some moar. Then the BS alarms went off again as the creature made a decision to enter anyway. When it crossed the threshold the intezam spirit was already hovering in attack & destroy mode under the ceiling in the opposite corner of the room (behind the window). So...we hovered ourselves (in position) behind that creature, blocking it's way out (the window).
(note: the birdppl taught we how to become very, very bigger in that state, like mountain, and also how use 'the voice' which is like a billion mountains falling down with clap of thunder. They also taught we how to manifest a horrible rahula-loike-monster-mouth at our belly area, big enough to swallow a zillion dragons)
...so, then we addressed the figure from behind; saying: Didn't you hear? Permission was NOT GIVEN. You went right into THE TRAP. Now the intezam will eat you and worse, digest your essence and add it to theirs.
The creature then went whirling mad, like a feral cat that came at night to steal morning tea milk and got caught while it's only escape route is blocked.
But in the end we felt compassion for the creature and we decided to stop blocking it's escape route out. (There was hermel trismegistus sitting guard on a chair, blocking the only other way out). The poor thing was so terrified it started to loose substance.
However, we said to it: Let it be known that we say the Basmala when we enter our house and room. Think twice before you even try a stunt like this again! You may only enter with permission(!) Then we let it go......and offfff it went...
You know what is strange? The night before this happened, we dreamt of a Peruvian guy.
One of these Quechua ppl (not Amazon) annnnd....uhm... what we did together made absolutely no sense. We was harvesting quinoa seeds in a nonsensical illogical ways that could not work.
(and it's true..next to hermel trismegistus on the chair, there stands a quinoa plant, we didn't plant it, it was brought by birds, anyway, we kept on giving it a noice pot, water...and all).
Next the Quechua person and we started to 'process' the quinoa seed for storage (?). To do that he made we put glue (?) on long rectangular strips of linen, then spread the quinoa seed on to the glue, then he told we to glue these seed strips face down to the chalked wall of his clay hut. It didn't make any sense at all, but we did what we was told.....that was it.:?
Also we have a troublemaker two rooms away from here, a man started to throw stones at the birdppl while yelling: 'these focking ravens' (they are not even ravens but friendly, gentle, polite rooks). And they don't like it a bit. Anyway he does that only in the afternoon but he is robbing them of their late afternoon snacks, so this ain't noice. Also we did not intentionally put hermel trismegistos on 'guard' on that chair, the reason was so they can get some moar of the evening sun (...they loikes it)....we think.
Then we kept on sleeping some moar. Then the BS alarms went off again as the creature made a decision to enter anyway. When it crossed the threshold the intezam spirit was already hovering in attack & destroy mode under the ceiling in the opposite corner of the room (behind the window). So...we hovered ourselves (in position) behind that creature, blocking it's way out (the window).
(note: the birdppl taught we how to become very, very bigger in that state, like mountain, and also how use 'the voice' which is like a billion mountains falling down with clap of thunder. They also taught we how to manifest a horrible rahula-loike-monster-mouth at our belly area, big enough to swallow a zillion dragons)
...so, then we addressed the figure from behind; saying: Didn't you hear? Permission was NOT GIVEN. You went right into THE TRAP. Now the intezam will eat you and worse, digest your essence and add it to theirs.
The creature then went whirling mad, like a feral cat that came at night to steal morning tea milk and got caught while it's only escape route is blocked.
But in the end we felt compassion for the creature and we decided to stop blocking it's escape route out. (There was hermel trismegistus sitting guard on a chair, blocking the only other way out). The poor thing was so terrified it started to loose substance.
However, we said to it: Let it be known that we say the Basmala when we enter our house and room. Think twice before you even try a stunt like this again! You may only enter with permission(!) Then we let it go......and offfff it went...
You know what is strange? The night before this happened, we dreamt of a Peruvian guy.
One of these Quechua ppl (not Amazon) annnnd....uhm... what we did together made absolutely no sense. We was harvesting quinoa seeds in a nonsensical illogical ways that could not work.
(and it's true..next to hermel trismegistus on the chair, there stands a quinoa plant, we didn't plant it, it was brought by birds, anyway, we kept on giving it a noice pot, water...and all).
Next the Quechua person and we started to 'process' the quinoa seed for storage (?). To do that he made we put glue (?) on long rectangular strips of linen, then spread the quinoa seed on to the glue, then he told we to glue these seed strips face down to the chalked wall of his clay hut. It didn't make any sense at all, but we did what we was told.....that was it.:?
Also we have a troublemaker two rooms away from here, a man started to throw stones at the birdppl while yelling: 'these focking ravens' (they are not even ravens but friendly, gentle, polite rooks). And they don't like it a bit. Anyway he does that only in the afternoon but he is robbing them of their late afternoon snacks, so this ain't noice. Also we did not intentionally put hermel trismegistos on 'guard' on that chair, the reason was so they can get some moar of the evening sun (...they loikes it)....we think.
Interesting, so was that something similar to one of the pictures I've posted?
I wish I had your confidence
. My spirit kung fu leaves a lot to be desired. But slowly & surely I'm fumbling my way to success.
Lovely trismegisti
. The most underrated magic plant. Always treated me well.
I had some plants about your size, but never bigger. I still got some seeds from a special batch from turkey with that lovely coffee smell, much nicer than the usual iranians. I even got a supposed wild old variety with tiny round seeds one time, but none germinated.
Ever tried some moroccan harmala wine? I made a batch recently, quite nice. Only 1g per 10mL, but I'm oddly masochistic about that taste, so I don't mind.
My peruvian was of the jungle kind. Not wearing any distinctive clothing though. I had the feeling he just stumbled into my dream somehow and decided to help me out. No nonsensical behavior for me, except that he decided to go outside to fight Mothman :d.
The birdppl you speak of, do you mean your pet birds or these guys? :?
EDIT: Fun fact, my little Harmalas were always planted right next to Quinoa...
I wish I had your confidence
. My spirit kung fu leaves a lot to be desired. But slowly & surely I'm fumbling my way to success.Lovely trismegisti
. The most underrated magic plant. Always treated me well.I had some plants about your size, but never bigger. I still got some seeds from a special batch from turkey with that lovely coffee smell, much nicer than the usual iranians. I even got a supposed wild old variety with tiny round seeds one time, but none germinated.
Ever tried some moroccan harmala wine? I made a batch recently, quite nice. Only 1g per 10mL, but I'm oddly masochistic about that taste, so I don't mind.
My peruvian was of the jungle kind. Not wearing any distinctive clothing though. I had the feeling he just stumbled into my dream somehow and decided to help me out. No nonsensical behavior for me, except that he decided to go outside to fight Mothman :d.
The birdppl you speak of, do you mean your pet birds or these guys? :?
EDIT: Fun fact, my little Harmalas were always planted right next to Quinoa...
Intezam
Rising Star
Nah, these are real wild birds, rook and jsckdaw, but with 3 (4) of the lot we got a special relationship since they can come trip with we when we drink haoma and all...It's there were they know incredible stuff (loike how open a neighbouring youniverse and how find people and stuff, and they can hand out du'aa)hermes111 said:
......and they are the ones that hang out all day by our window. We don't know how they gain access to hyperspace...but birds can sleep/trip with one brain-half. We suspect that shrooms, harmal and phalaris have spawned for them ?
They are here now.. listening to Krshna/Radha (SAW/RA) qwwali
Post that Moroccan harmal wine (al-colol?) recipe in it's own thread
and :thumb_up:
Chaska
Rising Star
i spent a few years in the andes of peru with quechua. in quechua my user- name here is little brother (but more accurately it would mean "beloved brother")
during my stay in those epic mountains, i was fortunate enough to work with san pedro multiple times a week for years
as time went on, the weird got weirder
I've been having strange experiences with some sort of large taloned bird, multiple types of dog-creature, orbs/lights in the sky, chariot carried psychopomps, large arachnae, a snake cat shadow friend who was very playful, and my own totemic transformation into an ever more dragon-like being
many of these experiences were with a group of observers perceiving the same thing
many of these experience were during San Pedro
some of these experiences were observed by sober individuals
some of these experiences were observed by groups of sober individuals
a few of these experiences were reported to me by those visiting, in hopes for some explanation (i.e. no prior knowledge)
theres a few things to consider
1 the power of the mind to continually manifest these sort of things, perpetually collapsing a more impotent reality
2 their energies feed off attention and negativity, so being curious in a bad mental state is least ideal
3 ketamine can cut the power they have off, but at your own physical expense (K is not healthy)
id like to say that approaching this phenomenon is potentially the end of sanity
but if its upon you, what choice does a body have?
so to deal with these sort of essences, i find it best to use your voice to wash/ transmute the area around you into something more your dimension. expressing positive sentiments works well, banishments can be a more direct way (but that often feeds them through attention)
paolo santo, burn it to transmute the space into a protected one
now about the rahula stomach monster mouth
check this out -its of the chavin culture
during my stay in those epic mountains, i was fortunate enough to work with san pedro multiple times a week for years
as time went on, the weird got weirder
I've been having strange experiences with some sort of large taloned bird, multiple types of dog-creature, orbs/lights in the sky, chariot carried psychopomps, large arachnae, a snake cat shadow friend who was very playful, and my own totemic transformation into an ever more dragon-like being
many of these experiences were with a group of observers perceiving the same thing
many of these experience were during San Pedro
some of these experiences were observed by sober individuals
some of these experiences were observed by groups of sober individuals
a few of these experiences were reported to me by those visiting, in hopes for some explanation (i.e. no prior knowledge)
theres a few things to consider
1 the power of the mind to continually manifest these sort of things, perpetually collapsing a more impotent reality
2 their energies feed off attention and negativity, so being curious in a bad mental state is least ideal
3 ketamine can cut the power they have off, but at your own physical expense (K is not healthy)
id like to say that approaching this phenomenon is potentially the end of sanity
but if its upon you, what choice does a body have?
so to deal with these sort of essences, i find it best to use your voice to wash/ transmute the area around you into something more your dimension. expressing positive sentiments works well, banishments can be a more direct way (but that often feeds them through attention)
paolo santo, burn it to transmute the space into a protected one
now about the rahula stomach monster mouth
check this out -its of the chavin culture
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@Intezam
Must be nice having some animal companions to travel with. There's def. a reason why crows and such were venerated & feared since forever. Magpies are interesting too, being the only birds known to be self-aware. That unihemispheric sleep stuff is fascinating. I never knew they could just sleep while travelling, and dolphins apparently can too.
Maybe there's something to the poisonous (to us) berries birds eat.
The only connection I have in ordinary life to animals are wasps, bees & bumblebees, never met something like that when tripping. They do like the get drunk & drink sap from some nightshades & ricinus plants though.
Good song but needs more tabla. Yeah maybe I'll make a thread. Not much to it though, just soak 50g seeds/500mL wine for a week or two and strain.
@Wayqeycha
Interesting experience & advice thanks for sharing.
That's some good advice I especially agree with that part. K always made my bladder feel funny even in low doses, but otherwise NMDA-antagonists can be neuroprotective & reset tolerance amongst other things.
Yeah I believe Palo Santo would help a lot too burned. Very expensive though in Europe & hard to get, and there's always the danger of unethically harvested material.
Love the art, those meso & southamerican cultures captured the humor of hyperspace so well.
Must be nice having some animal companions to travel with. There's def. a reason why crows and such were venerated & feared since forever. Magpies are interesting too, being the only birds known to be self-aware. That unihemispheric sleep stuff is fascinating. I never knew they could just sleep while travelling, and dolphins apparently can too.
Maybe there's something to the poisonous (to us) berries birds eat.
The only connection I have in ordinary life to animals are wasps, bees & bumblebees, never met something like that when tripping. They do like the get drunk & drink sap from some nightshades & ricinus plants though.
Good song but needs more tabla. Yeah maybe I'll make a thread. Not much to it though, just soak 50g seeds/500mL wine for a week or two and strain.
@Wayqeycha
Interesting experience & advice thanks for sharing.
That bird didn't happen to have iron claws & feathers or bronze, did it? I had a high dose mushroom experience where I for a few moments saw & transformed into that. I later read in Shamanism by Mircea Eliade that some shamanic culture say that's the last thing you see before you die, also psychopompic.
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theres a few things to consider
1 the power of the mind to continually manifest these sort of things, perpetually collapsing a more impotent reality
2 their energies feed off attention and negativity, so being curious in a bad mental state is least ideal
3 ketamine can cut the power they have off, but at your own physical expense (K is not healthy)Yeah I believe Palo Santo would help a lot too burned. Very expensive though in Europe & hard to get, and there's always the danger of unethically harvested material.
Love the art, those meso & southamerican cultures captured the humor of hyperspace so well.
Intezam
Rising Star
intezam said:
Oh wow! By lucky turn of chance we understand the dreams now! :shock:
Please kindly return to Nexico hermes111? :thumb_up:Tenzin Wangyal said:
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