Demystify
Rising Star
Hi there, I am D from Australia.
Finally have got the time to introduce my self and what I am about..
I started my journey with the medicine not too long (6 months ago) and what has happened since then has helped so much and is continuing to help.
For the last ten years of my life i have struggled with crippling drug addiction, suicidal and constant fear of the future, The last 5 years i have been in and out of rehabs, hospitals and mental instuitions with only little help being received. While in a rehab last year i came across another being and was heavily influenced by the person he was and was interested in how he had come to be this way. After a little discussion he brought up spice.. Never have i heard about using another 'drug' for healing, but from this something amazing happened.
I came across an old friend who had some changa and not knowing anything really about the drug and possibly thinking I just got ripped, I regretfully pulled over on the side of the road and smoked a little. WOW. As soon as I had puffed it I knew there was something very very different about this.
Later that night I prepared my self with some meditation and slowed my mind, that second puff of spice made me feel that every worry I had ever had was gone and there was a overwhelming feeling of something else, something greater than me. It made me feel completely revived. I cried at the beauty of it.Even having tried the spice multiple times since then i have never broken through, i feel myself fighting it every time!
Alongside the spice I have been using psilocybin mushrooms for the last 4 months and it has been amazing what has happened so far. More about that when i get some time to do some reports
.
There has been many developments in my life such as "hobbies" having never really had none besides using drugs to make my self feel better and massive awakening to the beauty that is life. I still have my up and downs and I am far from healed. The difference now is that am using these 'drugs' for healing and self discovery.
I have been seeing a shaman healer basically since the start of this journey and tomorrow night I am going to be partaking in my first Ayahuasca ceremony, I feel I am ready to take the next step.
I have never been a member of any forum before and I am excited where this is leading me.
Enjoy.
Finally have got the time to introduce my self and what I am about..
I started my journey with the medicine not too long (6 months ago) and what has happened since then has helped so much and is continuing to help.
For the last ten years of my life i have struggled with crippling drug addiction, suicidal and constant fear of the future, The last 5 years i have been in and out of rehabs, hospitals and mental instuitions with only little help being received. While in a rehab last year i came across another being and was heavily influenced by the person he was and was interested in how he had come to be this way. After a little discussion he brought up spice.. Never have i heard about using another 'drug' for healing, but from this something amazing happened.
I came across an old friend who had some changa and not knowing anything really about the drug and possibly thinking I just got ripped, I regretfully pulled over on the side of the road and smoked a little. WOW. As soon as I had puffed it I knew there was something very very different about this.
Later that night I prepared my self with some meditation and slowed my mind, that second puff of spice made me feel that every worry I had ever had was gone and there was a overwhelming feeling of something else, something greater than me. It made me feel completely revived. I cried at the beauty of it.Even having tried the spice multiple times since then i have never broken through, i feel myself fighting it every time!
Alongside the spice I have been using psilocybin mushrooms for the last 4 months and it has been amazing what has happened so far. More about that when i get some time to do some reports
. There has been many developments in my life such as "hobbies" having never really had none besides using drugs to make my self feel better and massive awakening to the beauty that is life. I still have my up and downs and I am far from healed. The difference now is that am using these 'drugs' for healing and self discovery.
I have been seeing a shaman healer basically since the start of this journey and tomorrow night I am going to be partaking in my first Ayahuasca ceremony, I feel I am ready to take the next step.
I have never been a member of any forum before and I am excited where this is leading me.
Enjoy.
