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Need to know the meaning of what I saw

nikkinadler91

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Does anybody know what it means if I saw a big demon face like old school looking demon and as it got closer it turned into my face but had all black eyes and big swirly horns coming out of my forehead and i kept asking myself what are you trying to tell me and I couldn't get a message back... Anyone have any experience with this?
 
Hi nikkinadler91,

I once had an experience very similar to that. I was smoked some changa and laid back onto my bed and closed my eyes. I melted into hyperspace and felt like I was floating in a black void with wisping bits of colors and geometric patterns here and there. This face that I can best describe as looking like Kali came into my vision and got closer and closer. It was like a floating head with a terrifying expression on it's face. It came right up to me and for some reason I began to laugh, the laughter just burst out of me almost uncontrollably, like I heard a really funny joke. Felt almost like a purge laugh. As soon as I began laughing the face changed and the terrifying expression changed instantly and it felt like it was laughing with me.

I found this particular experience to be interesting and have thought about if often over the years. In the Tibetan book the dead, it refers to peaceful and wrathful deities. These deities are aspects of you, they are a part of you and if you recognize that you pass the test so to speak and continue through the bardos. It did feel wrathful and peaceful but for some reason that was funny to me. It was a fun experience, never had fear, only like a realization that the wrathful deity was intended to be scary, like laughing through a haunted house and when I got the joke it just started laughing right along with me. So fun!

Take care.
 
I usually see it as parts of ourselves as Tripolation mentioned.
Old habits or heavy energies come up to the surface level.
Mind translates it depending on our set of cultural images and beliefs.
Tibetans would see different deities and we western folk see angels and demons.

It shouldn't necessarily have a message. Just showing up could be a message in itself.
Proceed like you did and ask what it wants. Send Love and hold your space.
Prayer or mantras help if it becomes overwhelming.
🙏
 
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