My name is Mike. I've been interested in DMT for several years now and have been lurking here for the last few months reading up on as much as I can about the substance. I have experience with other substances including mushrooms, salvia, lsd, and ayahuasca; but had never gotten around to trying DMT.......until this past weekend.
So the reason I never tried the substance was because it had never been made available to me. I figured that when the time was right, it would just work out. After an ayauasca ceremony I participated in over the summer I knew my time to try pure DMT was soon approaching. It just felt right. After a bit of research I realized how easy it was to procure and set out upon that journey.
This is all fictitious of course, as I would never wish to create such a substance on my own. If I was to do so though, I would imagine it would go something like this:
Started off with 200g mhrb which yielded 191mg of product. I didn't use one specific tek but kind of a mixture of STB teks to fit my specific needs. I was quite happy with the results overall. Off-white in color, no visible impurities whatsoever. I was very careful throughout the entire process. After creating this I sit on it for about two weeks, just waiting for the right moment. Saturday was that moment.
I was absolutely blown away by the power of this stuff. I don't know if I am just particular susceptible to its affects, or if the batch I have is particularly strong, but the results were unreal. My setup includes a glass water pipe with a quartz bucket (banger) attachment. This was heated up using a torch, allowed to cool for approximately 20 seconds, spice goes in, cap it off, and away you go.
First time was only 2mg, just to make sure I had not created some sort of cosmic poison because I did slack off in chemistry class a bit and have never done anything quite like this. I was expecting nothing from this amount, I was very wrong. As soon as I exhaled I could feel "something" creeping in. I sat back in the chair and closed my eyes and it was like being thrown right into the middle of a mild mushroom trip. Very faint CEV but a huge body rush accompanied by warmth. I also had an overwhelming feeling of joy and happiness sweep over me. This lasted for about 10 min. I was shocked that such a small amount did anything at all.
I load up 4mg for my wife, adjust my pouring technique slightly, and send her off. She loses sense of reality and is thrown into a world of color and patterns that left her speechless. She said she was almost sad to come back because of how beautiful it was. Inspired by both of our positive experiences with such a low dose, I decide to up the ante a bit. 10mg seemed like the next reasonable step.
As I was pouring the 10mg into the bucket I had this thought that crossed my mind that I was rushing back into it too quick; that I should have probably taken more time to fully digest what had just happened to me about 30 minutes prior. I should have taken that little sense of doubt more seriously, and I learned real quick to respect the power of this stuff.
As soon as I inhaled (all in one hit) and was sitting there holding it in I could feel something happening. I don't remember exhaling, closing my eyes, nothing. The next thing I remember after sitting there holding the hit in was just being "popped" into a new reality. Instantly my living room, house, everything around me was gone. I have no concept of whether or not my eyes are open and it is completely silent. The most overwhelming presentation of color starts happening in front of me and this sense of being "folded" into space and time happens. That's the only way I can describe that feeling, it was so intense. At some point I forget everything. Who I am, what I am, where I came from. The concept of time was gone, I could not remember a time before this had happened nor could I even make sense of what was happening. It was truly indescribable. Eventually after an amount of time that I cannot express (because my concept of time was destroyed) I started to remember that I had taken a substance which was causing me to be in this place. This is when an overwhelming feeling of helplessness flooded over me and I began wondering if I would ever be allowed to leave again. It was a terrifying feeling. I began hearing the sound of my breath periodically which reminded me that I was indeed alive. As soon as I "give in" to the fear and stop fighting it I immediately start hearing sounds from inside my house, the A/C running, a car driving by outside. I was still visually stuck in a different place but the sounds of the real world began flooding in and I could feel it loosening its grip on me. When I could finally speak I asked my wife how long it has been, "8 minutes" she replied. I was in shock. I was so overwhelmingly thankful just to be home. I felt like I had been gone for so long. I could not articulate, and still cannot, the full gravity of what happened to me during those 8 minutes. Things would still be "weird" for a few minutes. There was still a very obvious visual distortion going on inside my house but I was present and understood everything that was going on at that point. After 15 minutes everything was completely back to normal. I was left in a state of awe.
It scared the living **** out of me in the moment, but after looking back on it for a couple days now I'm so thankful I experienced this. I feel like now that I have a better understanding of the potential I'll be able to let go earlier and maybe have a more enjoyable experience after all. Not to say that this wasn't enjoyable, or that it even should be. I was just so taken back by the power of this stuff because of my overly cavalier attitude towards it at first. I'm looking forward to many future journeys and learning something from this community.
So the reason I never tried the substance was because it had never been made available to me. I figured that when the time was right, it would just work out. After an ayauasca ceremony I participated in over the summer I knew my time to try pure DMT was soon approaching. It just felt right. After a bit of research I realized how easy it was to procure and set out upon that journey.
This is all fictitious of course, as I would never wish to create such a substance on my own. If I was to do so though, I would imagine it would go something like this:
Started off with 200g mhrb which yielded 191mg of product. I didn't use one specific tek but kind of a mixture of STB teks to fit my specific needs. I was quite happy with the results overall. Off-white in color, no visible impurities whatsoever. I was very careful throughout the entire process. After creating this I sit on it for about two weeks, just waiting for the right moment. Saturday was that moment.
I was absolutely blown away by the power of this stuff. I don't know if I am just particular susceptible to its affects, or if the batch I have is particularly strong, but the results were unreal. My setup includes a glass water pipe with a quartz bucket (banger) attachment. This was heated up using a torch, allowed to cool for approximately 20 seconds, spice goes in, cap it off, and away you go.
First time was only 2mg, just to make sure I had not created some sort of cosmic poison because I did slack off in chemistry class a bit and have never done anything quite like this. I was expecting nothing from this amount, I was very wrong. As soon as I exhaled I could feel "something" creeping in. I sat back in the chair and closed my eyes and it was like being thrown right into the middle of a mild mushroom trip. Very faint CEV but a huge body rush accompanied by warmth. I also had an overwhelming feeling of joy and happiness sweep over me. This lasted for about 10 min. I was shocked that such a small amount did anything at all.
I load up 4mg for my wife, adjust my pouring technique slightly, and send her off. She loses sense of reality and is thrown into a world of color and patterns that left her speechless. She said she was almost sad to come back because of how beautiful it was. Inspired by both of our positive experiences with such a low dose, I decide to up the ante a bit. 10mg seemed like the next reasonable step.
As I was pouring the 10mg into the bucket I had this thought that crossed my mind that I was rushing back into it too quick; that I should have probably taken more time to fully digest what had just happened to me about 30 minutes prior. I should have taken that little sense of doubt more seriously, and I learned real quick to respect the power of this stuff.
As soon as I inhaled (all in one hit) and was sitting there holding it in I could feel something happening. I don't remember exhaling, closing my eyes, nothing. The next thing I remember after sitting there holding the hit in was just being "popped" into a new reality. Instantly my living room, house, everything around me was gone. I have no concept of whether or not my eyes are open and it is completely silent. The most overwhelming presentation of color starts happening in front of me and this sense of being "folded" into space and time happens. That's the only way I can describe that feeling, it was so intense. At some point I forget everything. Who I am, what I am, where I came from. The concept of time was gone, I could not remember a time before this had happened nor could I even make sense of what was happening. It was truly indescribable. Eventually after an amount of time that I cannot express (because my concept of time was destroyed) I started to remember that I had taken a substance which was causing me to be in this place. This is when an overwhelming feeling of helplessness flooded over me and I began wondering if I would ever be allowed to leave again. It was a terrifying feeling. I began hearing the sound of my breath periodically which reminded me that I was indeed alive. As soon as I "give in" to the fear and stop fighting it I immediately start hearing sounds from inside my house, the A/C running, a car driving by outside. I was still visually stuck in a different place but the sounds of the real world began flooding in and I could feel it loosening its grip on me. When I could finally speak I asked my wife how long it has been, "8 minutes" she replied. I was in shock. I was so overwhelmingly thankful just to be home. I felt like I had been gone for so long. I could not articulate, and still cannot, the full gravity of what happened to me during those 8 minutes. Things would still be "weird" for a few minutes. There was still a very obvious visual distortion going on inside my house but I was present and understood everything that was going on at that point. After 15 minutes everything was completely back to normal. I was left in a state of awe.
It scared the living **** out of me in the moment, but after looking back on it for a couple days now I'm so thankful I experienced this. I feel like now that I have a better understanding of the potential I'll be able to let go earlier and maybe have a more enjoyable experience after all. Not to say that this wasn't enjoyable, or that it even should be. I was just so taken back by the power of this stuff because of my overly cavalier attitude towards it at first. I'm looking forward to many future journeys and learning something from this community.