TheCrimsonElephant
Esteemed member
Hello every body !
I have been reading nexus topics for a while now and I have been fascinated by the knowledge and dedication some members show with interesting and wise replies.
I have been wanting to get involved into DMT use for 3 years now and I have just been starting taking some last November.
I am vaporizing it with an assembly of two straight crack pipes.
I am learning how to vaporize well to be more efficient. I currently found a technique that satisfies me ;
I don't know if it has an impact but I think at least a bit : I store my pipes in the fridge so I get them out fresh.
I load like 150mg of freebase on the metal filter and gently heat the DMT to make it soak the mesh. A pipe loaded like that lasts me for weeks.
So, with that technique, I really couldn't say how much I am taking each time.
I had like 40 trips, majority of them way under breakthrough levels.
I just like to have some DMT on lunch break or after eating a diner.
Sometimes I would take DMT every day of a week, in that case, my goals are just to have little effects in order to create a clear change in my state of mind and allow me to get rid of invasive thoughts and think about things, make decisions.
Among all these low doses, I remember of three especially ;
-My first real high ; I was having a hard time vaporizing and I got surprised by the come up, I lay on my bed and felt pure bliss and utter joy. "Magnificent, Magnificent, it's Magnificent" I said for 5 minutes.
-Second time was when I first tried to push it a bit and after third toke I got amazed by visuals. My hands would take the round geometry look I'm used to now. Walls and surroundings were moving and telling a story.I felt indescribable amazement looking at how existence was so beautiful right there under our eyes. I was shocked that DMT was ever considered bad or made illegal, every body should feel this exciting passion about life once I thought. Moreover I felt like I should love my self more and accept me as I am, I went naked and watched me without ruling toxicity of society. I felt happy.
-The third time was tuesday, after a 2 month break from DMT I was gently getting back in it. I took two well done tokes and when I felt the come up I knew I was going for some adventures. I did lay back on my bed and got really sweaty, I wondered if I was gonna die, when it became clear than I was safe I felt a great relief. I was then unable to move my body and it start expanding sideways. Room was glowy and everything was magnificent. During the steepest part of the come up, an astonishing music drop happened and it was the perfect music with a voice saying "woa it's magnificent". My eyes weren't working as usual, focus on the ceiling was hard to do as hallucinations were visible in the air above me and everywhere. It was visually overwhelming I felt like I wasn't going to be able to hold myself inside. It made me wonder what was I searching for when taking DMT as this was already really nice, why would you want to break through this perception of reality when it's that beautiful. So I thought about it and matured my goals.
So here I am, I feel like it's the time in my life for a new beginning, getting rid of old bad habits and have some new insights about reality and existence.
In the next month I plan on doing ayahuasca, have a DMT trip where I leave my perceptions and meet myself or anything that comes to me. I've joined the forum to have your advices, point of views and tips. I'd also like to meet like minded people.
To finish my long ass presentation, I just want to tell a few things about me that do not concern DMT.
Most of my psychedelic experience comes from LSD use, I've had 40 trips, getting up to 400ug (analysed). It has made me grow for years and I really have to thank this mollecule for making me the person I am today. I am passioned about metaphysics, computer science (I could be helpful for some community project), climbing jumping and moving in general, tekno and free party movement.
I live to be free and happy, and I hope I will be able to share some of my happyness with you on the nexus.
I hope it wasn't too long and that I wasn't out of context with my little trip reports
I have been reading nexus topics for a while now and I have been fascinated by the knowledge and dedication some members show with interesting and wise replies.
I have been wanting to get involved into DMT use for 3 years now and I have just been starting taking some last November.
I am vaporizing it with an assembly of two straight crack pipes.
I am learning how to vaporize well to be more efficient. I currently found a technique that satisfies me ;
I don't know if it has an impact but I think at least a bit : I store my pipes in the fridge so I get them out fresh.
I load like 150mg of freebase on the metal filter and gently heat the DMT to make it soak the mesh. A pipe loaded like that lasts me for weeks.
So, with that technique, I really couldn't say how much I am taking each time.
I had like 40 trips, majority of them way under breakthrough levels.
I just like to have some DMT on lunch break or after eating a diner.
Sometimes I would take DMT every day of a week, in that case, my goals are just to have little effects in order to create a clear change in my state of mind and allow me to get rid of invasive thoughts and think about things, make decisions.
Among all these low doses, I remember of three especially ;
-My first real high ; I was having a hard time vaporizing and I got surprised by the come up, I lay on my bed and felt pure bliss and utter joy. "Magnificent, Magnificent, it's Magnificent" I said for 5 minutes.
-Second time was when I first tried to push it a bit and after third toke I got amazed by visuals. My hands would take the round geometry look I'm used to now. Walls and surroundings were moving and telling a story.I felt indescribable amazement looking at how existence was so beautiful right there under our eyes. I was shocked that DMT was ever considered bad or made illegal, every body should feel this exciting passion about life once I thought. Moreover I felt like I should love my self more and accept me as I am, I went naked and watched me without ruling toxicity of society. I felt happy.
-The third time was tuesday, after a 2 month break from DMT I was gently getting back in it. I took two well done tokes and when I felt the come up I knew I was going for some adventures. I did lay back on my bed and got really sweaty, I wondered if I was gonna die, when it became clear than I was safe I felt a great relief. I was then unable to move my body and it start expanding sideways. Room was glowy and everything was magnificent. During the steepest part of the come up, an astonishing music drop happened and it was the perfect music with a voice saying "woa it's magnificent". My eyes weren't working as usual, focus on the ceiling was hard to do as hallucinations were visible in the air above me and everywhere. It was visually overwhelming I felt like I wasn't going to be able to hold myself inside. It made me wonder what was I searching for when taking DMT as this was already really nice, why would you want to break through this perception of reality when it's that beautiful. So I thought about it and matured my goals.
So here I am, I feel like it's the time in my life for a new beginning, getting rid of old bad habits and have some new insights about reality and existence.
In the next month I plan on doing ayahuasca, have a DMT trip where I leave my perceptions and meet myself or anything that comes to me. I've joined the forum to have your advices, point of views and tips. I'd also like to meet like minded people.
To finish my long ass presentation, I just want to tell a few things about me that do not concern DMT.
Most of my psychedelic experience comes from LSD use, I've had 40 trips, getting up to 400ug (analysed). It has made me grow for years and I really have to thank this mollecule for making me the person I am today. I am passioned about metaphysics, computer science (I could be helpful for some community project), climbing jumping and moving in general, tekno and free party movement.
I live to be free and happy, and I hope I will be able to share some of my happyness with you on the nexus.
I hope it wasn't too long and that I wasn't out of context with my little trip reports
