Well, wandering around the forum a bit, I now have a better understanding of the meaning of personal introductions, so I can complete mine more confidently. The language barrier and the fear of saying something inappropriate, in this place that I respect very much, made me excessively brief.
I'm originally from Argentina (I hope to find some here!), 50 years old, and I've always been looking for "something", even if I don't know what. I found the "tip of the iceberg" about 15 years ago, when I learned about the eastern doctrines of non-duality (for a catholic like me, this was an absolute shock). Cannabis as a medicine and vice was already with me on my way.
Deepening my spiritual quest, about three years ago, in a ceremony, I met Kambó. And the next day, Changa. It was a beautiful, disconcerting, loving experience, impossible to convey in words. There I had my first encounter with “entities" (as soon as the experience was over, ecstatic, I shouted: "then Terence McKenna is right!!"). Months later, I had a disconcerting experience with Bufo Alvarius. It was so disconcerting and strong, that until now, I have felt no desire to repeat it, even though I did not understand anything of what happened.
Some time later, the Supreme Being gave me the gift of knowing the sacred mushrooms, with which I fell in love, to the point of trying a cultivation, partially successful. I've always let about three months pass between trips, as I'm showered with gifts of wisdom all the time, day after day.
Since my first time with Changa, I've only tried it two more times, with an interval of about a year. A few weeks ago, two very strange things happened to me at the same time: I felt, after a long time, the "call" to make “a trip” to those realms. Then I thought of a person I hadn't seen for two years, to ask for advice. The incredible thing is that this person was thinking of me, to give me two kilos of the raw material!
Everything that has happened has seemed to me a sacred calling. The day after tomorrow, with an old friend who is very experienced in these matters, we will pay a visit to the realms of the dmt, taking care of each other.
Here at Dmt-Nexus I will surely be austere in words. I am in front of much wiser and more experienced people, before whom we can only be silent, learn, and eventually ask. Again, very grateful to be able to be part of this community of searchers.